
"Calm down Hansell" Dikra said as she looked at her best friend.
"I can't calm down, how can I calm down when my papa is in critical condition" he said in frustration. "If I hadn't expressed any emotion to him maybe none of this would have happened, what's happening right now, all because of me" Hansell continued as he clenched his hand to punch the empty chair beside him, even Dikra only looked with concern at the chaos Hansell was feeling.
"Don't turn yourself in, no matter what happens it's not your fault, sometimes the things we always blame are just made excuses for attending destiny, he said, for that you must be able to accept and realize it is not your fault, because outside of you there are those who have planned other than humans"
"But I can't ignore that Dikra, I can see clearly how Papa is in pain to hold his heart because I keep arguing, if only..."
"Have it done" Dikra said when he cut off the man's words, if he continued to let Hansell only blame himself, it even felt like Dikra could do nothing but give a warm swab to help Hansell calm down.
"Semoa uncle Hamillton recovered" Dikra's inner prayer, Dikra was very sad for the fate of this family, even Dikra did not want to imagine what would happen if Mr. Hamillton left his son. "Gosh, what am I thinking" the man regretted his own thoughts.
*
Petrov residence.
Airyn was in the middle of a mess on her bed, the girl was very tired after working for 3 days more, it feels like Airyn wants to go to the beach to spend time alone, he said, enjoying the twilight in a sunny afternoon, listening to the sand that was thrown by the sea water, to feel the twilight of the wind that spread to his skin, and to the wind that spread to his skin, Airyn is eager to sunbathe on the beach using elegant bikini clothes in a mix of classic glasses that belong to her, plus sipping young coconut ice to complement the fun outing.
Unfortunately, the busy work in the school mix makes Airyn do not have the golden time for herself, even though she has everything and can go wherever Airyn wants, he said, all of that will only be useless when someone does not have time, that's how Airyn is today, the demands of the job require him to lose the moment for himself, for himself, the busy work makes Airyn realize that she is getting away from human relationships, even dating and making friends becomes very difficult when all her time is confiscated to pursue the world and money.
But Airyn also did not intend to establish a relationship based on heart and conscience, because the more we have people, the more we have the chance to lose, even now Airyn has struggled to survive and improve her heart, to cry over her father's departure alone Airyn still can not, because the pain of loss is more painful than just tears.
“Nona Petrov” broke up a woman named Merry Laurent, the woman is a confidant of Airyn and has even been with the Petrov Family since she was born, he said, Airyn never knew why the class of Merry would want to megabdi and live with him, even Airyn did not understand until this moment Merry who became the guardian of her, and even more so, if it were not for the woman it is possible that Petrov's APV would not have been successful, however it could not have been Airyn concluded that Merry Laurent was the brains behind the success of the etrov APV Group, even if he wanted the woman to make a new company and Airyn guaranteed that she would be displaced by her position, lucky that the woman allied with him, until APV petrov had no hard-to-get rival.
“Are you sure you will let HS Group go bankrupt Miss?” asked Merry in front of the girl who was actually someone valuable in her life.
“Is it Merry's fault? Is it my fault that they go bankrupt?”
“No miss, I don't mean to blame you, actually-“
"Merry! I've been lazy to discuss this with you, since the beginning I've said no, if I won't touch anyone who doesn't touch me. And this time the HS company has exceeded its limit, is it my fault if they are in crisis, I only reply to what they did, whether I exaggerate, if I am, even a child who is bitten by a dog can cry what is different from me”
“I understand, it's just that Berto just informed if Mr. Hamillton was rushed to the hospital right after you contacted him”
Airyn frowned deeply as to what the woman really meant, whether she was saying that the old man had lost consciousness as a result of her, though Airyn only spoke politely and full of organized words to warn him, he said, even Airyn did not yell because she realized that the man was an old man and had been her father's partner in the past.
“So?” airyn asked curiously when she wanted to find the answer to what Merry meant.
“Nona Airyn...” watered the woman with a short sigh while wrapping her hands back, she spoke firmly and fully will be authoritative, because it seems that being gentle will only make himself intimidated by Airyn. “I'm so proud of you, even I still understand how you work until now, but if it's just because of business you forget how to respect others, you'd better wake up quickly to calm yourself down. Didn't I ever say, to reach the top position in need open a way of survival, but a way of making peace with your own position, he said, if you do not accept and respect others and only attach importance to victory, trust me in seconds you can be in shakiness, even with a very light wind and blowing lambar, he said, but if you can be strong at your feet and be at peace with yourself, you will survive even as hard and weak as any crashing problem, you know why it can be like that….” said Merry when he won his words, Airyn who listened to the woman just kept silent to digest her words, to digest her words, make Merry step forward while staring at the eyes of two small children who once held and he grew up. “Color you only use your brain, not your heart. If you only use your brain without a conscience, believe me. This position will be for a while you walk” said Merry with a tone full of warning, even when Merry spoke firmly will make Airyn fixated on looking at him.
*Is it my fault? That's all Airyn was arguing with her heart and mind, regarding Merry's words just now, was she saying that Airyn had no conscience? But it feels like Airyn has indeed thrown away the name of her feelings and also her heart, then for what else Merry said infuriatingly so that Airyn wanted to destroy it but had a difficult taste for Airyn terka.
"Damn it!!!" airyn shouted furiously, to make Merry hear the girl's words from the outside, even Merry leaned back behind the bedroom door to cry for Airyn's actual attitude is the flesh blood of Merry Laurent, and is the biological son of Merry*.