The Story of Soraya
Mother has died
After I heard the story from mbok inah, my heart no longer asked, at an old age and not far adrift with mother, make her memory, just tell her until, enough to,(mother is looking for her grandmother and brother)after that mbok inah does not remember her.
my four sisters gathered together, they were sorry for me, maybe in their hearts I was still a kaka in their eyes,
anton came to pick me up soon to come home.
like Anton also already know what is happening to me, a very deep disappointment mih imprint intact in my heart, for now I still can blm to meet my mother in the room.
"behind mommy yah kaka go home first".tur Anton
"yes ka anton, please take care of ka raya too, surely ka raya is still shocked by today's events.
Anton went into his mother's house and said goodbye.After Anton said goodbye, Anton led me to the motor, suddenly my father came from behind the yard, he passed the road beside the house, father called me, and he came to me,his voice was so soft that I could hardly hear him, Dad walked towards me, he whispered.
"Raya I know you're sad son, but I've called you lbh from like a father's son".
"raya also loves dad".jwbku with a sad tone not powered up
Anton and I went home, and at home I saw tiara and zaky waiting for me on the porch,
"mah let's go in tiara dah make mamah wedang ginger milk so that mmh feel good about his body".tiara said, while holding my hand.
"zaky kangen mamah, why so long to the grandmother's place".his murmur
"it's important that you're home now" replied the tiara, as if representing my answer.
arrive just arrived Anton came from the terrace hasty, hasty,
"you have to go back to your mother's place.
"what's the reward, did something happen"?.jwbku
"mother has just died a patient mah mah mah mah".sap Anton
my chest felt tight as tight as it was, it was difficult to breathe and I fell unconscious.After realizing I arrived at the nearest clinic of my house, put an infusion hose in my hand, Anton forbade me to go to my mother's house .he wanted me to rest in the clinic.Anton went to the mother's house with zaky, the atmosphere became very sad that day, the tower that did not stop crying sobbing beside me , it was seen that he was very afraid of losing me.
the day my mother died, I couldn't hold a thousand things in my mind, I pushed my mother, when she would explain to me,it hurts even more when I hear that my mother died by ending her own life by slicing her own pulse, because she felt she didn't deserve to be in this world,no one knew that she had taken a knife in the kitchen, and the fate of her mother was not helped.
regret, and my guilt haunts me even more, I don't think my mother will die in a tragic way, how I will redeem God...
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