The Shackles of the Past

Selena and Josh: The beginning of the problem

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Both drifting in grief and regret, Josh feels regular breaths turns his wife asleep in his arms. A smile appeared on the handsome face of the man blaster stroke soft cheeks that seemed filled due to the effects of yesterday's pregnancy.

Josh carefully carried Selena in a bridal style, walking slowly towards a king-size mattress. Slumping down Selena's torso, put the head of the woman she loved carefully on the pillow. Josh growled because Selena's upper clothes showed a hill that contained itu.

"Don't you hurt her again, Josh." Josh said to himself.

After buttoning the top of his wife's clothes, Josh covers her and walks towards the bathroom. Completing something that since meeting the wife wanted to be taken out, since Selena ran away. He only does it in the bathroom with soap, never in Josh's mind to taste another woman's body after marrying Selena.

Josh was in the bathroom for a long time, until a high enough growling sound was heard. With breathless breath and sweat drenching his body Josh rested on the bathroom wall. Looking towards the bottom that began to look withered and shriveled.

Pulling her hair back in a deep breath, "Patience, my wife is sulking and don't be rude anymore. Remember, because of you I have to get hatred from Selena." Omel Josh on the ultimate thing.

The bathroom door opened slowly, Josh's gaze falling on the woman who was still calm in her sleep just that the position that was originally stretched was now tilted. Josh took off his clothes and went to lay down his body next to his wife.

Pulling slowly the woman's head to sleep on her arm, Josh also tilted his body so that faced with the wife. Tidying up the hair that covered Selena's beautiful face gently, stroking the puffy eyes from crying, there was still a trace of tears in the corner of the wife's eyes.

Smacking the wet corners of the eyes with a feeling of guilt that again gnawed at his heart, looking for a moment at the face that was sleeping quietly. Close his two bodies and close his eyes after his wife into a dream.

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Outside the apartment continued until the sun returned to the venue, leaving the sky dark and some shops closing. The workers who began to fill the streets to return home beristirahan and the workers who started the activity at night.

The lights appear to start burning one by one, decorating buildings and highways that are still visible activity. Hot temperatures are now starting to fall and change with the cold, although not as cold as in the mountains but able to make workers and pedestrians wear jackets to warm their bodies.

In the room, Selena and Josh are still asleep in their sleep. Until the sound of the phone rang made the woman in the arms of Josh begin to grin his forehead. Feeling her stomach and legs heavy makes a woman who seems still reluctant to sleep until she opens her eyes.

The two eyelids of the woman who was about to enter the age of thirty were opened slowly and perfectly, her gaze immediately whistled with the handsome face of the man whom Selena thought brought her into misery.

For a moment Selena looked at the face of the man she once loved, even though she knew if the man was lying she still accepted it with pleasure. A mistake that made Selena cold and continue to rebel against the man who was still sleeping peacefully.

The originally warm look turned cold, if it wanted to kill Josh. Selena had a lot of chances but she didn't. If he kills Josh, it makes no difference to him killing an innocent fetus.

Hearing the brief sound of the phone, Selena put away Josh's arms and legs that were hugging her like a pillow. With a face that was not friendly, with the feeling of being shoveled fingers the woman pinched Josh's thighs tightly.

"Aw!" Josh woke up perfectly as a result of his wife's actions.

Swiping quickly the thighs that felt hot due to the pinching of the wife dean grimaced because it really felt like he wanted to curse, Selena only sniffed annoyedly staring at Josh and immediately rose from her sleep.

"Where are you going, beb?" Josh asked who followed Selena from behind.

"It's none of your business." Answer Selena indifferently.

Josh knew that the wife had woken up because she felt herself on the floor, let alone found Selena trying to raise her hand and get rid of her legs that were wrapped around the little body of the wife. Josh's intention just wants to tease by getting stronger hugs but actually get a very painful pinch.

Josh follows Selena to the kitchen, where he sits on one of the chairs at the dining table. Look closely at the woman with the strung hair who is taking water from the refrigerator.

Every movement of the woman who filled her heart, could not be separated from the two bluish-colored neutrals. Seeing the woman gulp down to the toilet made Josh's esophagus suddenly feel dry.

"Can you get me some water, my leg hurts because you're pinching." Little Josh slowly.

Selena did not answer anything, only remaining silent by pouring water in the glass again. Josh thinks if Selena refuses to serve him again in the sense that not in bed, a long breath is heard until replaced with a fairly loud glass sound.

