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Rashad looked at his reflection in the mirror. There was a feeling of indecision during the moments of his marriage with Lolita, Jelita's face continued to be imagined in his mind to make Rashad repeatedly sighing heavily.
Kendra came to Rashad who looked dreamy. He patted Rashad on the back slowly making Rashad flinch. "I don't think you're going to choose Jelita" Kendra said slowly.
"I can't choose him. There's a lot I have to think about if I have to choose Jelita" Rashad replied flatly.
"Then your overprotective attitude all this time to Jelita is limited to what? I think if it's just a sister there's no need to go over that," Kendra said with a chuckle.
Rashad poked his shoulders, he also did not know the answer. He thinks his love is only for Lolita until it is not realized if he has a love for Jelita. There likes but that sense should not develop because Jelita has long been his sister there is no way they have a special relationship at a time when Rashad also has Lolita in his life.
"Ribet says the same ice block. Let's go, your marriage contract is about to begin!" kendra said with ketus. I don't know Kendra when she feels dizzy to wake her cousin from her love for Jelita. Kendra hopes that after this Jelita gets a replacement for Rashad who is definitely better than Rashad, to be honest Kendra feels sorry for Jelita. But he was also dizzy with Kenzo's behavior that greatly decreased to him, his second child was both playboy like himself when he was young until Kenzo did not memorize the names of the girls he was dating. Kendra's descendants, aren't they?
Back to Rashad. The man was more reserved than before, his feet stepping anxiously following the footsteps of Kendra who was in front of him. They arrived on the ground floor with everyone who had been waiting for him since, including Jelita. Rashad looked at Jelita but the girl immediately threw her face to the side reluctantly staring at Rashad making Rashad clench her hands feeling displeased with Jelita's behavior to him at this time.
"Let's go!" nathan said firmly.
Jelita could only follow everything without a sound until she felt her hands clasped with someone. "Are you okay?" whispered Rashid slowly.
Jelita smiled faintly and shook her head as she was not feeling well right now, her heart breaking to pieces upon seeing and attending Rashad's wedding. "I'm still fine, brother!" answer Jelita with a soft look. For now Jelita is still able to survive but after this maybe he can not support his body anymore.
Jelita's eyes glazed over. He returned the hands of Rashid tightly and after that Jelita tried to smile sweetly to make Rashid scramble Jelita's hair slowly. Rashid is the most sensitive with his feelings, although notoriously cold as well but Rashid can still be warm to everyone. How lucky will be the woman who can have Rashid with a million attention and sensitivity from the man himself.
Rasyad saw Jelita's interaction with her twin even Rasyid's hand in Jelita's hand, it all aroused his anger. However, Rashad can only be silent, he does not want to mess up his own sacred event especially Lolita has said jealous of his closeness with Jelita that makes Rashad feel guilty.
Everyone including Jelita had already gotten into their respective cars that would deliver Rashad to his wedding hall. Jelita was increasingly quiet with a blank look that made Rashid and everyone worried.
"Lord, why is destiny so cruel to my life? Is it my fault that I cannot get love from the one I love? Mama, the woman I love left me with my own biological father without thinking about me. Brother Dimas, the brother I love hates me because of my mother. Papa Dero, the man who became my first love also hated me, then the last brother Rashad, the man I thought would be the one who made me smile after the storm I went through turned out to leave me as well. Will I never have a perfect love?" jelita murmured in her heart.
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Rashid still faithfully clasped Jelita's hand tightly when the wedding ceremony of Rashad and Lolita will begin soon. The wedding of Rashad and Lolita was indeed impressed with luxury to make all the invited guests feel amazed.
Nyut...
Jelita felt her heart throb with pain as she watched Rashad's hand shake Lolita's father's hand in a firm voice and one breath of Rashad was able to make Lolita his wife until the legitimate voice resuscitated Jelita if Rashad not his and until whenever Jelita can not reach Rashad. Then after this what life would Jelita go through? He could not have stayed at Nathan's house because it was tantamount to creating his own hell to witness Rashad's affection with Lolita.
Jelita wiped her tears violently, she did not want Gladis and Rashid to see her crying. Jelita felt her body very limp now, but swiftly Rashid hugged her waist.
After the kabul went smoothly Rashad glanced at Jelita. I don't know why he felt pain when he saw Jelita like that. He wanted to run around hugging Jelita but Rashad was unable to do so.
"Jelita, forever we'll just be brother and sister. Brother can't possibly repay your feelings and hurt Lolita."