The Pain of Marrying You

Chapters 30.

"It's up to God! If God wants to take that child again, please! I'm not scared!" said Hendrik fiery while pointing to Kirana's stomach.

Kirana was sitting limp, how could a biological father willingly if he had to lose his future child who had not even been born. But it turned out that it was indeed real in front of Kirana at the moment. Hendrik spoke so well like that. I don't know what possessed his mind and heart to say such a bad thing.

"You don't have a heart, Mom!" isak Kirana's.

Hendrik immediately went into the room to vent his frustration that was still lodged in the heart. But before that he locked the main door and brought the key. With the aim that Kirana can not get out while she is in the room.

Actually he had no intention of saying such a bad thing to Kirana. But because of the many problems he was facing, he could make him say things that hurt Kirana.

For two hours, Kirana sat on the couch alone. Because even going out he can't. Hendrik deliberately locked him up.

While thinking about the next plan, suddenly hunger attacked him, he just remembered that it had not been lunch. With a gontai step, he walked into the kitchen to make an omelette.

But just finished concocting the roof, Kirana was surprised with Hendrik's hands hugging her from behind.

"I'm sorry, Ran. I didn't mean to say that. Please forgive my khilaf," whispered Hendrik by putting his chin on Kirana's shoulder.

Kirana let go of Hendrik's hand that was coiled around his stomach. Then he looked back at Hendrik's face.

"I'm sorry to God, Mom! Not the same me, because you have challenged God to take our child again." said Kirana flat.

"Can we pray together, Ran? I beg you, accompany me to pray for God's forgiveness" he said.

"For what?" again Kirana spoke cynically.

"Didn't you promise to be my helper, Ran? Have you forgotten our wedding vows?" Hendrik continues to try to seduce Kirana to want to return to him.

Kirana folded her hands in front of her chest. "Ck! If this is how you just want to promise our marriage!"

"I beg you," and he knelt right in front of Kirana.

Kirana who felt uncomfortable, finally wanted to do Hendrik's request. "Alright, but after that let me get out of your life."

Hendrik did not answer Kirana's request, because he did not want Kirana to leave. Then he invited Kirana to sit on the living room sofa.

He led a prayer for mercy, and this was the first time he had asked Kirana to pray together after they were married.

"Ran, I know you're hurt by all my words and deeds. But as long as you know, I have no intention of being like that. Now that we've both calmed down, I'll start explaining each other to you." Hendrik grabbed Kirana's hand.

"I started with Judika. Because if both of my influences, they can already be independent unlike Judika.

I know that I was wrong to buy Judika a new car without talking to you. But I did it all for our own good, Ran. I hope Mama will accept you after she finds out that you agree if I buy her what Judika wants."

"Patience, Ran. Maybe you also need time to accept your presence."

"Is that how bad I am in front of your mama? To accept me would it take a long time?"

"Mama actually wants my soul mate is a PNS or at least who both have a business like me. So it's not from among the ordinary people that mama thinks will trouble me,"

Kirana took a deep breath hearing Hendrik's sentence just now. His heartache is now growing bigger.

Then Hendrik continued his sentence, because Kirana was silent again.

"If about this morning I came home from the hospital because there was already an appointment with someone, but not the same woman. But suddenly people who want to meet with me cancel the plan. Well, at the same time, the woman called and said if she wanted to have an important conversation.

I agree, because usually what he obrolin is about ordering large quantities of food for the children in the orphanage. That's why I don't have bad thoughts.

And no idea he even offered something embarrassing like you heard this afternoon. I was also shocked and unexpected at all, Ran. I thought she was a good girl all along.

I rejected his offer, Ran. Really am! Although later he will love whatever I want, but still my little heart does not agree. I can't hurt two people at once, you and her husband. You believe Ran is like me?" tanyanya expectantly.

"Come away!" Kirana pressed her shoulders. "There's more you want to say?" he still has a flat face.

"On the name that I keep on my phone using the initials P and there is emoticon love it because it is from him who gave such a name in his short message. I'll just click save it, without replacing it again."

"There again?"

"I don't want to end my relationship with that woman because there's something else, Ran. But it's only because of the woman that food orders are always in large quantities. And it was very profitable for my efforts. Please understand me."

"Sorry, this time I can't understand you about this, Mom!" cut Kirana off quickly.

"Can you ask me to understand your closeness to the woman who seduced you and even ask you to impregnate her and divorce me? Healthy you? While you who just saw me chatting with my Ex-Grandfather you are already hurt. Talk in front of you!"

"What do you want, Ran? Do you want me to cut ties with him, which could affect my restaurant business? He's the biggest turnover in my restaurant right now, Ran." Hendrik is still adamant about defending his opinion.

"Curf! You have a God, don't you? Why should you be afraid of the windfall if you cut off contact with her to keep the feelings of your wife who is pregnant with your child? He said you couldn't bear to hurt me and the husband of that woman? How is it now like inversely?"

"Alright, I'll start to keep my distance from him. But I can't forbid him to keep ordering food at my place."

Kirana stood up, "It's up to you, Mas! I'm tired and bored. Now I want to eat first!"

Hendrik followed Kirana who was walking towards the kitchen, "Ran, after my explanation earlier are you still intending to get out of this apartment?"

Kirana stopped walking, then turned to look at Hendrik. "You think?"