Nah!

The freshly scratched glass Selena placed on the black glass table blew Josh's mind, without saying anything Selena walked to the bathroom outside. Josh who found Selena began to change as he once again smelled her smile.

Looking closely at the white glass filled with cold water, but as hard as anything Josh dammed his happy smile could not. Josh smiled happily, revealing his row of white teeth, and was full of emotion and caution. He started drinking the cold water.

Josh remembers Selena's happy face when she said she wanted to have children with him, even though Josh was always rude and out of control during intercourse but Selena happily served him, everything changes when Josh darkens his eyes.

At that time, Josh who went to work as usual after eating breakfast in Selena cuisine. Although Selena is not good at cooking but Josh still eats it, Selena herself also learns to be a perfect wife including conceiving a child.

"Beb, I'm going to work first. Just stay home, don't go anywhere." Josh said firmly.

"Hem, be careful on the road." Selena answered with a smile.

It was in November, where the first month of snow fell in the United States. Selena stared at the closed apartment door and walked in the window, waiting for Josh's car to actually leave the apartment they were occupying.

That day, Selena went out for a while to a pharmacy, wearing a thick coat and a handkerchief. Wearing boots to keep her body warm. With a happy face and carefree steps, Selena walks out of the apartment unit to the elevator that will take her to the first floor.

Walking a distance of 500 meters from her apartment to the pharmacy, Selena occasionally reprimanded neighbors and sellers she knew. Selena is famous for being a friendly woman among the neighbors, indeed Selena sometimes matre to buy branded goods because after all Selena has never lived hard since the death of her father.

Passing through the streets with a few puddles created from melting snow, exhaling through his mouth to look like a puff of smoke. He chuckled softly and stroked his stomach, hoping that what he thought would come true.

It's been a week Selena's late coming the moon, making wanta her own joy. Hoping that she's pregnant with Josh's child will accompany her days in the apartment as Josh goes to work.

Selena knows if Josh is lying if he is rich, but Selena pretends not to know as long as Josh gives her money and is able to buy what she wants. He will remain silent a thousand languages, he also learned not to be wasteful to buy branded goods.

Now Selen has arrived at a classic dispensary building, opening the pharmacy intuition so that ringing the bell above sounds. The dispensary employee immediately raised his gaze while noting something in the book.

"Welcome home." Say the pharmacist who guards the pharmacy.

"For one, I want to buy a pregnancy test." Selena answered with a happy face.

"How much?" Ask pharmacist.

"Five." Selena answered by showing her palm.

"Well, you're so excited and happy huh. Just a minute." Said the apothecary who walked to the back shelf.

Selena continued to smile broadly as her heart felt like a war drum, until officers returned before her and handed her seven pregnancy tests.

"I only bought five." Selena said by removing two pregnancy tests.

"Bonus to you, may you get pregnant and I will give you pregnancy vitamins as well. You're Josh's wife, aren't you?" Answer the pharmacist gently toward Selena.

Selena nodded, "Yes." Selena.

"Josh is a good man, you're so lucky to have a husband like him. May God bless your marriage." The pharmacist says by including a pregnancy test and also one vitamin tablet.

"How much do I have to pay for all this?" Tanya Selena received her groceries.

"$10 only." Answer the pharmacist

For a moment Selena fell silent because it was so cheap, immediately Selena reached into the pouch of her coat and gave him $15 "I can't repay your kindness, thanks for the vitamins." Said Selena who was nodded by the pharmacist.

"Thank you, be careful on the road." Said the pharmacist who saw Selena preparing to go home.

Selena nodded and started to leave the small building, walking back home towards her apartment. Back through the streets that are now starting to be covered with thin snow.

Upon his return, immediately remove the coat and put it on the clothes hanger beside the entrance. Changing house clothes because the clothes feel cold due to the weather outside.

Impatiently, Selena went into the bathroom to read the writing. It says the tool is better at dawn but he is impatient. Many pregnancy tests make her impatient.

Soon Selena holds urine in a container that is usually for water to gargle while brushing her teeth, with anxious feelings she waits for the results. But her hopes are high if she's pregnant.

Until the all-anxious face turned happy, she screamed with prancing prancing in happiness. A haru feeling spread in his heart, "I'm pregnant." He shed tears.

"I'll try it at dawn, ah. I can't wait to tell Josh, he must be so happy that his actions are paying off." Selena said cheerfully and saved the test results back into a cupboard as well as the cup she used to hold urine.