
The gurgling sound from the direction of the bed turned the eyes of the two pairs of humans, they turned their heads between the most silent soothing embrace, the, Airyn looked at a cell phone lying on the top of the bed on a set alaram.
Airyn removed her body from Hansell, distancing herself as soon as possible while tucking her hair into her ears, even realizing that she was crying helplessly in the man's chest, breaking the heart for the first time over the pain in the pendam long enough.
"Is that the alarm on your phone?" hansell asked as she broke the stillness, causing Airyn to turn a little face away and take further focus to her phone.
"Yes. I deliberately made the alarm at 2am" he replied with a slight nervousness, making Hansell look at Airyn who was very busy with her phone, after it caught their attention.
Now that Hansell was standing on the side of the bed, he was just looking at Airyn to wait for her to type, but Hansell was very curious, why Airyn set the alarm at 2 am, whether for today only, or maybe do it every day.
"Airyn, can I ask you a question?" hansell said between the gap of silence that unfolds, making Airyn look at him, while putting the phone on the table.
"What's? say" said the girl.
"Why did you make the alarm at 2am?" hansell asked confusedly, even very strange to hear someone has set alaram so early, when the clock is prone it is very often used by people to sleep, what to do when you wake up at this hour.
"Color usually I have been working from 2 am, after that I finish until 6 am, before I continue to sleep a few hours before leaving school"
Really the answer makes Hansell a little unhappy, how can he work when people are asleep, is not this very late for a 20-year-old child to work that hard.
"Although so. I've always taken care of my health" Airyn said when she realized that Hansell wanted to protest against her, of course she understood it was very strange for others to hear something like this, it even seems how unhappy Hansell is about it, but why should he care?
"Alright, I believe you take very good care of your health. But to work this early is it not too late?" upset the man, while stepping foot to get close to Airyn.
"I don't think what I have is the price of my hard work. So it's very balanced for me. Usually I will wake up at 4 am, but because a year ahead I spend time for school, that's why I speed up my sleep schedule so I can wake up early. And now I forget, if it's almost early" Airyn chuckled a little, even looking at the man who didn't follow her laughter, the flat face retorted with silence as if he was not happy to hear Airyn joking like that.
"That's not funny. Even at school you continue to work. Until it feels like your days are always for work. Isn't this very late for 20-year-olds to prioritize themselves on responsibility"
He was upset when he leaned in annoyance when Airyn was still able to laugh at what was being explained.
"I don't think it's Hansell's overdue, because it's my life, but it also includes a job and a future career. From the beginning of this choice that I have given full responsibility, therefore, there is no word delay for the working hours that I do" he replied as he approached Hansell, he tried to see the scars of the blow that had turned blue there, even Airyn watched carefully when she wanted to reach Hansell's slightly injured lip.
But immediately the man held his hand, he stared intently as if he wanted Airyn to give himself a looseness.
"I understand your responsibilities, but if you push yourself too hard and keep working hard beyond the limits. It's tantamount to torture, I don't even see you being responsible for Airyn, I see you punishing yourself for continuing to work and work, why are you working so hard like this? You've even got everything, you don't have to prove anything to anyone, and even your people are perfectly capable of doing some work that doesn't require your consideration, but why are you cramming your schedule for a job like this"
"Where am I missing?" challenge the man.
"You've only known me for a few days, but you've been acting like you understand me the most, you shouldn't have to comment on anything about my personality, because I understand who I am more than you"
"I just knew you. But I can feel your heart" the man's words riveted Airyn. "I understand you're always alone without getting close to anyone, because you don't want to have anything to lose anymore. You stay away from those who like to praise you, but feel comfortable with those who hate you, which is why you can accept my presence, because you understand how sincerely I hate you. You always want to torture yourself to feel responsible for everything, until you forget, you are only human, we just talked about this. Why don't you understand yet" the man annoyed and gave a sharp look at Airyn, hoping that she would accept it.
Hansell didn't even know why he had to bother to commemorate Airyn, but seeing the girl work and live life like this, Hansell really didn't like her, his soul seemed moved to speak up for the more dignified concern.
Making the girl amazed at the title of the most complete thing to say Hansell, the extent to which the man recognized Airyn, was not this a little presumptuous that Airyn herself could not speak to reply to him. "You-" Really Airyn was unable to reply to anything but stare with an exasperated radiance at her.
"Why? Am I right?" kept the man when silencing the confident smile, making the girl before his eyes clench their hands furiously when one could understand her without Airyn bothering to explain about it.
Why Hansell could understand about her, the man could understand without Airyn explaining, even the first time there were people who behaved like this, as if the life that Airyn lived was already at a loss.
"I'm going to sleep, you get out. I think your wounds have been treated properly" said Airyn to familiarize their conversation.
"Airyn.." just as the girl's hand had retraced to expel him, Hansell immediately maintained his stand without being expelled before getting the consent he had submitted. "I just don't like you working like this, I'm just as tired as you. Is it impossible for us to feel a day free from everything, for this one time you give yourself time without thinking about work or big responsibilities, do you really reject my invitation just now? I really want to go enjoy the outside world with you" Hansell said expectantly.
Reluctantly, she wanted to agree to it but Airyn was already upset when Hansell could guess the saddest life, not even understanding whether to agree to Hansell's invitation, is the right decision for him to take, do people seem to still deserve something fun for themselves, after what happened and he did?
"You can't be like this Ryn.." exclaimed Hansell once more, as he bowed his panda to the tiny woman giving consideration.
"I'll think about it, you come out" Airyn pushed away as she forced Hansell's body to move out of the room.
"Do you want to promise me?" the man turned his back to look at Airyn.
"I can't promise, because I have work tomorrow. I will think about it tomorrow, now come out" the girl said, until Hansell's face turned moody after getting uncertainty from Airyn.
Hansell walked to the door to get out of the room, he certainly looked gloomy and felt rejected earlier, even though Hansell was hoping to ask Airyn out in this city, he had come all the way to China to meet her, but still Airyn still made a wall with him.
After the man came out, Airyn closed the door of the room, she even turned her back while leaning towards the sturdy wood with luxurious carvings, Airyn sighed heavily when she thought of Hansell's invitation, saying, he was eager to go with the man, but Airyn felt he did not deserve what he had done to Mr. Hamillton.