The Other Side's

[Season 2] Meaningless Regret

"Sandy, Sandy," call someone.

"Ngh." Sandy moaning. He opened his eyes.

"Rara? Here, is this really you? You, you ain't why napa, are you? Are you all right?" asked Sandy who saw Netra in front of her. Shocked, worried and happy are mixed.

"Sandy, I don't have much time for everything. I'm, I'm alive, San. Please find me" said Netra.

"Ra, Ra, Rara. Don't go again. Ra," Sandy screamed and woke up from her sleep.

"San, you're gapapa?" Radit woke up to Sandy's screams.

"Rara, Rara's alive" Sandy told Radit.

...*****...

"San? That's not possible, where are you going?" ask Radit who saw Sandy getting ready.

"Rara's alive, I'll pick her up" Sandy said as she let go of Radit's hand.

"Sandy, don't be silly, it's late. Where are you looking for Rara anyway? Rara's not here, San," Radit said, holding Sandy.

"RADITE!" snapping Sandy to Radit.

"You never know what it's like to be the reason for someone's death" he continued.

"Sandy, what's wrong with you?" ask Radit who's still trying to calm Radit down.

"Dit, I want to be alone" said Sandy.

"Yaudah, I'm going home now, you're fine here huh, San," Radit said as he picked up his hoodie.

Sandy just stared at Radit who was getting further and further away. He was never this angry with his friend. Even the snaps never came out of his mouth.

"Well, what's wrong with me?" said Sandy.

The night passed and the morning changed. Sandy had still not closed her eyes from the last time she woke up. He was busy thinking about how to find Netra. It remains in his opinion that Netra is still alive.

"If you had never been in my life, Ra. Am I gonna stay like this?" Sandy asked herself.

"Den Sandy's. Open the door, Den. Something is bad" said Mang Parman.

"What's more now," Sandy said as she rushed out of the room.

"What's the Mang?" ask Sandy.

"Outside, Den. There were a lot of people, he said last night there was a murder," panicked Mang Parman said.

"What's? A murder? Who's Mang's victim?" ask Sandy who also became very panicked. He really hoped that the name that came out of Mang Parman's mouth was not the name he was thinking about at the moment.

"What?" Sandy slumped. He sat down weak. His words yesterday turned out to be the last words he said to his best friend. He didn't even get to say goodbye.

"Get aside, Mang," Sandy said as she ran out of her house. Sure enough, there were a lot of people surrounding the bodies of the victims. Sandy still could not believe Mang Parman's words. He wants to prove it himself. However, he knew, it was really Radit without seeing his face. The hoodie the victim wore was exactly the same as the hoodie Radit wore yesterday.

"Yetoo..." Sandy shouted and people immediately glanced at her. He immediately ran to his friend. Radit is stiff and not breathing. Had he not driven his friend home last night, this would have never happened.

The ambulance finally came and took Radit's body. Sandy immediately went into the ambulance. He was so scared. He was afraid to contact Radit's parents. All this time, they had regarded Sandy as his son. But, what do they think now, after the child who had been guarded desperately turned out to be the reason for the death of their biological child?

"Stupid, stupid, stupid. I'm really very stupid" Inner Sandy cursed herself along the way.

"Yesterday Rara, now Radit, am I destined to always be the reason for someone's death? Wh why? Why should I live like this?" Sandy crying. He felt his life was no longer useful. He regretted. Regret for the second time. Why did he not learn to take care of his friend after losing Netra. Why did he waste his friend whom he considered to be his own brother.

Trings... Trings...

Radit's phone rang. Sandy took it right away.

"Mother," inner. He hesitated to lift it. But he had to answer that call. He has to tell the truth. Let it be if Mother must hate it.

"Hello Mother" answered Sandy.

"Oh hello Sandy, why is Radit's phone on you?" mother Anna's guest from across. Sandy was silent, she did not know what to answer.

"Hello?" call Mother Anna.

"Mother, forgive Sandy. Sandy's really sorry Mommy" Sandy said in tears.

"Sandy? What's going on, baby?" ask Mother Anna who became a little anxious.

"Sorry Mother. Actually.. it's Radit..." Sandy could not continue her words.

"Radit why?" ask Mother Anna getting anxious.

"Radith... Radit's gone, Mother, " said Sandy.

"What's? How's it possible?" Mother Anna was shocked.

"I'm sorry Sandy, Mother. I'm sorry Sandy" Sandy said.

Tut.tut.

The connection was cut off. Mother Anna ended the call.

"Yes, I have to be prepared to accept the consequences" Sandy said.

"Radit why are you leaving me like Netra. Am I really someone who doesn't deserve to have a good friend like you right now? I'm sorry, Dit. I'm really sorry" Sandy said, holding Radit's cold hand.