The Pain of Marrying You

Chapter 1 The loss of my chastity

In the heat of the day, there was a woman who was crying alone under a tree.

"How's this? The thing I was afraid of finally happened as well. What should I tell them later? Will they believe me?" wail Kirana while continuing to hold her stomach.

"I'd better tell Mas Hendrik right now that I'm pregnant with his child. Yes, he should be responsible as he did!" Kirana immediately ordered a taxi online and headed to Hendrik's apartment.

Arriving at the door of Hendrik's apartment room, Kirana immediately knocked on the door several times.

"Kira?" said Hendrik was surprised when he saw Kirana was standing in front of his apartment room with a gaze that could not be interpreted.

"Mas, I'm pregnant." Kirana thrust her existing pregnancy test kit two red lines.

Then he broke into the entrance which was then followed by Hendrik.

"Huh? Who are you pregnant with? Why do you say it's the same as me?" asked Hendrik with furrowed brows.

"Obviously I'm pregnant with your son, Mom! Did you forget what happened almost 2 months ago?" Kirana tries to remind Hendrik back about the incident that night.

Yes, that night was a night that Kirana could not forget at any time. How not, because in that night Kirana had to lose her sanctity by force. Indeed, Kirana has long liked Hendrik, but that does not mean Kirana is willing to take it for granted if her virginity is taken before they are officially married.

That night, Kirana, who had just returned from work and was waiting for an online taxi, accidentally saw Hendrik sitting in one of the cafes with his head lying on the table.

Kirana hurriedly entered the cafe and approached Hendrik's table. When Kirana was at his side, Kirana realized that Hendrik was drunk that night.

Kirana, who was worried about Hendrik's situation, immediately asked the cafe employees to help him lead Hendrik into the online taxi he had ordered before.

"Sir, take me to this address yes," Kirana handed Hendrik's business card to the driver.

The driver nodded and immediately drove his car towards the address Kirana asked for.

"I'm sorry, Mas. I've been running to open your wallet. But I didn't take anything. I'm just looking for your name card. Because I don't know where you've been all this time. Again forgive me." Kirana spoke in her heart.

While Hendrik who was drunk, unconsciously now actually hugged Kirana suddenly.

The driver who saw Hendrik's behavior from the rearview mirror was now starting to wonder.

"That's her boyfriend what's her husband, Ma'am? How can you get so drunk?" ask the driver.

"This is my friend, sir."

"Friends but friendly yes, Ma'am," ledeknya again.

Kirana refused to respond to the driver's words. Fear later, the driver was getting everywhere he asked.

"Such a handsome Mbak his friend. It looks like a rich kid too? If Mbak can marry him, I guarantee a lot of people are envious. And sorry yes, people will think that Mbak uses pellet science for this Mas dapetin," he said.

Kirana threw her face towards the car window. He tried to regulate his breath so as not to be emotional with the words of the driver just now. Indeed Kirana admitted, she does not have a beauty like a woman who diligently do care. Because Kirana is too busy with her work. But if anyone says he can get a guy like Hendrik that way it hurts too much for him.

"I'm sorry if my words hurt too much. But I'm just talking as it is." The driver finally realized that his words made Kirana hurt.

"No problem, sir. I've always heard such a sentence."

"Try to do the treatment, definitely can be beautiful like the women out there," he suggested later while staying focused on driving.

"I don't have time, sir. I am too busy with my current job. Let me just be like this, the important thing is that I am happy" Kirana said casually.

"Indeed I also fell in love with this man a long time ago, sir. But for me, if he loves me too, he will surely accept all my flaws and advantages."

The driver nodded his head.

Moments later, the car had arrived in front of Hendrik's apartment.

But Kirana did not go down immediately, she thought how could she bring Hendrik up to the top floor? While earlier in the cafe he was helped by employees there.

"Sir, could you please take me to his room?" Again Kirana had to ask someone else for help to guide Hendrik.

Without saying much, the driver immediately went down and opened the middle door. He immediately placed Hendrik's left hand coiled around his shoulder. While Hendrik's right hand is circular on Kirana's shoulder.

Arriving at the front door of the room, Kirana immediately reached into Hendrik's pants pocket again. He looked for the card Hendrik used to open the door of his apartment room.

