The Pain of Marrying You

Chapters 105.

"Ran, are you sure you're going to sell all your flower shops? Is it not, dear? Are there a lot of memories with Aunt Linda?" richard asked when they had returned to Kirana's nursery.

"True weight, brother. But what can I do. All for my good and Arshinta's sake." said Kirana while tidying up her clothes. Because Kirana was allowed to go home at this time.

"Well, if that's your decision. I will always wish you the best."

"But, Ran ...."

Kirana caught a glimpse of Richard, but her hands still continued to struggle with his belongings. "But what else, brother?"

"Are you sure about your decision to divorce Hendrik?" he hesitated, sitting on the sofa in the room.

Kirana also sat down while taking a deep breath. He stopped his activities, because everything was finished in the box. "Related, Brother. My decision on that was also round" he replied steadily staring straight ahead. The shadow of living happily with Arshinta was already his goal.

"Hopefully you can get a much better replacement from Hendrik later. I'm also sorry that your household has to end this way" Richard said. In his heart he was eager to cheer.

How not, first when he tried hard to get Kirana back, it turns out Kirana actually prefers to forgive Hendrik. While now as he tries to mengikhlaskan Kirana, it turns out destiny brought them back together. Kirana will file for divorce for Hendrik.

"But I have no desire to remarry, brother. I just want to focus on raising Arshinta."

Like being thrown from a very high height.The feeling of Richard who had once felt had hope, now must be broken back.

But Richard is not his name if you give up just like that. In his brain still save various ways to get what he wants. Now in a subtle way.

"But Arshinta needs papa, Ran. You can't possibly be two parent figures at once for Arshinta." proposes Richard, hoping Kirana will change her decision on this one.

Kirana smiled faintly. "I think Arshinta right now, and so on just needs me, brother. I'm also sure, if I can be a figure of mama and papa at once for Arshinta. Not necessarily if I remarry, will my new husband accept my son?"

"Don't do it, Ran. It's called you precede destiny. Not good at that." sewotnya.

"Yes, deh. The point from now on is that I give up all my life's destinies with God, brother. No matter what happens, I believe everything is best for all of us. Including my farewell to Mas Hendrik right now."

With great force, this time Richard finally smiled. But in his heart still wanted to try to get close and take Arshinta's heart later. Who knows, by being able to take his son's heart, his mother's heart also melted later.

"Oh yeah, for the lawyer I told you about this morning, I got it, Ran. Later you tell me how it happened to him" he said as they walked into the hospital lobby.

Kirana chose to go to the hotel by using an online taxi. It's not good to have to keep bothering Richard. Last morning until noon, Richard had sacrificed his time and helped Kirana to get out of the hospital. Richard's current time has permission again? This is the hospital that his parents owned.

"One more time, thank you very much, brother. I honestly don't know what else to say, brother. But I hope, Brother never expect more from me. Because you have been considered as my brother from now on," Kirana said kindly. Of course he should always remind Richard of this one.

"Have you booked a hotel? Or should you stay in my apartment? Don't you come up with a lot of fees?" richard bargained when Kirana was ready to get in the car.

"I'm staying at a hotel, brother. Thanks for offering a ride earlier. But I'm afraid it'll add more trouble." Kirana refused kindly. In fact, he is still traumatized by past events. On the other hand, he also did not want to owe too much to Richard.

After the car door closed, Richard was still unmoved in place while continuing to pay attention to the car that started walking. But suddenly, Kirana caught a familiar figure, walking towards Richard.

"Is that not Hendrik? Why did he get to this hospital? I don't know if I gave birth here. But who told him? Thankfully, I got in the car. Try if he saw me holding Arshinta. It could be a long affair." Kirana's inner relief.

Along the way to the hotel, Arshinta was still fast asleep. Though Kirana was worried that Arshinta would be fussy. But it turns out not at all.

"I'm sorry, my mom, son. It wasn't your mother's intention to separate you from your father." Kirana muttered softly. He was afraid if the taxi driver online heard his words.

"Mamma promise, mama will always be there for you. Mama's gonna give you everything you can, son."

"If your grandparents were still around, they'd be so happy, son. You're so pretty and so adorable."

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Upon arrival at the hotel, Kirana immediately replaces Arshinta's diaper and shirt to make her feel comfortable. This was his first experience. Despite a little difficulty, Kirana kept trying.

1 hour later, he finished with all the care of Arshinta. The little baby is now back asleep.

But just as Kirana wanted to straighten her back, Arshinta came back crying. When in check, it turns out Arshinta again shitting.

"Oh my God, this is how it feels to be a single parent. Am I capable?" lamentable. Then he walked to the toilet. Arshinta let her cry on the bed.

Kirana took a deep breath and slowly exhaled. He did that repeatedly, staring at the reflection of his face in the bathroom mirror.

"Calm Kirana, you can do it. You are a great young mother. All of this was also for Arshinta's sake," he tried to suggest to himself to stay calm and sane.

A few moments later, he came back to Arshinta who was still crying. "Duh, dear mama's boy. Don't cry, this is my mom changing her diaper. You can sleep comfortably again. Sorry if the old mama changed her diaper," he said softly.

As much as possible Kirana still tried to smile when talking to Arshinta. He did not want to show his sadness. Yes, even though he knew that Arshinta would still be able to feel the sadness he felt.

The tring!

One message notification came to his phone. Soon he completed his ritual for Arshinta. After Arshinta fell asleep again, she grabbed her phone. There was a message from Richard.