The Story of Soraya

Motherfuckers

After the incident on that day, I feel better to come on the 2nd day of the mother died, well I was not allowed anton to not come to the mother's house, before my body really recovered, I was not allowed anton,and I want to fill my old empty stomach (no appetite) I go with my son and husband, at the 7th day, all the locals participate, I want to go with my son and my husband,praying for the mother to pray for the late mother.when others are busy preparing a small meal for the meal, I want to see the mother's room, at least can treat my longing for the mother.

I also opened the door of the mother's room, next to the door of the mother's room there are some photos of me and mother, it feels like just yesterday I took pictures with mother, but mother is now no more, but mother is now no more,so many memories at home mom, until I sat there felt mom was next to me, after I opened the door to the room arrived - suddenly there was a sound...

"sumkur....!grudukkk...!".it turns out the mouse on the ceiling kmar Mother, just surprised, it feels like it will be removed spontaneously I lagsung lit the room mom.after I turn on the lights and look at the mother's bed,how shocked there is a figure who is lying on the mother's bed, I also flutter in panic, a little creeps as well.I also intend to approach the figure, whether it might be the spirit of the mother, whether it is the spirit of the mother,this leg feels heavy to step on, Danannnn....

"come here, son, come closer".Turns out it's dad, uh it's a relief to feel,,,

"dad why it's dark pan anyway".my murmur.

"mother's room lights like to die alone sometimes.

"ouh so".I replied as I approached my father.

then I approached my father, it seemed like he was not feeling well, his wrinkled eyes felt so bad, it looked like he had lost his mother so much,her soft and puffy eyes almost resemble my eyes that cry for days.father told me, from the moment of the departure of the mother father always memmipik mother, as if mother wants to say something, mother wants to say something,but dad doesn't remember all the contents in his dreams.

after the tahlil event is over, I and Anton are ready to go home because Anton has a lot of haircut bookings for tomorrow.zaky and tiara stay at home mom, but my brother dila asked me to stay at home mom,,but Anton wouldn't let me, because Anton was afraid I'd be stressed thinking about mom constantly if I stayed at mom's house.and fortunately, in his understanding, I was ready to go home,when the motor will be turned on Anton saw the wheels of his motorbike deflated, right to go to the workshop quite far, and finally me and anton were staying at home mom.

night showed at 11:30, we all slept in the living room, I slept in the middle2 zaky and tiara, and then anton slept next to zaky, no 1 person slept in the room, no one,because given the tradition in the mother's village, when there are people died all the residents of the house must sleep in the living room all, no one can sleep in the room, I who was already sleepy was finally asleep .

"raya,,,,raya,,,,".

"Please, son, please,,,,".

"astagfirulloh" I woke up

the voice was so clear and loud, I built the anton, but anton did not wake up at all, and I decided to go back to sleep and forget the incident just now,unfortunately when I tried to sleep my body suddenly hard to move, I tried to ask for help but could not, yelling as loud as possible, but no one responded to me,,there was only a white bricolor figure on the corner sofa, knowing my attitude at that time, I could not see his face, blurry and indistinct, he hinted at his hand, he waved his hand, I am getting scared,, I am getting scared,,trying to read the prayer, and the figure began to approach me, I closed my eyes so as not to see the figure, suddenly the pungent smell of rancor was once smelled by me,, and,,and I don't know what's dripping in my hands, and I still don't open my eyes, and the grimacing is heard in my ears, the eerie whispering,, that's, uh, that,,,

"your mother will be a ghost what if the milk embedded in her neck is not taken".

like that is the whisper I heard, whether real or not, the figure is real, lucky to arrive zaky nudged me, then I returned to normal, with a breath ngos san, lucky,sweat pouring I build a house, and discuss the events that just happened to me.

after all agreed to his day, we agreed to dig the mother's funeral, and Anton called a smart man to take the milk that was in the mother's body, after taking a long time,finally the body of the mother was lifted, and in the opening of the mother's pocong rope around her neck, I could not see the body of the mother, I turned my body towards anton and hugged anton as tight as her tight, I could not see the body of the mother,at first glance I saw the swollen face of my mother, I hardly recognized her, and was taken the golden pile, after it was taken, the body of the mother was back in the bury..

"sorry mom, calm down in your new world".in my mind murmured.

dad did not come to the funeral because the condition of the father was now concerned right, so the departure of the mother, not only the father but people who are very dear to the mother, felt very lost her, very lost her,it was heard from the smart man earlier that my mother when she was a baby had been put on the hook by the grandfather right on her neck, maybe the mother did not know that, that there was a gold hook embedded in her neck, she said,dad was getting saddened to hear it all, as our family cried considering how kasian his mother, at the age of her who was ill at that time, she ended her life tragically, then her tomb must be dug up ,what else after this god...

night came, like bias, at home mother held tahlilan because it has not even 7 days.and in that night I fell asleep comfortably and soundly, no more dreams so scary, no more dreams,no more fear , after the dawn of the prayer, we all congregated together, at the mother's house, so that the mother's house was warm, the father smiled again, and chatted with his grandchildren, grandchildren,anton said goodbye first to go home, don't forget anton landed a warm kiss on my forehead, .......

"mah later papah here again yah" .

"yes, heart reward is on the road, do not speed.

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