The Seduced Teaser

Frustrations

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“Before you are sure if the feelings you keep for the woman are only limited to work, never contact me or pick me up! I'm sure you have feelings for that woman. Otherwise, you won't mind if you have to have a new manager.” That long sentence was always ringing in Delfin's ear. Although a few days had passed since Cia's departure from her apartment, the sentence had always managed to ignite the flames of anger until it blazed in the chest.

This time it seemed like Delfin could no longer control his emotions. The returning Delfin was filled with anger, throwing all the objects nearby. He no longer cares what his apartment will be like. At least for now, by throwing and slamming all the objects near him, will make his emotions a little channeled.

“Aaagrh, asshole!” peekik Delfin's.

“You keep accusing me of having an affair with Ziya. But what are you doing behind my back with Farel, Cia. Can't you understand and think about my current feelings,” roar Delfin filled his apartment space.

His body slumped on the floor and leaned against the bed. “Why should there be that man in our lives? I know that guy likes you. It even looks like you love you so much, Cia. His attitude towards you is not like that of a friend. But more to the attitude of a man who adores a woman. Can't you see that, Cia?” muttered Delfin with clenched hands, which he then slapped on the floor as if Delfin was beating Farel.

Not only did Delfin think about Farel's attitude towards his wife, but a glimpse of Cia's words to him continued to dance in his memory. “We only met for a moment. He just got back from Australia, and he wants to give me a present. Have you ever given me a fancy gift?” Delfin tried to suppress the sentence so as not to appear in his memory. But his efforts failed, even making Delfin grow furious.

“I can't give you luxury items yet. But you should, you can be more patient, Cia. I'm not as rich as my grandfather and that jerk. But at least you can appreciate my sacrifice and effort. I work day and night, tirelessly. All that I did for you.” Delfin scooped his face violently. Hopefully that way he can reduce his anger.

But his attempt failed. This time Delfin was really angry because he felt his pride being trampled by Cia and Farel. Because until now he has not been able to give a luxury gift to his wife.

After getting tired of venting his anger on the items in his apartment, Delfin moved on and pulled out his jacket, cellphone, and sports car keys lying on the bed. He left his apartment with a troubled heart. I don't know where he's going. Delfin just wanted to calm down.

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Delfin started driving without direction. In fact, sometimes there are other drivers who firmly ring the car club many times, cursing, even giving him a rude swearing because of the way Delfin driving is fairly muddled and careless. However, Delfin was just being indifferent and uncaring. Because at this time what Delfin had in mind was that he had to let out and vent all the anger that was currently still residing in his chest. I want to scream so loud.

“Woy, you can drive no, anyway?” hardik is a CRV driver. Delfin ignored him, still driving his car at full speed.

“Lo, want to die, yes!” shouted the Brio driver.

“Lo bang style, ugal-ugalan on the road. Out of sports cars, kayaks have famous artists and officials," shouted the high school student who drove the Supra X motorcycle, whose motorbike was overtaken by Delfin.

“Awas aja lo, Bang. Tar if I am big, I can buy a car like lo, I must challenge you to make a race,” continued the High School student again with his arrogant style. However, just as he was about to continue his swearing, the friend behind him went to shake the student's head and said,

“Udah lo, just learn! Do not dream mostly. Lagian you want to buy a car so, jajan aja lo still ask my.” The two students finally chuckled together, without taking Delfin's demeanor.

However, the insults and insults were considered like a wind past for Delfin. His mind at this moment was completely stifled and empty. Even some calls from Ziya and Bagus he just ignored. Right now all Delfin needs is a quiet place.

After a long journey. For about two hours exploring the streets, Delfin finally parked neatly on the beach. Breezy wind blows through the body, pounding the waves as if chasing each other. Making Delfin immediately run towards the edge of the sea to vent his heart.

“Aaaarrrggghh .. jerk! Goddamn bum! Goddamnit!” sumpat Delfin full of anger. On the lonely shore Delfin screamed like a madman. Hopefully his regret can be carried away by the waves and rolled into the ocean there.

“Cia, I'm your husband. I'm your priest, but why did you leave me?" Delfin began to express his heart, "supposedly, you would prefer me over that man. Is it just because of a fancy bag, you're going to turn away from me? I am not as rich as that man, but I will always try to make you happy, Cia.” Delfin kept shouting. His body sat down and was swept away by the waves. Until his clothes are wet. Delfin was crying.

For a long time the man was silent. Letting his body be tempered by the waves time and time again. Already yelling like that, making the tightness in his chest slightly decrease.

“Cia, I know that Pram's grandfather never really liked me. Therefore, I always try to meet all your needs. All this for your sake, but why am I always wrong in your eyes and in your grandfather's eyes? Even the friendly relationship between me and Ziya is also wrong in your eyes. Though Ziya, part of my success, without him I would not be like this.” Delfin said softly after being silent for quite a while. Rubbed his own face in frustration.

“I love you, Cia. I really, really love you. You were my first love and you were part of my life. I want us to go back to what we used to be, to be a happy little family that will support each other. I miss the old you.”

Delfin stood up, his head looking up at the white clouds running up there. Above the expanse of sea water that stretched before him. Her tears returned without excuse. He remembers his memories with Cia, because the beach is a witness to the history of the relationship between Delfin and Cia during the courtship first.

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