"Sir, let's help me bring her into the room" Kirana asked with a breath of breath.

"I'm sorry, Ma'am. Again, I apologize if any of my words offended me. Please consider my advice. Beautify yourself Mbak, so that Mbak is more appreciated by others," said the driver then he walked out.

Degh's!

"Why does it seem like this driver knows that almost everyone has always been humbling me? Is it because I rarely get treatment? Even my own best friend Sintya, also often mocking me," inner Kirana.

Kirana turned her back, then saw Hendrik who was fast asleep. He intended to put Hendrik on a blanket, then immediately get out of this apartment.

But suddenly when Kirana's hand accidentally touched Hendrik's hand, he spontaneously pulled Kirana's hand strong. Kirana fell on Hendrik's body.

"Ouch!" peekik Kirana restrained. Because he did not want his voice to disturb Hendrik who was asleep.

"Where are you going, honey? Let's have some fun tonight. I beg you not to go" said Hendrik, with his eyes closed.

"Mas, it looks like you're wrong," Kirana tried to release Hendrik's hand which was now holding his body.

"I love you. You want to marry me?"

"You love me, Mom?" kirana asked with round eyes in disbelief.

"Yes, I love you. Are you not in love with me?" this time Hendrik began to kiss Kirana's thin lips forcibly.

"Mmmmppphhh,"

Kirana is still trying to get away from Hendrik. But his efforts were in vain, Hendrik who was drunk turned out to still have a lot of energy to hold Kirana.

"Mas, relax! Don't be like this, I'm Kirana your friend. We're not married either, please don't do this to me" Kirana said when Hendrik had let go of his kiss.

Instead of realizing, Hendrik was even more courageous to do things that were not appropriate that night.

"I love you, let's have fun, honey!"

Hendrik immediately forcibly removed the shirt and pants that Kirana was wearing. Until Kirana now does not wear a cloth on her body.

Kirana immediately curled up and covered her body using a bedcover. But again, Hendrik's energy is able to pull the bedcover that covers Kirana's body.

"Mas, please don't! I don't want to, Mom!"

Hendrik immediately pulled Kirana's body and crushed her from above even though Kirana continued to refuse.

"Akkkkhhh! Sick, Mas!" shriek Kirana with the roar of tears that had soaked her smooth cheeks.

I don't know how long Hendrik has been enjoying his activities. Unlike Kirana who was actually in pain due to Hendrik's actions.

Until a few hours later, Hendrik lay down his body beside Kirana who was still silently sculpting while continuing to cry.

"you're bad, Mum! What if I get pregnant?" isak Kirana is still ignored by Hendrik.

With all her might, Kirana tried to stand up. Although it still hurts, Kirana should be able to leave as soon as possible from this apartment. But it turned out that his efforts were in vain, Kirana who was helpless back sat down and even fell asleep on the floor until the next morning.

"Why are you sleeping on my bedroom floor?" asked Hendrik while patting Kirana on the cheek.

"Mas, please don't do it again. I beg of you," Kirana inched away from Hendrik.

"What do you mean?" Hendrik tried to watch around.

His eyes were perfectly rounded. It turned out that he had just realized what had happened last night between him and Kirana. There was a red spot on his white bed sheet. Especially in addition Kirana who is currently still not wearing her clothes anymore.

"No way! This must be just a dream, or are you deliberately setting me up?" accuse Hendrik to Kirana who is now starting to sob again.

"Bad you, my mother! Last night I only intended to help you who were drunk in the cafe. But you took my chastity forcibly. And now you're accusing me of setting you up?" ask Kirana not to think.

"I admit, if I really like you. But I never had any intention of trapping you in this cheap way, Mas!"

"You calm down, Mom. I wouldn't ask you to marry me if I wasn't pregnant! Let me save this disgrace myself! But if I get pregnant, I'll come back to see you to hold you accountable!" Then Kirana tried to stand up and passed to the bathroom.

While Hendrik was still sitting on the edge of his bed while squeezing his hair rough.

"I'm saying goodbye, Mas. Pray that I will not be pregnant with your child! So we don't have to be tied up in a marriage!" Kirana passed out from inside Hendrik's apartment room.