The Right Hand of the Young Master of the Mafia

Episode 60: Lanlan's True Feelings

For a few hours we were both speechless, although we were silent but Lanlan kept wiping my hair gently, her actions to me were the opposite of her cold and annoying face.

"You sleeping?" ask Lanlan slowly.

"Not really."

"Why don't you sleep?"

"I'm not sleepy."

"Did you sleep less?"

"Yes I rarely sleep." I murmured slowly.

"Did you eat less?"

"I rarely eat either."

"Why?"

"I'm used to it, I don't eat, I don't sleep, I don't shower, and I don't do anything." I murmured slowly.

"What humiliation did the Shin family and the people in your town make you suffer?" ask Lanlan slowly.

"Yes, their voices are clearly heard in my ears. It makes me suffer a lot.." I muttered squeezing Lanlan's clothes strongly.

"Hmmm take it easy, I will continue to be with you from now on." muttered Lanlan raised my chin and kissed me gently.

Lanlan's kiss made me remember a little boy who had kissed me for a long time, I looked into Lanlan's eyes and his warm smile made me realize that the man who kissed me first was Lanlan.

"What's wrong? Did my kiss surprise you."

"Ti..no really, mmm sister Lanlan...did you give me the first kiss at the first wedding?"

"Yes, to make your mother cry seeing you be mine. Even before until your father and my mother calmed your mother down" Lanlan said seriously. So it was actually Lanlan who kissed me back then... My inner.

In Lanlan's hand I saw the same bracelet as mine, I slightly juxtaposed the bracelet and actually the couple's bracelet.

"Oh yes I also remember Brother Lanlan.." I muttered hiding my face again.

"really? Didn't you forget everything?"

"Sometimes I remember too."

"Oh I thought you would forget it." muttered Lanlan carrying me and walking away.

"Son Lanlan put me down!" I said surprised but Lanlan was silent.

"Son Lanlan put me down..Where are you taking me?" many surprised.

"To the room, it's almost dawn so you have to sleep first." muttered Lanlan into the house and opened the door of my room with her right hand.

"Ka...you can do it easily? you are carrying me!" many surprised.

"For me nothing is impossible for as long as I can do it." Lanlan muttered laying me on the bed.

"You go to sleep, I'll wait for you until you wake up.." muttered Lanlan walking towards the sofa, I immediately held Lanlan's hand which shocked her.

"What's wrong? I'll sleep on the couch."

"My company..."

"Your company? I'll accompany you there."

"My company!" my mutter pulled Lanlan's hand which made her fall beside me. I hugged Lanlan and hid my face in Lanlan's arms.

"You want me to stay here?" lanlan asked quietly and I just nodded slowly.

"It's spoiled to the husband himself can't ya?" askaku.

"Oh you still consider me your husband?" ask Lanlan slowly.

"Yes, I'm tied to an early marriage with you how can I not consider you my husband?"

"I guess you still don't consider me and prefer my weak sister."

"If the truth is like that don't I look so evil not to consider my own husband?" mummify slowly.

"Yes you look like you've been protecting my sister so I thought you didn't think of me."

"He used to be my lover, he said I was tied to an early marriage with him let alone the elder asking me to watch over him then how could I not protect him?" mummify slowly.

"Then who do you love me or him?" ask Lanlan slowly.

"Why do you ask that?" muttered surprised.

"Just curious.." muttered Lanlan softly, I fell silent and thought Who am I in love with right now? And. I really don't know the answer.

As my heart and mind raged for a few minutes I heard Lanlan's snoring softly, I stared at Lanlan who turned out to be completely asleep. In the pocket of his shirt I saw Lanlan's phone that was almost crushed by his body, I took his phone.

As I was about to put it on the table, the phone was live and we saw our early wedding photo wallpapers on the phone screen. I tried to open the lock but it didn't open.

"Don't tell me the key is like that safe code." I muttered trying to enter the code and it turned out that the phone key was completely open.

I saw one message at a time when there were only messages about the mafia and in the archives it was completely empty there was no message it was hiding. After being satisfied looking I saw one by one video and saw the gallery which turned out to only contain photos of our early wedding and also candid photos of mine while at a party and on the battlefield.

"God secretly you also photographed me. You know, you know.." I muttered softly, I tried to find the archives and folders Lanlan had hidden and it turned out to be completely clean nothing was hidden from me. In the note application I was surprised to see many notes of his diary but what made me very surprised was one folder that read My Love.

"Lanlan Love Sani.."

"I miss you so much, don't you miss me?"

"Do you hate me so much that you don't remember me at all?"

"Can I kiss you again? I want to make you my full wife, I miss you Sani..."

"Sani come back into my arms, I still miss you.on this lake...where we did this early wedding I always waited for you to come, but why did you never come at all? Don't you miss me?"

"God, I'm so sad to see you so constantly with my step-sister, don't you realize I was waiting for you? Come back my wife, I want you, really want you."

"Twenty years have I been waiting for you in this lake, but you have never come to me. Sani are you still cool with that guy? If so, I'll wait for you at any time."

"Seeing you are so protective of my stepbrother makes me so sick to Sani, I always protect you without you knowing but why do you even consider me your enemy? I'm your husband Sani! I'm really your husband!"

"Sani I love you so much Sani, I really want to give up but I can't, I don't want to lose you!"

"You Sani, every night I can't sleep, I think of you, when my eyes are closed I think of you, remembering your suffering that I saw firsthand that made me grudge against those who hurt you my wife, but why didn't you come to me? I don't want to say thank you, I just want you to always be next to me forever my wife..."

I read Lanlan's diary makes me so sad, why can I forget Lanlan and make her really suffer like this.

"Sani's...Sani.." muttered Lanlan softly, I looked at Lanlan's face that was already filled with tears.

"Well.are you crying?" mummify slowly.

"Sani..I miss you so much, why...why don't you miss me? I have always faithfully waited for you in this lake even until it dried up but you never came to me? Why Sani why?" muttered Lanlan continuously deliriously calling out my name. I put down Lanlan's phone and wiped Lanlan's tears slowly.

"My husband.excuse this wife of yours, forgive me for not realizing from the start that you're my husband.." I muttered Lanlan's cheek softly and Lanlan stopped delirious.

"If you were my husband I would love you so much, baby, I would love you and always be there for you, I promise you, sorry I always keep you waiting and make you sick...don't be sad anymore, my husband, I will always be in your arms, I really promise you, baby." I kissed Lanlan's lips and fell asleep in Lanlan's arms.

Seeing that Lanlan was really suffering from waiting for me who didn't know anything about this, I felt very guilty towards Lanlan. I didn't expect Lanlan to be so faithfully waiting for me that made me fall in love with Lanlan at this moment. Although I was asleep but I had not really fallen asleep, I felt that someone rubbed my cheeks gently and continued to play my hair even occasionally kissed my cheeks gently. I was actually wondering who kept playing with my hair but since I was so sleepy so I let it go and actually fell asleep.