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After being satisfied to scream and cursing about the story of his household on the beach, Delfin moved to the edge while looking down full of inner wounds. Very simalakama, willing to endure, but tormented. It ended, but that sense would always be present in his soul. Cia is the source of everything.
I don't know where else the foot will go. I feel tired of the body and the heart. Delfin's thoughts were only about Cia and Cia alone. Will Cia think like her? Or currently enjoying alone time with Farel—si jerk man who has captured the heart of the soulmate.
Ziya's. That name came to his mind. Slipping between Cia's crowded names in the mind. Only the current Ziya could calm down and listen to all Delfin's grievances. Somehow Ziya was so able to understand Delfin's feelings in all the atmosphere.
At moderate speed Delfin drove his sports car to the place where Ziya, Delfin, and Bagus used to go. With a definite step he chose a place a little to the corner so as not to be seen by others. He does not want to be the spotlight because now he is on the rise. The latest output flat object has landed pretty in the ears of the artist who debuted on the youtube channel. With a face looks hoping that the one across there receives his call and soon the call was answered with clarity.
"Hello, Fin. What was? Oh, yeah, where are you now?" ask Ziya.
“One-one, dong, nanyanya, Ziya. Bikin confused to answer which one first," said Delfin behind his flat object.
"Yes. Sorry," Ziya exclaimed with a soft laugh.
"I'm in an ordinary place, no. Can you come with me for coffee?" Delfin said expectantly.
"okay, deh. But wait, yeah! I'm ready for a moment" Ziya replied and the phone was cut off with the manager ending.
About thirty minutes of Delfin waiting, Ziya came up with her casual costume. Levis pants and white shirt fitting body. And do not miss the levis belel jacket. The hair that he tied high like a ponytail adds a beautiful and sexy impression. Delfin to swallow his saliva slowly due to the action of the manager looks very sexy. Disrupt common sense only.
"Zi, here!” call Delfin while waving your hands. Ziya stepped slowly towards the table that Delfin had ordered.
"What's up, huh? It seems important to meet in a public place like gini. Not afraid anyone's hysterical seeing you hanging out here?" cerocos Ziya while pulling a chair in front of Delfin.
"There's something important I want to tell you, Zi. About Cia," answered Delfin listlessly.
"There's more, anyway, with the two of you? Honestly, yes, I sometimes get tired of hearing the story of the two of you that is all that without any improvement. It's just that the more uncertain the direction will be taken to where the household relationship between the two of you," Ziya joked emotions and did not know what the taste in his soul. A smile? Getting angry? Or even pity with the condition of Delfin.
"I'm confused too, Zi. Where is my home now? It's getting harder and harder to get to. I'm tired of this mess, Zi." Delfin bowed his face to the table while slightly sobbing. Showing how much his heartache this time was even too painful.
Ziya just looked at Delfin with a look of pity. Seeing Delfin cry a little and sounding very heart-wrenching Ziya.
"Fin, can I give you a little opinion?" After allowing Delfin to let out his cries to reduce the tightness in the chest, Ziya finally started the conversation.
With a heavy Delfin raised his head from the table. "What do you think, Zi? Just say! Honestly, at this time I am really confused,” said Delfin fretting.
"If I think, there is nothing wrong for now you are selfish by not always thinking about the tempest of your household with Bu Cia. Remember, Fin, you're going to have a new album promo tour and you're going to have to concentrate so that all your fans see the artist excited and performing well, Fin! Do not let your fans be disappointed when they see the idol performing with no maximum. Remember that!” Ziya took a deep breath before expressing his opinion. A bit nasty indeed, but Delfin's career is no less important now.
"No, for now you think about your career first. If it's Miss Cia who's destined for you, it's certain you'll be back together, Fin. For now focus on your future and achieve what has been your dream. With you succeeding now, does Grandpa Cia see all your struggles and sacrifices to make her beloved granddaughter happy? Think about it again, Fin. Not that your household problems are not important, but at least this is also your business so that your household is no longer pestered by his grandfather Bu Cia. So you have to show your skills here.” Ziya was too emotional with Pram's grandfather always looking at Delfin one eye.
Delfin pondered all of Ziya's words which he thought were true. All this time Pram's grandfather always thought he could not make Cia happy. Couldn't he see the results of his struggles to date?
“We'll think about your household later, Fin. Please focus on your life now. Step with certainty, until there is no doubt in your steps. Step up with rhythmic accompaniment, real and sure life. Step upright without looking back, in order to go further and look up at the beautiful hope. Step by limping even though it hurts and hurts. Don't mind the ones on the left and right. Raise your face in the belief that there will be a rainbow after it rains.”
Ziya gave words of encouragement to Delfin so that he could be more rigid under any circumstances. Just like him, who will stand up straight no matter what, because he has been used to the pain for half of his life. That was the principle of a Ziya.
Maybe right now the best thing for Delfin and Cia is to stay away for some time. Not because there is no love or affection. But give pause to their hearts. Rather than being together but hurting each other.
Delfin let out a rough sigh before he covered in a sliced smile. In his heart he was determined to do what Ziya suggested, namely concentrate on album promos and tour out of town later.
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