The Shit Carrier Village Girl

Chapter 154 Lin Mingqing

Lin Yiwei's family had four generations of scholars. Starting from his grandfather's generation, there would be people from every generation who would go to the examination hall and then successfully earn a basic bachelor's degree or provincial bachelor's degree.

The younger brother of Lin Yiwei's grandfather, Lin Guoan became a provincial scholar. He was hired to become a teacher at an academy in the capital. Later, his wife and son were taken to the capital as well. His descendants would only return once every three years to pay their respects to their ancestors.

In the generation of Lin Yiwei's father, his second uncle, Lin Yuanren, was an elementary school scholar. However, he was not as lucky as Lin Guoan. After becoming a scholar, he continued to fail the Imperial examinations to become a provincial scholar. Only when Lin Yuanren was 45 did she give up and become a teacher at a private school in An Ning County.

In the generation of Lin Yiwei, his younger brother, Lin Yishan, was becoming an elementary school scholar. However, Lin Yishan had chosen to be a personal adviser at the local government. He had no further goal of becoming a provincial scholar.

Then, it was the next generation Lin Yiwei. His youngest son, Lin Mingqing, became an elementary school scholar. However, tragedy struck.

Scholar Lin Mingqing's status was eliminated due to his illness.

Lin Yiwei wanted to use his connections to defend Lin Mingqing's title. As Lin Mingqing recovered, he would continue his degree as a scholar.

However, Lin Mingqing was a man with strong self-esteem, even though he looked refined and elegant. As soon as he heard that his father was going to use the back door to defend his title, he became enraged. He rejected this nepotism.

They all thought Lin Mingqing would recover within a few months, but he ended up being crippled. Someone has to help him eat, piss, and drink. He would just lie in bed all day when the doctors came and went. Hope slowly turned into disappointment and decayed into despair.

His gentle and delicate personality began to change from day to day. He became in a hurry, and his emotions became violent. He smashed things and scolded his parents. But Lin Mingqing did not want to do this. She's so embarrassed. Seeing how her elderly parents had to take care of her like a baby, she would rather die. Suicide ideas rippled through his mind.

One night, while his parents were sleeping, he broke a bowl by the bed. Then, he took out a sharp piece of porcelain and cut the wound on his wrist.

In an instant, blood gushed out from his wound. In the darkness, the smell of blood slowly filled the small dark room.

At the same time, Lin Mingqing felt himself getting dizzy. She's asleep.

“This is not bad.” His eyes looked at the door with apologies. There was a relaxed expression on his face as he muttered, “Sorry, Father and Mother.”

However, just as she was about to close her eyes, her bedroom door opened with ‘bang’. Then, he heard hurried footsteps.

Very quickly, the dark little house lit up.

When Lin Yiwei saw the man covered in blood, his eyes almost popped out of their sockets. He would never have thought that his youngest son would kill himself!

Lin Yiwei looked at the lifeless child and immediately shouted in shock and pain, “Qing ‘Er, Qing ‘Er, wake up! Why are you so stupid ?! ”

Lin Yiwei's shout attracted others. Everyone was shocked when they saw blood covering the floor and the bed.

“Qing ‘Er ..”

“My brother ..” Lin Mingliang knelt on his brother's bed with a sad expression, “Why are you doing this to yourself?”

“Qing ‘Er, are you going to leave your mother like this? In that case, Mother will accompany you so that you are not lonely in the afterlife.” Lin Yiwei's wife, Zhou Erniang, cried.

“Qing ‘Er .. How can you leave dad?” Lin Yiwei cried. “If you do, what will dad do?”

“Fucking old man. I'll kill you!” Zhou Erniang suddenly stood up and started punching Lin Yiwei. “Who told you to be a busy person? Who told you to care about curses? Now, he has cursed our son to death. Are you happy now?”

Zhou Erniang hated Lin Yuelan a lot.

“So what if that poor girl dies? If he were to die, the entire Lin Family Village would feel at ease. We don't have to worry about him bringing our shit to death. You, on the other hand, want to save the curse. But why did you bring my son into this? Bring me back my son!”

Lin Yiwei also blamed himself.

He also believed that if he did not attract his youngest son to interfere in the matter between the Lin Laosan family and Lin Yuelan, his Qing ‘Er would be a provincial scholar by now.

Lin Yuelan had been saved, but her Qing ‘Er died.

He was also deeply sorry and guilty of not being aware of his youngest son's intention to commit suicide.

If she noticed it early, she would continue to watch him 24 hours a day.

If he continued to be by Qing ‘Er's side the entire time, he would not have the chance to commit suicide.

Lin Yiwei felt the pain of losing her son. He felt a deep sadness worse than death.

The entire family was immersed in the shock of Lin Mingqing's suicide so no one checked if he was still alive.

Lin Mingqing's head turned around, and he could hear the sad cries of his father, mother, and brother from afar.

Lin Mingqing was shocked.

Then, he suddenly had a strong desire to live!

He thought his death would free his family.

But he finally understood. That's not gonna happen. If he died, this family would always be shrouded in pain.

Father and mother will be depressed because they will lose their son. Her brother and sister-in-law will be in pain because they lost their younger brother. He did not want to be a bad example for his two nephews.

…

He doesn't want to die. He imagined all the pain. He thought that he would be released once he died.

But he was wrong.

He may see himself as a burden but his family will only be happy with him around. Why did he choose to die?

