
Mother was not stopping crying, I was not able to move even a little from the place where I was standing, this leg was no longer able to stand.I reached the wall of the mother's room, I walked slowly with limp feet and trembling, I,even fragile mothers always see where I go,
I can't walk far away, I'm lying in the corner of mom's room.crying so much, I hate myself, the feeling of affection turns to hate to mom .disappointed, so it's so,I regret why I was born into this world,
mother walked towards me, her body that had not been ready to try to come to me, helped by a wooden stick that was always next to her bed.
"Raya mom knows mom's wrong son, mom's really sorry son".tutur mother lirih.
"expression time is so fast you grow into a mother, suddenly you have to know the truth".
"mother's age is soon, mother does not want the departure of mother later leave regrets".said mother while calling me
" why must the reality be bitter ma'am" I replied while incessantly crying.
"i really appreciate , loving mom and dad is now all gone mom in an instant" my class while encouraging mom.
no matter what demon possessed me, as if it wasn't me my motherly nature suddenly disappeared, the feeling of hate now enveloped my mind,soon my 3rd brother (dila) came to us and took my mother to my mother's bed.aris Contacted Dila to come to my mother's house.
"we've been ka Istighfar ka".said dila while crying
"we calm our minds first, in fact the mother has realized kaka is not married yet mother wants to be frank, But mother does not want kaka Sad and your heart is broken".
"consciously you hate as much as you hate your mother, the mother who has taken care of her whole body for you, you have no right to hate your mother, no matter how bad your mother she is still our mother". yelled at Dila while crying
"you'll never know what you feel".
"just let me be different from you guys".my assertion is, get rid of the hand of the dila that holds me
aris family who was in the living room, approached us who were in the room mother.ibu aris (turn inah)he held my hand and took me to the living room, and,mbok inah actually knows the story of all about how all this could happen.mbok explained with a storyline that makes me able to accept all what was thrown by mbok inah,
after I was in a calm mood mbok inah started the story, when my mother was 17 years old, my grandfather and grandmother also had many children if not one of 13 children,and my brother at that time was famous for his power to heal the sick, his ability would be even more incomparable if he had his own son, and it was my mother who was the victim,when the mother grew up father forbid him to be friends or even related to the opposite sex, the mother also obeyed him, until it was at the full moon, the grandfather asked Mother to make it pepes know, I know,and at that time the position of the night, you don't understand why you asked pepes to know the night.
without thinking long mother went to the back of the house to pick up banana leaves, the time used to make her own tofu from soybeans, what her old darling like, what,but the mother still made it because the mother was a submissive person compared to her brother,na'as father took the opportunity when the mother was grinding soybeans for tofu ingredients, the grandfather arrived to remaas bok*ong mother, and the mother, who was,and take mom to the back garden of the house, unbeknownst to grandma grandpa would have molested mom.
but strangely the mother when very much enjoy the event, from the beginning to the end, the mother did not see the figure of the grandfather who hooked her, but the man she loved was my father who is now,in the garden that there is no illumination, only illuminated by the full moon, makes the father's devotion increase, so that he can change into my father,no wonder the mother is very happy.the person that I love very much is in front of her eyes,
(want to know more from the story of Soraya continue to pantengin yah)jgn forgot to read my novel, comments, like, note vote, Thank you