The Story Of Hansell

[Story oh Hansell Episode :70] Not so good.

Along the way to Miss Petrov's residence, Hansell observed Airyn's cold demeanor, even as Hansell had observed her while Airyn had never responded to anything, aware of the attitude of course Hansell invited the girl to talk, but before Hansell did it, Airyn first melecukan word. .

“I'm so tired today” said the girl, leaving Hansell unable to do anything but be quiet to keep her escort home.

Due to the additional hours given by the school to the final semester students, making all students/students leave the school at night, of course, the two people are not like a whole partner, like a whole couple, although they both understood each other's passions, Hansell still did not dare to exceed his limits, especially at this time Aiyn was not in good shape to joke around making her even more self-conscious not to bother Miss Petrov.

Hansell had reached the front yard of the Petrov residence, and there was even a watchman who was on standby with his cool and professional attitude, even though Hansell had known him quite closely, this may be the first time for Hansell to deliver Airyn home to the door of his house, because all this time Miss Petrov was always picked up by his personal driver or a trusted person, he said, fortunately, this time they spent all the way while walking home, making Uansell find plenty of time to look at him, and visit his home.

Until Merry opened the door for Airyn, even his eyes gasped did not expect if Hansell Hamillton was also standing there, of course the confused look mixed with shock from Merry can he catch well, even Hansell gave a polite greeting before the end was answered by Merry with great pomp and friendliness.

“Tumben once Young Master Hamillton visits the Petrov residence, do you two have a good relationship this late?” merry asked the two, because in the last few months since Airyn decided to go to school in Ireland, she had a warm smile and laughter, even Airyn looked better and calmer, was it all thanks to Hansell.

“Why did you poke him with such a question, you made it awkward” rebuked Airyn with annoyance, but Merry still gave a sincere smile to the girl.

“Goodnight Noaa Merry, nice to meet you today, I and Airyn have a few extra hours at school, because today we want to go home while walking, that's why I delivered it, because, have you been waiting for it since?”

“Of course, I thought, Miss Petrov does not know the way home, thankfully you delivered her safely Muda”

“What's wrong with you, why are you acting as if my mother” Airyn joked with dislike, making Hansell link an eyebrow at Airyn's rude attitude to her person.

“Have I missed, sorry if I offended you” said Merry unkindly.

“Of course, stop being so caring and worrying about me, better focus on your work, and you don't have to be so friendly with Merry, Hansell. This attitude of yours makes our relationship feel very awkward” kept the girl, somehow feeling upset and emotional today he really wanted to vent, even walk around quietly still not forgetting their words.

“Airyn you're too rough-“

“Merry go inside, I'll be here before Hansell goes home” Airyn orders the woman, even her attitude just stopped Hansell's speech.

Of course by obediently merry passed inward over the guilt she did, it seems that something happened at school so that Airyn acted cold and rude, did something happen again?

Seeing Merry disappear from before them, the girl turned her face towards Hansell.

“Care home carefully, thank you for accompanying me today”, Miss Petrov told the man, even making Hansell stare silently over the confusion that struck, has something happened so that he turned into a stranger, what happened, so Airyn happened very strange.

“Did something happen to you? Or do you have a problem I don't know about?” hansell asked with an understanding attitude.

“What problems can I face, for someone like me, looking for trouble with me just makes them look for death, so I don't have any problems, go home and don't act like you understand everything”

“Airyn you're too rough today”

“Hansell! Maybe you're the one who's too tinged today”

“No, I'm fine and I'm not sensitive at all, but I can feel that if your attitude turns cold and cranky again, something must happen to you, does anyone bother you so much that you act like this to Merry”

“Hansell!" airyn snarled with her wrath. "Can't you understand my situation, I'm fine and no one does anything to me, besides my relationship and Merry's is not what you imagined, other than him working with me he's nothing more like a stranger I charge for living, so don't interfere”

“Airyn!” hansell growled with a high tone, even Airyn's words really caused the man to get emotional. “You are right, he works as your confidant and gets financial compensation from the salary you give, but as a loyal, sincere, and always there by your side, can't you give her a little self-esteem and a sense of acceptance that she deserves, at least you should appreciate her age that might be your parents”

“It seems like something is wrong with you, maybe you are right, nobody in the world is looking for trouble with you, no one is going to bother you or harm you, but you forgot Airyn, he said, you're still a human being who can get hurt easily. If not for the big thing there must be something small that has hurt you, what bothers you until you are like this!” hansell snapped with annoyance, even his gaze so fierce that Airyn stared challengefully at the man, aware Hansell guessed everything correctly, leaving Airyn silent without answering. “It turns out to be true, there is a small thing that hurts you, whether the judgment of others, the words of others, or the attitude of others!” pursue it with rage. “If that's true, tell me what's so hard that you've kept me quiet all the way, and vent your emotions on Merry, you should at least talk to people to understand, do you think I can understand if you keep quiet and puffed up, at least don't be too selfish if you want to be understood by others”

“Do I beg you to understand” snapped Airyn while shaking Hansell's hand. “Do I beg your attention, do I cry and run to your arms, I don't even do that, why should I tell you. Stop interfering if you don't want our relationship to be intelligent, sometimes knowing too much isn't very good, so leave, before I'm really sick of seeing you” said Miss Petrov as she stepped furiously into her house, it even left Hansell mute in his position before watching the girl close the door very rudely.