Will the burden be lost after he dies? Of course not. His death would add pain and grudge to his family. He would not like to add that extra burden to his family. He did not want his family to suffer because of him.

Therefore, he did not want to die anymore. He wants to live.

Lin Mingqing's eyes felt heavy. He can't open it. He knew he had to open his eyes. Otherwise, he would be required by eternal slumber.

He also wanted to extend his hand to comfort his mother, but he could not move.

In the end…

“Adik male.” Lin Mingliang knelt beside Lin Qingqing's bed and immediately shouted in shock, “Dad, little brother is not dead. He just moved his finger.”

Lin Mingliang immediately stood up from the bed and went to check Lin Mingqing's breathing.

This time, Lin Mingliang said happily, “father, younger brother is still alive.”

Lin Yiwei's surprise turned into surprise. He then realized that his youngest son's wounds were still bleeding. He immediately shouted to Lin Mingliang, “Liang ‘Er, go and find Doctor Zhang! Go!”

Lin Mingliang quickly stood up and rushed towards Doctor Zhang's house.

Lin Yiwei immediately took out some clean cloth and bandaged Lin Mingqing's wounds.

…

Lin Qingming was finally saved by Doctor Zhang. However, it caused problems.

Due to the excessive blood loss, Lin Mingqing's brain suffered from temporary hypoxia and insufficient blood supply. In other words, his brain could no longer control his body and actions.

His limbs were stiff, his eyes were slightly dazed and dull, and there was saliva in the corner of his mouth. However, his mind was still sharp, he simply could not express his desire.

Lin Mingqing had broken his spine while falling from the horse carriage, so he could not move anything below his waist.

Lin Mingqing could not walk. Therefore, the muscles in his legs had severe atrophy, and some of them even festered, giving off a very terrible smell.

This was the state of Lin Mingqing when Lin Yuelan and Jiang Zhennan entered.

Lin Yuelan did not know Lin Mingqing's condition was so serious. The delicate, refined, and elegant young master with a bright future was completely shattered by one act of kindness.

Lin Yiwei was wiping Lin Mingqing's body with a towel.

Suddenly, he felt a little uncomfortable. He quickly turned his head and saw Lin Yuelan standing at the door, staring at her youngest son.

He immediately roared at Lin Yuelan, “Yuelan, who let you come here?”

Ever since his son became like this, they did not dare to take him out of the house. They knew his son didn't want anyone else to see him like this. Lin Yiwei and his family were not ashamed, but Lin Mingqing was. He was afraid to meet people.

Now, Lin Yuelan and Jiang Zhennan had appeared in front of Lin Mingqing without his permission. He was afraid this would trigger Lin Mingqing, which made Lin Yiwei extremely angry.

Lin Yuelan walked over to Lin Mingqing with a serious expression. He crouched down and pulled his pants. He looked at his shrunken muscles and rotting muscles. Then, he looked at her thin face, her slightly absent-minded eyes, and her drooling mouth.

He opened his mouth with great difficulty and asked Lin Yiwei, “The head of the grandfather village, when did uncle Mingqing become like this?” To his knowledge, Lin Mingqing was simply crippled. He's not a retarded man.

Lin Yiwei could not drive Lin Yuelan away now. He looked at Lin Yuelan and thought about how she caused this to happen to his youngest son. She's upset. However, as an elder, he knew he should not vent his hatred and anger on a child.

Finally, he sighed heavily and said honestly, “three years ago!”

Lin Yuelan was surprised to hear this answer. He said in disbelief, “How can it be?”

Afterwards, Lin Yiwei told them about Lin Mingqing's suicide attempt three years ago. He did not want to be a burden on his family. In the end, Lin Mingqing's life was saved, but it left severe side effects.

After Lin Yuelan and Jiang Zhennan heard Lin Yiwei's story, their hearts were heavy.

Lin Yuelan felt a deep sense of guilt. Guilt came from the host, but Lin Xinlan was now Lin Yuelan. Since he had taken over Lin Yuelan's identity, he would help the host.

Lin Mingqing had saved Lin Yuelan and had to suffer greatly from it. Lin Yuelan must have felt very guilty. Therefore, Lin Yuelan had to correct this mistake.

Lin Yuelan looked at Lin Yiwei seriously and said, “Head of Grandpa Village, please trust me. I will heal uncle Mingqing!”

Then, he dashed out without waiting for Lin Yiwei's reaction.

Jiang Zhennan nodded at Lin Yiwei and followed Lin Yuelan.

Lin Yiwei looked at Lin Yuelan and Jiang Zhennan and sighed heavily again. He said, “Son, all the doctors in the world say there is no cure. What can you do to cure Qing ‘Er?” With that, he squeezed his towel dry and continued wiping Lin Mingqing clean. He did not think Lin Mingqing could be cured. Lin Yiwei only wished he could be with his youngest son when he was alive, and after he died, he hoped his grandchildren would look after their little uncle. Then his life will be complete.

…

When Jiang Zhennan walked to the door, she saw Lin Yuelan's eyes were red.

His heart ached as he walked, but he did not know how to comfort him.

Although they did not know what was happening with Lin Laosan's family, they knew that Lin Mingqing had played a big role in allowing Lin Yuelan's survival.

In other words, Lin Mingqing was Lin Yuelan's savior.

Lin Yuelan already owed a lot to Lin Yiwei and her son.

However, Lin Mingqing was injured because of Lin Yuelan. Lin Mingqing was in this condition because of Lin Yuelan.