The Story of Soraya

Born disabled

This morning I did my usual activities, after yesterday took a leave to visit my father and mother, it felt to work back very lazy, in my heart always want to be with them accompany their day...

I got up early to prepare school zaky needs, and prepared breakfast,

Tiara left early today for work.

"Well, I went to work first" said Tiara

"yes dear heart bring the motor do not speed, your rice stock has mamah taroh do motor ya ka" I replied

"i don't want breakfast"

"i've been drinking milk and fruit, if brought lunch later I failed the dong mah diet" said tiara

"you just bring a little ko ka afraid you're hungry" I replied

"yes, thank you, ma'am" replied Tiara

After saying goodbye tiara finally left, followed by the bontot zaky who to school delivered anton, after all was done, I was ready to go to the meatballs.

Apparently anton had gone home to take Zaky, before long I said goodbye to anton.

"pah mamah departs now well "my speech

" yes mah, later go home to eat at home, if again empty of customers "tujar anton

" yes pah" I said

I rushed out of the house and walked to the meatballs shop, when I arrived at the store, I immediately prepared meatball material to be arranged at the kiosk, me and 3 of my friends have worked for approximately 2 years in this meatball store, and quite every day there are always many buyers, after all is finished being prepared, I wear an apron on my body, I wear an apron, one by one the buyers came.

"mba 2 bowls well eat here "say the buyer, while gesturing his finger outstretched 2

" ice tea 2 deh ouh yes same crackers well 4" replied the buyer

"well "my word

Before long I prepared the order and delivered to the table,

Suddenly the buyer said.

" your feet are from birth like that sorry" asked the mba

I immediately looked towards my feet.

"ouh this is yes mba, this is already from birth, "i replied

"circuits due to mba accident, sorry yes I people like to be curious" said the mbak

"ga papa mba" answered me

In my heart I said why today I forgot not to wear socks," uhh "in my heart was upset, my insecurities didn't even come up because of that question.

" Yeah" of my 5 siblings I was born disabled, my right toe there are only 4 fingers, whatever happened when my mother used to be pregnant with me, so that my organs are incomplete, sometimes I am ashamed of this situation, but this is all a gift from the creator I have to be grateful for,and somehow that day I felt sad and asked my mother why I was born disabled, I was not too beautiful compared to my other siblings, they look very similar, and I often feel that I am not their sister, I used to be embarrassed when school until this shame carried over until I was old now..

After the clock showed at 12 pm, the buyers were getting crowded, I suddenly did not focus too much on that day, because of the incident, my friend occasionally patted my shoulder.

"it's okay to think too much" tantri said

"iya tan," I answered while shaking my head.

When I got home for lunch, I went home to lunch with Anton, but Anton was busy with his scissors, when I came home there were 3 people waiting in line for a haircut, I also ate my own, while thinking about the words of the mother earlier.