The Pain of Marrying You

Chapters 10. Change Appearance.

Hendrik walked towards his Sit, then held both of Sintya's cheeks gently. "I'm sorry, we can't be together anymore. Everything that has ever happened between us is done. From now on we live our own destiny," said Hendrik softly.

"He is not suitable for you! Look at her appearance," Sintya pointed towards Kirana with a look of hatred. "I'm the only woman fit to be your wife" Sintya began sobbing and hugged Hendrik tightly around his waist. As if they do not want to be separated.

Kirana threw her face away so as not to see the thing that made her sick. Although it was Hendrik did for the last time with Sintya. But his deep love for Hendrik could not make him accept it easily.

"I have to take responsibility for what I did to Kirana right now. Although I still love and want to give you a chance. But it all seems to be too late." Hendrik tried to release Sintya's hand that was still coiled around his waist.

"Not one is too late, my friend. We can start from the beginning if you want" Sintya clasped Hendrik's hand.

"Do you love her like you love me, Mom?" this time Sintya deliberately wanted to make Kirana hurt.

"No, I just love you. With Kirana, I just feel sorry for her."

Deghs.

That speech was like a dagger that was now raining down on Kirana repeatedly. Sick but not bleeding. One bitter fact that Kirana must hear, that Hendrik wants to marry Kirana just because of pity and responsibility alone. His love is still completely with Sintya.

Kirana immediately wiped away the tears that were now beginning to fall with her lentic finger. Again he did not want to look weak in front of Sintya.

"Hey, did you hear that just now? Hendrik does not love you! He loves me just as much as me! So I hope you better back off from now on. Than your marriage won't be happy at all." Sintya spoke proudly.

"Is that your answer, Mom?" Kirana looked at Hendrik with glazed eyes.

"Why are you still asking again? Are you deaf now?" sinis Sintya while shaking his waist.

"I want to hear a direct answer from Mas Hendrik. If Mas Hendrik wants to come back with you, please. I'll go." Kirana said firmly.

"I'm waiting for your answer by tonight, Mas. If you're still not giving me the answer, I assume you prefer Sintya."

Kirana walked out of Hendrik's room feeling very hurt. Even when Kirana left earlier, Hendrik did not try to hold back Kirana at all.

All the employees downstairs who saw Kirana coming down in a hurry especially added with puffy eyes, making them whisper again.

"Obviously choose Sintya Ma'am, it's more beautiful" chirped one of them.

It made Kirana's heart hurt.

"Perhaps it's best, from now on I should start to be able to care for and beautify myself. So that they can appreciate me too. Being beautiful from the heart is not enough. Although Mas Hendrik will eventually still choose Sintya, at least I can already appreciate myself." Kirana's determination while fiddling with her phone.

While sitting under a tree near Hendrik's restaurant, Kirana was busy looking for the best beauty clinic in Surabaya through the IG application. After being satisfied to scroll from top to bottom, Kirana finally found one beauty clinic that is quite famous. Although the price of the treatment was quite expensive, it was not a problem for Kirana. "Isn't being able to look beautiful physically that expensive?" batin Kirana while smiling bitterly.

A few minutes later by ordering a taxi online, Kirana had arrived at the clinic she wanted.

There Kirana really asked for help from the beautician to be able to make Kirana appear glow up.

After a few 4-hour treatments, Kirana finally got a very satisfying result. Even all the employees in the clinic were staring in admiration at Kirana.

"Hello," said Kirana flat.

"Where areyou? Why isn't it at the cost? Now I'm in front of your room."

"I'm out again. What are the nights coming to my boarding house?" search Kirana still in a jutek tone.

"There's something I want to talk to you about. Can we meet now?"

"Speaking on the phone, can't you?"

"Can't do it, Ran. We need to talk directly. Let's not get me wrong again later," Hendrik kept begging Kirana to see him tonight.

"Okeh, we met at a restaurant near my boarding house. Wait for me in thirty minutes."

"Where are you now? Let me pick you up, yes" said Hendrik.

But the call was immediately broken by Kirana without answering the first question from Hendrik.

Long enough for Hendrik to wait for Kirana to come. He continued to pander along the sidewalk road in front of the restaurant while watching in case there were taxi cars online that stopped.

This incident was enough to make Hendrik again feel guilty to Kirana. Hendrik shouldn't have spoken like that to Sintya in front of Kirana. Moreover, Kirana is pregnant young, surely her feelings are more sensitive. He found out about it after he met his best friend this afternoon.

Suddenly there was a car bearing the name of an online taxi that stopped right in front of Hendrik standing. But no one got out of that car. Finally Hendrik again continued his way again to the parking lot of his car.

"Mas!"

Hendrik immediately turned to the source of the voice he was very familiar with. "Kira?" Hendrik ran small towards Kirana standing up.

"This is Kirana right?" the tananya once again while holding Kirana's shoulder and paying attention to Kirana's appearance from head to toe.

"Kok, you're ...."

"So pretty you mean?" cut Kirana with her flat face.

"It's not like that, Ran. I mean you look even prettier tonight."

"Basic men. What is a man like this?" muttered Kirana feeling annoyed.

"Look we chat while eating inside," Hendrik held Kirana's hand.

"I can walk on my own" Kirana kept her hand away from Hendrik.

"If Sintya sees you near me, isn't he angry? Didn't you choose him over me?"

"This is what I want to discuss with you later, Ran."