
Last night I was really sleepy so I could fall asleep soundly like never before. I opened my eyes and saw Lanlan's very handsome face, her face this morning was completely different from her cold and annoying face last night. In the corner of his right eye there was a thin tear on his skin, I rubbed the tear turned out to be a very deep tear. I tried to wake up from Lanlan's embrace but Lanlan hugged me tightly which made me unable to do anything.
"Good morning my husband.." I murmured softly, Lanlan opened her eyes and looked at me with her red eyes.
"By the morning too, you're awake as it turns out.." Lanlan muttered coldly.
"The time to say hello to your own wife is that cold." I murmured slowly.
"I'm like this, so why?" asked Lanlan coldly.
"Oh really? Not that you were delirious last night while crying continuously calling my name, yes, the morning continued to act cold." I said coldly.
"Si..Who did it? I can't do that!" lanlan protest coldly.
"Oh really? Even when I'm asleep your hands keep playing with my hair and occasionally kiss my cheeks."
"No where there is!" lanlan protest was upset.
"really? Your eyes are all puffy and my hair is still curled in your fingers." I muttered, lifting Lanlan's fingers, Lanlan pulled her hand which made my hair interested.
"A..aaauu hurt my hair!" whinekku pissed.
"Eeehhhh..ma..sorry...sickness?" ask Lanlan worried.
"Cie's worried hahaha!" my laughter was tight which made Lanlan's face flushed red. Lanlan immediately moved while wearing the face mask on her front desk. I pulled out Lanlan's clothes which let her loose and looked the same lash mark as me on Lanlan's back.
Seeing the lash marks made me remember a little boy who hugged me from behind trying to protect me, I remembered how the little boy's groaning while holding back his cry his embrace did not come off at all until my extended family left us both.
Given that it made me very sad, it turns out that Lanlan used to try to protect me until his back was also a lot of lash marks and in the corner of his right eye there was also a tear.
Seeing his clothes fall off, Lanlan immediately covered them up and without saying go inside the bathroom. While Lanlan was in the bathroom, I picked up Lanlan's phone and read Alan's other diary, in one of Lanlan's diaries I read Lanlan's grievances that have suffered so much since marrying me, the wound on his body was really painful other than the Shin family's lash but also the wound from the punishment his two fathers had given for leaving me alone in the Shin family, he should have protected me instead of running away from his responsibilities as my husband.
"Hmmm.." I sighed to put down Lanlan's phone. I took my phone from my bag, on my phone screen I saw a notification of some messages from Alan and some mobsters who sent me messages. I deleted the notification and changed my key code to my birth date combined with Lanlan.
I got out of bed and picked up some bottles of wine and empty glasses on the table. I walked to the balcony and sat on the balcony chair drinking wine. Knowing Lanlan's sacrifice all this time even I'm not even a pekapun Lanlan still sacrifice for the sake of me really makes me very sad and feel guilty.
In the garden I saw some of my half-brothers who were playing, realizing I was observing them, they just lowered their bodies while smiling at me and I just fell silent and tried to smile.
"Hmmm." I sighed pouring the wine in my third bottle into the glass.
"Alan called you earlier, didn't you pick up?" cold Lanlan muttered.
"Let it.." I drank my wine. Suddenly Wan stood beside me, she slightly lowered her body towards Lanlan and gave me a scroll.
"I'm sorry young lady, miss got a message from the mafia top.." Wan muttered softly.
"About what? Just read it.." I asked slowly.
"Mmm but there's a young master..."
"It's okay to read it." I murmured coldly.
"Ba..baik young lady, mmm like this said the mafia official today you were told to face the mafia top for wanting to give you a special task..."
"Say, Sani refused!"
"But young lady..."
"Say tell me to change someone else, I have business.." I drank my wine.
"If the higher-ups are angry how is the young lady?"
"Good, I'm tired too..."
"Just enjoy the holidays you three. if you want to play with my stepbrother is also no problem.." murmured me drinking my wine back.
"Ba..well young lady, excuse me.." Wan muttered immediately away from beside me.
"Hmmm.." I sighed putting my glass and wrapping my hands around my feet while hiding my face. Considering Lanlan's sacrifice made me very sad, I kept shedding my tears and once in a while a slow sigh.
Suddenly I felt Lanlan hugging me gently and rubbing my hair slowly.
"It's okay, go. I'll tell dad that..."
"I'm not crying because it knows!" my protest was upset, I wiped my tears and lowered my face.
"Didn't you? then because of what?" asked Lanlan in surprise.
"I was sad to see your sacrifice protecting me, I know you ran away so that I could be helped by your father's two right but instead of getting help you were also punished by your father's two.." I muttered lowered my face.
"Ke...why do you know?"
"I'm sad that Lanlan's sister hates me so much, does Lanlan want to kick me out and kill me too because I always hurt your heart, Lanlan?" askaku.
"Mom..it's not so Sani..a...me..."
"Did Lanlan not love me anymore? Does Lanlan's sister hate me to the point of trying to make me hate you and get back into Alan's arms?" askaku.
"Listen to me Sani, I..."
"Did Lanlan's sister want to find another woman because Lanlan's sister was tired of facing me? What's sister Lanlan.mmppphhh.." I muttered softly, listening to me protest nonstop, Lanlan pulled my shoulder and kissed me which surprised me.
"Eeeheeemm not just y'all making a fuss but when visited it turns out cool kissing here!" fiyoni grumbled annoyed but Lanlan did not let go of his kiss.
"Heeeiii I asked the two of you!" fiyoni's protest was upset.
"Shut up!" lannans back to kiss me.
"Hey how dare you scold me Lanlan!" fiyoni's protest was upset but Lanlan did not care about it and continued to kiss me.
"Good God don't care anymore dong!" gerutu Fiyoni leaned against the balcony railing.
"What are you here for?" asked Lanlan coldly.
"It's my house so whatever I want!" cold Grunt Fiyoni.
"This is my wife's house so what do I want!" muttered Lanlan following Fiyoni's words.
"God you're following me again." sighed Fiyoni patting his own forehead.
"I asked you..What are you doing here?" asked Lanlan coldly.
"Nothing, hearing you guys make noise from last night got me told to see you both know!"
"We didn't make a fuss, brother." I muttered giving Fiyoni a scroll from Wan earlier.
"Wait a minute, this scroll, right?"
"Yes but I refuse."
"Defuse to get that special assignment? Are you crazy Sani!" fiyoni's protest was upset.
"I'm tired, I need a vacation. If the higher-ups want to find other people, please go ahead too." I murmured slowly.
"But this task only you can complete Sani!"
"I know and Brother Fiyoni wants it too badly, right? If no one can be sure Fiyoni also got it again." I muttered spent the last bottle of wine.
"Geez you spent all the wine in your room Sani!!" fiyoni's protest was upset.
"Yes..."
"Jeez, I told you not to drink a lot of wine! You said it was always hard for Sani to piss me off!!" fiyoni's protest was upset, hearing Fiyoni's ravings that would definitely not stop, I hid my face in Lanlan's arms and Lanlan hugged me tightly.
"Have you said your mouth later you're old Fiyoni!" cold Lanlan's.
"Au ah you two are both stubborn making my head dizzy. If you're done together, come down and I'm waiting for you two to have breakfast together!" fiyoni groused down from the balcony.
Seeing that Fiyoni was gone, I let go of Lanlan's embrace and sat down beside her. Without saying anything I just stared at the pair of birds that were flying together in the sun while Lanlan hugged me again while holding my phone.