
In the back garden I saw many people gathered and most of them were handsome men and some were beautiful women in their dresses. I walked slowly behind Fiyoni while slightly bowing my head.
"So I go inside first ya want to take some wine inside.." muttered Fiyoni softly and I just fell silent nodding my head.
"Eeeehhh finally Sani come, come here my son.." muttered master Shinju who looked very happy, I walked towards master Shinju and slightly bowed my body towards the big Shinju family.
"This I introduce you to Sani, who on the right are all your uncles, on the left are all your aunts, while those who are preparing the grills are your brothers!" obviously Mr. Shinju pointed at some people in front of me.
"Is this Sani?" asked some of the men who were grilling from earlier looking at me.
"Hehehe mmm i.iya sis..."
"Call me Wildan Shinju. Oh yes I introduce him Rudi Shinju, he's Ray Shinju, he's Tomy Shinju, he's Rara Shinju he's Tina Shinju, and that little girl is Ita Shinju" said a handsome man in front of me.
"Oh mmm salutations know, I am Sani.." I muttered down my body, suddenly Ita ran to hug me and without hesitation I carried her.
"Sister.sister is so pretty!" ita said smiling at me.
"It's also pretty.." I muttered kissing her cheek.
"Waah Tumben Ita want to be carried? Usually Ita does not want and always cries when carried by an unknown person.." muttered Mr. Shinju ruffled Ita's hair.
"Good sister, Ita dear sister!" ita said happy.
"Brother dear Ita, Ita must be a strong child yes don't like to cry does Ita understand?" mummify slowly.
"Good sister!!" ita said happy.
"Dad is ready!!" wildan shouted loudly. My whole stepbrother put some meat on the table.
"Oh great, to welcome our son back to the Shinju family, let's eat!!" shouted master Shinju taut.
"Yeah!!" everyone was happy and ate the food in front of us.
I took some meat and fed Ita who from earlier did not want to escape from my sling. Mr. Shinju occasionally feeds me some meat like his own son which makes me happy.
"Mmm dad does my name remain surnamed Shin?" askaku.
"Yes, your father didn't want your name to be Shinju."
"Can't I change my father's clan?"
"Actually it can't but you can change the clan if you want."
"Is there a condition for Dad?"
"Nothing at all, only you have to forget all about Shin are you willing?" ask Mr. Shinju seriously.
"Mmm I'm confused dad..."
"You don't replace it is also okay, I will always consider you a son of my own father." muttered Mr. Shinju gladly.
"Eee..mmm thanks dad.." I muttered slowly.
"Oh yeah dad tomorrow there's Mr. Kim's birthday so I'll be there tomorrow if I can?"
"Could just come, he's your in-laws so just come."
"Mmm you know my marriage to Lanlan?"
"Yes everyone knows but many don't take it seriously because you with Lanlan don't seem to get along."
"Yes, my father sometimes quarreled with him, too." I muttered lying.
"It's okay, every relationship there will definitely be a fight the most important you are tied to him so take care of Lanlan yes my son." murmured Mr. Shinju seriously.
"Ba..well dad, Sani will try to do it.." I murmured softly.
"Good..ayo eat all!!" shouted master Shinju pleased. Tonight I really enjoyed the togetherness that I had never felt before. I looked at all the big Shinju family really looking good, this excitement I felt made me remember the painful events of the past.
"Look at him so pathetic!!!"
"Yes right, an unlucky carrier!!!"
“A unlucky carrier girl!!”
“Just kill you, why continue to survive!!!”
"Why was born, ckck shame his family!!!"
“Great pity for his life, just dying so you can be calm in hell!!!”
The painful sounds of the past made my head dizzy, I lowered Ita down and sat on the ground which made everyone shocked.
"Why are you my son?" asked Mr. Shinju in surprise.
"Mmm ti..it's okay dad.." I murmured slowly.
The memory that I did not remember before suddenly vividly recalled in my brain, I saw the red cloth in front of me and remembered the time I was tortured when I was a child.
"You ruined the relationship, because you and your mother were throwing me away!"
"Why do you have to bond with Kim's family, you better just die!"
"That's you from the Shin family, you're not needed here!"
"I often tell you to leave, right? Why are you still here? It really pisses me off!!"
"I am. I am innocent.I am..I.m.." I cried softly, though I realized I was hallucinating but the events of the past really traumatized me.
"Sani's...Sani!!" mr. Shinju's screams resuscitated me but the voices in my mind made me feel like I was going back in time. I was really scared, I was really scared of being whipped by people who hurt me back then.
"SAN!!" fiyoni shouted loudly to my senses, I lowered my head and wiped my tears.
"Sani's sober.." murmured Fiyoni seriously.
"Ee. mmm sorry.." I murmured slowly.
"Hmmm this is taking your medicine Sani.." murmured Fiyoni gave me some medicine and I immediately took it.
"You're calm?" fiyoni asked quietly and I just nodded my head.
"Have he come back hallucinating?" ask Mr. Shinju seriously.
"Yes, his subordinates often say that Sani is in a crowded place and his sight is all red makes it like being in the past, which is why Fiyoni said that Sani can't be in a crowded place..." fiyoni muttered trying to help me stand up.
"Oh mmm sorry son, I made you..."
"It's okay dad...Sani's sorry for ruining my dad's show.."
"No, you just sit here. Soon Lanlan will come here." muttered master Shinju gave me some meat.
"Ohmm Sani's dad can sit there, right?" my mummy pointed at a garden chair.
"May, but don't be so cold for long afraid you're sick..."
"Okay dad.." I muttered with a few bottles of wine and sat down on a park chair very far from the welcoming party.
I kept staring at the full moon above my head, I didn't know how long it had been but I kept staring at the moon and kept sighing.
"Hmmm I broke the party again." I sighed to drink wine and bowed my head.
"Why can I remember that incident? Though I never remember anything that happened, all I remember is my pain.." my sigh wrapped my hand on my foot.
Even though I was conscious now but their words still vividly remembered in my head, I continued to shed tears slowly and continued as I pleased.
"It turns out you're more whiny than I thought you were." murmured a man behind me. I looked back and saw Lanlan who was wearing a black suit while walking towards me.
"Why are you here?" askaku.
"I told you I'd pick you up."
"You say tomorrow!"
"It's almost dawn you know, you wear a short dress and sit in the garden only illuminated by the moonlight, are you not cold?"
"No, I'm used to it." I muttered softly, Lanlan covered me in her black coat which surprised me.
"Don't get used to it! You're a woman if you're sick how?" lanlan protest was upset.
"Alright.sorry.." I muttered softly and lowered my head, Lanlan just fell silent and sat down beside me while embracing me gently.
Feeling Lanlan's embrace I just fell silent and hid my face in her field chest, although she looked cold and annoying but her behavior was really gentle to me which made me a little calm.