The Story Of Hansell

[Story of Hansell Chapter : 23] Desired Souls.

The fierce debate that was always between the two pairs of humans continued to fill the room space, making Hansell very rowdy of himself who is usually quiet, quiet, airyn unknowingly gives the man full tolerance that may abound.

Until both of them are not aware how they spend a long time, but it is almost midnight but Airyn still helps Hansell treat his injuries, of course to be responsible for the recent mistakes.

"You even burdened my body without feeling" said the girl with full annoyance without wanting to budge in the least.

"As much as you are, obviously your men hit me" Hansell replied in annoyance.

"Then does this have to be my answer?"

"Of course, you have to take responsibility. Because they are your men"

"Aren't you being so outrageous Hansell Hamillton" Airyn growled, sending a sharp look at the annoying man.

"Airin! Since when do you know my full name, Ha? Did you watch me silently" the man replied with sparkling eyes, making the girl who was applying cotton with red medicine to Hansell's face look stupefied.

"Of course. Because you're a business man. At that time, when...you said that I was the murderer of your father.." Rebelliously the man's eyes were still, his heart was like a pain, for what Airyn was expounding. "And at that very moment I was tracking about you, at first I thought to avenge the humiliation you gave me, only I was lucky to know, I knew, that 2 years ago you were the one who gave me that ride. I really can't reply to those hurtful words, because if I had destroyed your company and only then found out that you were helping me, there might be a lot of regret going on right now" obviously Airyn with a soft tone full of relief.

Making Hansell's eyes stick nanar as if he was unconscious, about the pain alone, there was a heart that he had scratched with the word.

Whether Hansell was outrageous to say that, but actually he was not very sharp in his words, Hansell was just disappointed, why Airyn was Miss Petrov whom he could not accept with a free hand, but at this time, his heart was acting otherwise, humiliating Hansell himself in front of Airyn who was clearly in the brim with harsh words, but could still look at the kindness of others.

Indeed, if Miss Petrov had acted to destroy her, Hansell would have been crushed to nothing, maybe he would have become a vagabond while walking the streets with his sister, but look today, look at it, Airyn even still gave her tolerance despite the sharp humiliation she had placed on her.

"Airyn don't get hurt, it's not your fault. I'm sorry I said so harshly" Hansell argued, stopping the hand of the girl who was treating him. "I was too rude and heartless back then, I blame you for my own mistakes. If there's something to blame, I'm actually the one who's wrong. But in this world, there's a destiny for each other's lives and I believe that papa's death is the destiny he should be"

"No! Isn't that my fault. If I hadn't contacted her, she might still be there right now" the girl said, leaving Hansell unable to take her word.

"No Airyn!" following up with a clear rebuttal, Hansell even clasped Airyn's hand with great strength while looking at the two guilty eyes. "Don't blame yourself for what happened, don't blame yourself for someone's death, as long as it's not your intervention, it's not your fault. Because in this world already has its own destiny, when my father died, it has been determined. So it's not your job to feel guilty, or hurt. Because my father died, it's God's power"

"But-"

"Airyn. Please, try to accept, if everything that happens must have its own reasons, you are not God who must be responsible for my father's death, your job is just to be an ordinary human being, living the destiny that should be set"

At once Airyn was glued to silence looking at the eyes that radiated sharply full of warmth, forcing herself to realize if this was not her fault, but why Airyn wanted to cry when imagine her father who even crossed her head.

It felt like Airyn was looking back at her father when he was shoveled in a flying warehouse that day, seeing his body lying in a hospital with no trace of murder, though in the head it is clear how they took his father's life without feeling, until finally Airyn took the burden of suffering that is still not intelligent, he continued life without feeling, he continued to live without feeling, being supreme but having no one in this world, Airyn who was only curled up in the darkness of heart, this time was instead led to look someone in the eyes in front of her.

Is it true that all of this is not his fault? Is it true that what happened to her father was the fate that was set, if indeed it was power, is it true for Airyn to begin to accept, that her father's death was not Airyn's fault.

During this time Airyn could not cry and release the pain of grief, because Airyn realized that her father was not a conspiracy committed by someone, Airyn saw the corpse in front of her eyes, but the results do not show there is a murder syndicate on his body, it feels Airyn can not shed tears because it does not find the mastermind over it.

Regrets, guilt and wounds are left behind, making Airyn live in a black soul full of darkness, everything is lost after the arrival of the storm of loss, ravaging happiness without giving mercy to anyone, he said, to isolate himself from everyone, to stay away in the most intimate of relationships, for he is not sad if at any time lost.

"A-Did God really give a destiny to one's life?" lirih Airyn with a vibrating voice that could be heard by her ears, made Hansell look calculatingly when he realized there was no belief in life in the girl.

What's he been doing all this time?Does the girl just live to breathe and put aside the meaning of herself. Why Airyn had to torture herself for what she was not responsible for.

"Of course God has predestined something on human life, we just just live and enjoy, while still being able to try you have to accompany each step with Do'a. For there is no greater helper than Doa and yourself"

With tears streaming down her cheeks, Airyn let out the first painful tear, Hansell who had helped her the most difficult time, today also released all the blackness that became poison in her soul.

Gives a coax of light to brighten the heart, treat the pain that has passed, until Airyn finally returns to her heart as an ordinary human.

"Airin...." Hansell raised both of his thumbs to rub onto the surface of the cheeks reminiscing there, giving tenderness to the deep sorrow that Airyn received, until as hard as any tear that split the cheek, he said, as strong as that was also the surface of Hansell's skin touching it.

"Airyn, why are you crying, did I misspoke?" hansell asked in a soft tone, he carefully asked if his words had hurt.

But the girl shook her head immediately, giving a reply through the gesture to speak, that Hansell had calmed her heart, entering slowly to embrace the black soul that had enveloped her deeply, but there was nothing Airyn could reveal but tears that were explaining, if she was grateful to Hansell, to make him cry over the pain.

"Airin....." Hansell grabbed Airyn's head slowly, he was certainly very sad when Airyn who had been liked even cried as sick as it was, what his heart felt so that it seemed that Hansell participated in feeling the suffering.

Airyn cried so much between the chest that rumbled uncontrollably while hugging her body warmly, uniting them both to almost the same feeling, for the loss to immediately accept the reality.

Eventually Hansell realized, if to see the wound, he needed to look at Airyn Petrov. The horrible girl who had everything but was empty without having anyone, until Hansell finally realized, her eyes were always fixed on the girl, because the wound they felt was the same feeling of loss.

Hansell strengthened the embrace slowly, giving a firmness in the strength that warmed Airyn, rubbing her head affectionately to try to calm her down, until it smelled like she had it completely, can be felt warmly while kissing it deeply.

Airyn is the girl who manages to steal his attention without Hansell wanting, entering his heart unwittingly, until the end of the lost soul that Hansell feels is fully filled when hugging his body.

Is Hansell already in love and feeling like he has someone, but that girl can't possibly like him right? Because who would accept a man who had judged him badly before he knew him.

But if asked to choose, Hansell would choose to be by his side, if he could not have it. For only here did he feel the same comfort, the same suffering, and the most perfecting feeling of familiarity. Truly, Airyn was a soul that Hansell had never wanted, yet irrigated himself unthinkingly.