The Struggle for Love Different Countries

Bitter Reality

It had been a week since Nazulfa had taken the interview. Nazulfa got a notice from the embassy.

He also returned to the embassy. Immediately to the visa application counter. Wanted to ask "Why His Request Was Rejected"

All requirements have been met, payments have been made, why is it still rejected.

"Sorry miss.. We are just informing you" the information officer replied

The sound of the field has come out. Nazulfa, who asked softly, thought the officer was angry.

"Miss if you want to be angry please don't be here" said the officer.

"No.. I was angry, I just asked why my request was rejected. That's it.." said Nazulfa.

A limp arm and a disappointed heart nazulfa came home. Her aunt did not come today because she was not healthy. Nazulfa's just between drivers.

At home Nazulfa entered the room and called Shahzad directly.

"Assalamualaikum." said Nazulfa.

"Waalaikumsalam." replied Shahzad.

"There's a question about Nazulfa why your tone is sad." asked Shahzad.

"Today I have gone to the embassy, look at the results of our interview. He's the one who said your visa application was rejected." Nazulfa explained.

Shahzad's cheerful face was also suddenly moody. Destruction is the hope of his love.

"Now where are we Shahzad...? Where can we get married if you can't enter Indonesia." said Nazulfa.

"I was confused, I have come directly to the Indonesian Embassy in Malaysia. It was also explained that the sponsor must take an interview in Jakarta to get a visa" Shahzad said.

"Now it's better for you to balek Medan first, it's been too long in Jakarta" said Shahzad.

"alright.. If that's how I check the ticket home first." replied Nazulfa.

"Your money's still enough..?" ask Shahzad.

"There was.. There is still enough that last night you transfer there is still more" said Nazulfa.

Nazulfa books tickets through an online application. After the confirm ticket. Nazulfa told his aunt the day after tomorrow he would return to Medan.

"So we went to buy souvenirs for your mother and sisters" said the aunt comforting Nazulfa who was very obviously sad since knowing his visa application was rejected.

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Nazulfa arrived in the field. He went straight to his parents' village. Because his mother's cousin sent a lot of souvenirs for his mother and sisters.

Nazulfa also told about Shahzad who could not enter Indonesia. Because Pakistan is blacklisted for the reason that the country is a country of conflict and insecurity.

Nazulfa's mother and father advised Nazulfa not to feel too disappointed.

That the soul mate has been arranged by Allah swt. So if you are not fooled it is also with the permission of Allah. No man can exchange the promise of God. Accept it cheerfully because it might be the best for us.

Nazulfa nodded his head. In front of his parents he did not want to look sad. In his heart he was very disappointed.

Shahzad still treats her the same way, though they both know there is no way out for their relationship.

The first step to unite is extinct, if the visa alone does not have how it is possible to get CNI to marry.

The days of Nazulfa now passed mostly in the room, he had no job. He decided to get out of his job to fight for his love story. But this love story is so complicated. Until he felt desperate.

Nazulfa explained at length from beginning to end.

Aunt Diana fell silent at Nazulfa's explanation. Seeing Nazulfa's withered face was not excited to make a heart of pity.

"Maybe There's No Hope For Us Together" Nazulfa said with a forced smile

"That's it.. The important thing is that you've been struggling" said aunt Diana.

Aunt Zaima also came to Aunt Diana's house, because she called her aunt Diana.

"Nazulfa's... How are you..., how did it go?" ask aunt Zaima.

Before Nazulfa answered, aunt diana had already explained. Hearing all the facts, Aunt Zaima immediately hugged Nazulfa while rubbing her back.

"Nazulfa believe. God's Promise is Real. Come back and you'll be better." Said aunt Zaima.

"If you want aunty will find a good mate for you and have a good job" said aunt Diana.

"Hmmmmmh... Okay aunt.., whatever the good thing, maybe he's not my soul mate.." said Nazulfa.

In the evening Nazulfa sat curled up in the corner of the room. Think about what he should say to Shahzad. He was very afraid of hurting the heart of the person who had held his heart.

"Assynoltom.... Shahzad.." Nazulfa called and started the conversation.

"Vaalaikumsalam.. Nazulfa's.." Shahzad called his name full of love.

It was clearly visible in the corner of Nazulfa's eyes that had been holding back tears.

"Shahzad. bLPend for me, if we can't be together you'll be fine, never do anything stupid, and marry the woman of your parents' choice" Nazulfa said.

"Nazulfa.." call Shahzad lirih.

"Why do you say that.🥺 If we can't be together I'll never go back to Malaysia." Shahzad said with sadness.

"Why do you have to go, in Malaysia your job, your career is good. Please don't leave your future behind." Pinta Nazulfa.

"Because I lost your job, you left work to fight for our relationship. If this fails, I should not be in Malaysia." Shahzad said.

"I'm going back to Pakistan, and I'm going to be a cattle keeper in the village. As for marriage, I don't know if I'm married or not" Shahzad said.

"By the way your mom and dad don't know our relationship yet, so there's nothing you need to worry about, they'll be the same with you" Nazulfa said.

"It's not a matter of knowing to not know, even if we cancel marriage I will still tell ami and ash about you. If they force me to marry I will also tell my future wife about you. Because I only love one woman. I cannot share my heart with others." cried Shahzad who had shed tears.

Hearing that statement, Nazulfa unwittingly broke into tears. The crying broke too. He was no longer able to speak, his voice had now sounded raucous.

"Please don't cry." beg Shahzad.

"I can't watch you cry." Shahzad said.

Yet across the street Shahzad himself shed tears. But only a few at the end of his eyes.

Men can hold back tears, but Nazulfa is a gentle-hearted woman. How could he not cry hearing such a heartbreaking statement.

..."Pain, Sad, Injured.."...

..."Not because of betrayal. But Because Love Cannot Unite"...