The sanctity of Love

The sanctity of Love
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From the corner of Erfan's room was pensively accompanied by a glass of coffee. His eyes could not be shut after Zaky and his henchmen came home. There is a desire to be able to immediately justify Hira. However there are many considerations, especially the psychic girl.


Bored in the room he decided to watch tv in the family room while sipping coffee. His mind was wandering, how was mami. Erfan did not care, his heart was already disappointed. Not to mention the fact about Fany that is still a question mark.


"Not slept?"


Hira was thirsty to take water to the kitchen. His steps came to a halt when he saw Erfan watching television but his eyes were everywhere.


Erfan turned to the source of the voice.


"Hira! Can't sleep?" Asked softly, Hira nodded then continued her steps into the kitchen taking a glass of water carrying her to the front of the television. Seeing Hira's face makes Erfan more worried, his heart feels sore considering Fany is eyeing Hira's life.


"Tomorrow to the hospital?" Hira nodded, Erfan growled at only seeing Hira nodding. What difference is the same car decoration whose head is swaying. "Why the hell just ngokguk aja, make nyubit nyubit tuh cheek," he said angrily.


"How's your mom?" Tanya Hira, only now have time to talk to Erfan. The man sniffs his shoulders. "Kok that anyway, he's the one who's worried about you. It is hard to fight against death. I shouldn't have taken it away, Fan. Your mama is more valuable than me."


"Lo don't have to think about Mami who's already sick of you Ra."


"You should be glad Fan has parents who care about your happiness."


"Blessed how do you mean Ra?" Erfan took Hira's hand and grabbed it. "Let's know I'm the way to be happy, if every step I have to follow their will. I have Ra's heart, one mistake I made was asking them to find me a future wife. Now that I found out, they blatantly forced me to marry someone else. You know how to make me happy Ra, how?" Erfan spoke very softly, it was very painful for Hira.


"For years I couldn't move on, when I tried to accept new people but God took them. Now I find my wound-treater, but the world is too joking with my life Ra." Erfan took off his hand, turned to cupping Hira's cheek.


"Why do we have to meet if in the end we just hurt each other and can't be with Ra." Erfan let go of the hand, turning his gaze away from Hira. He must be able to hold back not to make Hira depressed.


"God always has a reason for every Fan meeting, if not to teach happy means to teach hurt. There's no sweetness if there's no bitter." Hira hated the tears that so sassy dripped, she rubbed them violently.


"Can't you stay here to give Ra happy." Erfan held onto his throbbing chest, as tight as a lack of oxygen supply.


"Gue wants Fan to stay there, I want. But I can't do it." Hira sobbed, her heart ached. They both want but cannot be together. Fate made them feel disappointed.


"Ra, I can lose it all, I can. Just don't lose my love again. It all hurts so much Ra, so it hurts."


"Whatever love we have if God does not allow us to be together, we cannot do anything Fan. You have your own line of life, so do I. We're on each other's path."


"Fan, your paradise is on your feet. Not because I'm you become a wrathful son of God. Fan, I can't make your heart happy. But I will always pray that you are happy." Hira got up from the sofa, he was not strong with Erfan there.


"I'm happy to be with you Ra." Lirih Erfan, the tears from his heated eyes managed to spill as well. "Let me start loving Ra, now that love is getting away. You stay away from me Ra." The pat on the shoulder managed to attract Erfan's consciousness.


"God is fair Fan, always has his own way of making the human child happy. Maybe not today, maybe tomorrow or the day after."


"Gue hates this pain Ken, not as much as accepting the fact that Nana loves you. Now, we have the same taste but our destiny is different."


"We don't know our destiny until we breathe, Erfan. Who could have guessed that you turned out to be Bilqis' husband. Hearts can still be conquered, decisions can still change. Nothing is absolute, just married if stabbed with prayer can be divorced."


"Hm, just don't kill yourself." Ken muttered then went back to the room, "sleeping there, pretending to be happy needs rest." He said before he actually entered the room.


Now that he knows how Hira feels about him, there are more chances to get him. It's all a matter of blessing and Hira's fear. Erfan can break through it through the path of love.


"Ra, it's a day off, Zaky told you to take a break today." Erfan said when they were in the dining room, his eyes glanced at Adnan for help.


"True Ra, today at home just play with Nasya and Key, who are in power have said so want how again." Adnan added.


"You guys are definitely insiders." Hira clucked in annoyance, Erfan smiled angrily.


"Make your kindness, son, do it. They must have considered it." Ummi is understanding, Erfan so more dear.


"Well, if the powerful have said so, how else." Hira repeated what Adnan said, the others laughed in silence except for Adnan who was upset.


"justified? Nothing's wrong." Hira said with a plain pretentious face.


"Let's eat breakfast quickly." Erfan muttered lazily.


"Basic sucks." Oceh Hira, Ken laughed, now not his wife anymore who was the target of Erfan ignorant.


"Mi, now someone's got a fighting opponent." Tempted Ken nosy, "make my heart calm." His eyes glanced at Elvina.


"Genit!" Elvina pinched Ken's arm


"Genit-genit but likes it, right?" Erfan follow tease.


"Aisshhh is a flirtatious father."


"The fish is not here."


"All right!" Pekik Elvina, patience is running out with her husband, Ken and Erfan laughing.


"Lose him." Erfan exclaimed in pleasure


"Yes, settle! We don't have to have breakfast look at a fight." Sacred sentence ummi out, troops can only surrender. Focus on each plate.


"Nobody dared to tease Ummi?" Abi said with a mocking smile.


"Later to starve Bi, facing the young mamah need energy." Ken chuckled softly, so softly only he himself knew.


"Remain that naughty Mi is not me, but Ummi's son." Adu Elvina pouted, Hira was filled with happiness at Abi Nazar's house. For a long time he did not have complete love. Hira misses mommy by her side.