The sanctity of Love

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Erfan pulled his hair in frustration. Since Hira came to the office, his wife never called again. He misses, misses too much. But Erfan hates being betrayed.

The shadow of the two people always appeared in his head when he saw Hira. He wanted to hold the tiny body warm again.

Seeing his wife in pain was excruciating. But remembering that shadow made Erfan even more tormented.

Hearing the roar Erfan could not help but hug and say the same longing. But Erfan is not strong.

He has lost his son now Erfan also lost his wife. "Why should you betray me like this Ra. Wh why? It hurts so much, darling. Even looking at your face, I can't take it anymore."

"I want to scold you, I want to scold you. But I can't. I love you too much. I'd rather stay away than you get hurt by my words Ra."

Lately Erfan is really hard to close his eyes. He used to sleep in his favorite warm embrace. Whether Hira has eaten or not, he does not know.

Hira was tired of him so chose to be with Thunder. Erfan never saw the man again. Mama papa asks him to come home, but Erfan refuses to go there. He also doesn't care about his mother. Especially the one who hurt Hira. Erfan had no intention of looking for him anymore. His heart was wounded.

***

After returning home from the hospital, Hira packed her things. He will go to a village in Bandung area. I don't know why his mind went there. He just wanted to calm down.

Hira revokes simcard replace with a new one. All social media is disabled. Hard life is not a problem. Hira is used to it, living in this city will make it more difficult. The power of the money people makes it even more troublesome.

Hira drove the car casually. He really enjoyed the trip. After taking hours Hira got to the destination. Arriving there it was dark, he looked for lodging for a while.

"Alhamdulillah." Lirih Hira after laying down her body. Tomorrow he will look for a house that can be rented.

"I'm on holiday Bee, just like you want. Even if we don't have holidays." He said with a smile, what would be regretted if all had happened.

The next morning Hira wandered around the inn. Enjoy the fresh air in the countryside. Life itself is not so sad.

Ignored by his family Hira is immune, but why ignored Erfan makes his lungs feel tight to just breathe the morning air.

These few months he has been dependent on the attention and affection of Erfan. The man who had somehow turned cold. As they first met, Erfan was so annoying.

***

Thunder was angry with himself, sure enough Hira did not come to the hospital anymore. There is no apartment either. Ressa doesn't know where the kid went either. His number could not be reached, his whereabouts could not be traced. Thunder had searched all the data of people traveling but Hira was nowhere to be found.

He could no longer remain silent. Thunder came to Erfan's office wanting to ruffle the place.

"Bod*h, bangs*t."

Thunder pulled Erfan to his feet and struck him many times. He already knew the cause of Erfan angry at Hira. Ressa told me about the photo in Erfan's drawer. He asked Ressa to investigate the room looking for something suspicious.

The man unpacked Erfan's desk drawer and took a photo that was in the same.

"Lo can ask the truth of this photo before you let your wife, bod*h."

Maki Thunder, he could no longer bear to see Erfan's stupidity. The man who was cursed by Thunder smiled obliquely with bloody lips. Haven't had time to fight, because Thunder is blind.

"Gue thinks you're smart, bangs*t. If anyone sends this, it is certainly a trap. You let your wife die alone. It's a lo bego seed, not me." The Thunder Sarcas were rude, for some reason he was so upset by the stupidity of his friend.

"Nyesel I just married him." Thunder was not satisfied to beat Erfan. He attacked again but now the man he attacked did not remain silent.

"Enough!" Shouted Ghani before Erfan threw his punch as well. "Just stupid?" Insinuations.

"People who eat out every day who send this picture bego." Again, Thunder cursed. I want him to take out all the swearing of the zoo on Erfan.

"Thunder, sit." Said Ghani, fortunately he had time to pursue the rampaging Thunder after ruffling the papa workspace at home.

"Lo biarin lo wife night-night alone in the hospital I know Fan. Just because of this photo. Bego is so."

Not a word came out of Erfan's mouth. He sat quietly in his great chair. Listening to every swearing that Thunder utters.

"Lo put him down just because of this. Lo crazy."

Thunder closed his eyes, clenching both his hands firmly. He remembered the photo very well, Thunder was not kissing Hira. Even though they were seen from far away they were very close like they were kissing.

"Thunder please, a flickering." Hira rubbed his eyes. The thunder still thrust the piece of apple into the woman's mouth. "Feeding while lying down" he lamented.

"I'll see." Thunder tilted his head to look at Hira's eyes. Not too close. "There's Ra's eyelashes that are chipped, I call the nurse ya."

"Don't be shy. Just asking for help from all nurses. Find a mirror."

"Where's my mirror Ra, the rearview car there." Said Thunder while grinning.

"Ih, very much. I'm looking for it myself."

"Yes-yes, I'm looking. Don't need to wake up. Don't move much." The thunder finally. The man left the ward. Look for a mirror where there is also a window glass here, complained Thunder. His legs went to the reception desk. He managed to rob the mirror of the nurse guarding there. Fortunately, the sacred object was never left out of the bag of women.

"Now, I managed to rob in front." Thunder gave Hira a small mirror. The woman smiled amusedly. Who refused to be robbed of a man as handsome as Thunder, who had them baper.

"Thanks, you go home. Real work, ntar stocks slumped over time here." Dismissed Hira, he gave the mirror back after successfully taking the eyelashes that slunk in the eye.

"If I go home, don't miss it." Temptation Thunder, gnawing.

"No, I don't miss work. Sono's home." Get rid of Hira again with a small laugh.

"Yes I'm home." Said Thunder, he understood that Hira was not comfortable just alone with him. Especially in the hospital area. The man left Hira's room.

Thunder moved from the sofa, kicking at the door before exiting. The man sat down at Ressa's desk with a face down.

"Quiet Thunder," Ressa rubbed the man's shoulder to give him some calmness.

Ghani approached Erfan, sitting in front of the man. "Gue once felt lost for silencing my wife Fan. Misunderstand each other because they are silent. You can find out the truth first. Thunder's been trying to help you, maybe he's doing that."

Yes, Erfan was wrong to believe in the photo too much and was disappointed, without daring to find out the truth.

"Lo know the toughest phase of Hira? When she lost the child she had already conceived. You should be there to strengthen. When he needs Lo Fan. Hira just needs your hug, not your treasure."

Erfan remembered how Hira asked in the hug that afternoon, but he didn't care. Hira also once said his embrace was his wife's most comfortable place.

"Hira can also be tired Fan even though he is not crying in front of you. When he asked you to hug, you chose to go out with another woman."

"Now you know where Hira is?" Erfan shaking.

"Hira's gone!"

Two words that make Erfan's tears immediately shed because the guilt has silenced his wife.

"Gue knew he was strong Fan, too strong. But he can also be tired. She's a normal woman, not an angel without wings." After saying it Ghani left Erfan.

"Tur, go home." Ghani pulls his cousin's sister home. "Sa, boss lo again upset, temenin."

Ressa nodded in her boss' room. Erfan buried his face on the table in tears.

"Boss!"

"Sa, Hira's gone. The number is no longer active." Erfan raised his face, Ressa just nodded.

"Thunder's been looking for him but hasn't met the boss."

"Gue is so stupid Sa, I'm so stupid he's alone. I'm nyesel Sa. If you can restore time. I want to fix my mistake Sa."

"We can definitely meet Hira, boss. Patience yes. He must be fine." Said Ressa so her boss could be calmer.