Of course Hansell did not understand anymore about Airyn's attitude that was so cold and difficult to understand, even Hansell did not think his attitude to Merry was very outrageous, whether Airyn could not appreciate the woman with a little better, and even if she could not appreciate the woman with a little better, at least their age difference is very far, how can Merry survive with Miss Petrov like that, even Hansell was very confused to see Merry look okay on top of the roughness of Airyn extraordinary.

What a great integrity, at least Airyn must not let a man like Merry out of his life.

“But what's up with Airyn? What's wrong with him, acting like that?" hansell asked in annoyance, and the man passed by leaving the Petrov residence.

*

Airyn slammed the bag she was holding on the back, even the girl shouted Merry's name to make a busy woman in the kitchen gasp to scold him.

“Merry!” airyn yelled bitterly, even Miss Petrov almost went black because Merry did not come, of course Merry rushed as quickly as possible to meet Airyn while carrying a tray that he had prepared vitamins for his immune system, even making the woman do not understand what makes her daughter's emotions very fiery.

“Nona Petrov, what's up?” saut Merry when pushing part of the door with his body, even his hands filled with trays made Airyn sharpen her eyes above the annoyance. “I'm preparing vitamins, did something happen?” merry asked as he approached the girl, even his anxious face was so clearly visible that Airyn's gaze was anchored towards the tray.

“Is this why you didn't rush into my room?” ask Miss Petrov in a cold sentence, while taking her breath to loosen the distress.

Even the question that Airyn raised made Merry quite confused before he looked silently at his face, whether Merry had made a mistake so he changed the body gesture to be terrible.

“Do I make you a maid to take care of me, do you want to work as a housekeeper I” Airyn with an arrogant attitude that makes Merry's body shiver in horror.

“No-No actually-“

“I didn't ask you to do all this why you did it!” airyn shouted as she brushed off an object in Merry's hands, even the gallon filled with water was broken to splatter on the floor, and then splashed on the floor, indeed Merry gasped in disbelief at Airyn's rude attitude that was so hot, even making Merry stunned in silence before he took a breath to immediately calm down.

“I've never made you my maid, why do you always act so obnoxious like this, wait for me to come home, make breakfast, bring drinks, give vitamins, even call my school, do you think you deserve to do, why are you acting like a mother, if there's nothing you can seduce, realize, my father's dead, why are you still by my side, do you want to take all the things I have, then take it as much as you can and go!” airyn yelled so crazy, even he was patient enough with everything but today everything is like testing the battery, whether Airyn should be this tired of being human, he said, why can't everyone at her side understand, even Airyn is too tired of her responsible self and horrible words.

“A-Airyn....did something happen?” asked Merry who was approaching Miss Petrov, he did not even expect that his daughter would be this angry. “Did anyone hurt you?” even Merry's question was answered with Airyn's tears, it felt like he was too tired to answer this question, not only did Hansell even Merry also ask if something happened to him.

“I am tired of everyone, I am tired of all humans, why do they talk at will and judge as they please, is there nothing else to talk about but me, whether I ever harassed or disturbed, whether I threatened and did evil, I did not steal, I did not kill, I did not torture, why does everyone keep talking about me if I was terrible, why do they always say I'm pathetic, why was I born like this, why!! Was I created to suffer and be abandoned by my parents, as if I needed to win their responsibilities and humiliations. Why was I born like this Merry, why!” airyn's tears were broken to stab her soul without being treated again.

“Airyn, who said such a thing” merry wept between tears full of grief, even every word he said, slashing painfully on the wound that continues to tear, he said, how does Merry address all these questions, while Airyn is his own flesh and blood, even explaining all the misunderstandings will be a big problem for the future.

“I'm tired!!! I never wanted to be like this, I didn't want to have any of this, I didn't want to stay here, but why should I do it, I've done everything well, but whenever I wanted to live my life as an ordinary girl and to be loved and accepted as normally as possible, they all kept alienating me, differentiating myself, and just kept on thinking I was horrible, I'm really tired” cried Airyn with madness, even it feels like she almost hurt herself but Merry quickly caught Airyn's body, the woman held warm her son's body, the child's body, while muffling the bitter cries to calm Airyn down, Merry was hurt to hear the groans that Airyn uttered, even he regretted putting Airyn in agony.

“I'm sorry..I'm sorry......Airyn” but there is no answer, other than Airyn's cry that filled the room, even the girl was lying on the floor until Merry cupped her body with a heart that rippled sorely.

Right now only an apology can be dimmed deeply enough, other than accompanying Airyn through the day, Merry needs to protect the girl by her side, for that. regretting the past will only waste time, but it will be a waste of time, because the problems continue to come, and Merry must be an impediment to the destruction that is walking towards the place of Miss Petrov.

Merry gently rubbed Airyn's body, calmed herself down, closed her eyes above the chest rumble of guilt, what Merry had to do at this time, it felt like she wanted to uncover the truth of Airyn's identity, it's just the fact that even Merry the woman who conceived and gave birth to her would be even crazier to accept, even Merry had imagined for Miss Petrov's position, it is very unlikely that a child can accept the fact of himself after a lifetime of believing that the woman he calls the mother is not his biological mother, but the housemaid who is believed to be the woman who gave birth to him, isn't this crazy?

Even Merry himself could not get through all this madness, so burying the facts and closing his mouth was the right thing to do, regardless of what had hurt and made Airyn suffer, because Merry can not open the wound again for the many things that Airyn suffered very deeply.