THE NIGHT THAT MISSES THE SKY

Chapter 5. New Life.

You can despair and cry, but you have to get up and start living again because life goes on. Life goes on. It may not be the way you want it to be, but it's always the way it should be. Don't let it ruin you. No matter how difficult, life goes on.Life will keep going no matter what happens in the world even after the apocalypse itself, life will keep going.

When Dusk passed out yesterday, he was helped by someone who turned out to have a restaurant and boarding house. He hired the woman at his restaurant and allowed Dusk to stay in one of his boarding rooms.

Although Dusk feels something is different about him, Dusk is still reluctant to check with a doctor. Dizziness that sometimes comes and goes makes it not comfortable to stand for too long.

Not to mention the nausea when he smelled the aroma of cooking that came out of the restaurant kitchen.

This made Dusk increasingly close his nose using a small cloth that he put on a small shelf next to the table.

The bedroom where the boarding room is only enough for one bed next to which there is a television and also a small table for him to eat, as well as a small bathroom next to the door.

What makes Dusk feel at home in the room is the window in his room. He can breathe fresh air in the morning, the air has not been mixed with pollution.

Waking up at five in the morning only to inhale a lot of the available oxygen before seven in the morning. Dusk feel at home to sit on the edge of the window while looking around as people do their respective activities.

What makes Dusk tickle is when looking at a group of elementary school children. There, it was divided into three camps which eventually became two camps.

One camp is only two people left, the rest, the other fort bully the only two people by pulling the straps of his pants are used to tighten the color of his pants because of saggy. The bully victim was helped by his friend to tighten his pants again because of slumping.

His friend wanted to pursue his friends because he could make one friend feel ashamed. Fortunately, this bully victim wears double pants, so it does not reveal the forbidden part.

Children today are just there-just the behavior and mindset. If the era he used to be playing hide and seek is the most exciting game because it can curse at home for lunch if it has not been discovered.

If now, little kids are used to flat objects that are smarter than the contents of the human brain.

Bullying is nothing to justify, but seeing it made Dusk laugh somehow mana part.

It is possible that the other camp wants to make his friends laugh by looking at the situation that is supportive even though they have to see other friends feel embarrassed.

Children today can not think far ahead if his actions can cause embarrassment and ultimately cause insecurity from the victim.

Seeing that the clock on the wall was already seven in the morning, Dusk immediately closed the window. These hours are usually dizzy and nausea alternately come and go. Especially if there are neighbors who fry salted fish. The desire for nausea is getting higher.

Dusk can not stand when a boarding friend is frying salted fish. Here, there are many who like salted fish like it. Seeing this region there are many salt fish auction sites on the coast. No wonder the residents liked it.

Repeatedly feeling dizzy and nauseous makes the mother of the boarding house suspicious. Every morning already sunbathing at the window to see the activities of the residents who passed by, as well as the dizziness and nausea that Dusk felt every day, making the mother of the house feel something is wrong with Dusk. He knocked on the door of the woman's room. Ask permission to enter the room.

"Son, can you come in?" he asked after opening the door with his head sticking out behind the door.

It looks like Dusk is laying down with his nose covered with a bedcover that covers his body.

Without answering, the housewife went inside and locked the door of her room after looking right and left no one. The mother walked closer to Dusk, sitting her body on the floor. The smell of the salted fish was still felt even though the door had been tightly closed.

"Are you sick, Son of Dusk? Why is his nose so closed? Smell, huh?" Mom kissed herself on her left and right armpits and then her shoulders. He felt that he didn't smell at all because he came here after his morning shower.

"No, not Mom. The smell of salted fish, I don't like the smell of salted fish."

The mother of the cost owner smiled, grateful if not her stinking self. "Neng, I'm so sorry if you have to ask this. Neng last came the month when?"

Getting such a question made Dusk take off his blanket, then remember the last time he came to the moon. "Last month still comes the moon, really, Mom." Once again remember, Dusk is sure that last month still comes the moon. But at the beginning of the month, while this has entered the end of the month.

Dusk know the direction of the question Mother kos. He didn't want to lie, so honestly said everything.

The look on his face changed immediately. He felt a great nausea to inevitably have to go to the bathroom to spill all the contents in his stomach.

Mother boarding followed Dusk, kneading the nape of his neck and giving freshcare that he always brought to be applied to the neck and back itself. "You got in the wind?"

Without answering, Dusk was no longer strong to answer. The power is up to remove the clear liquid. Not the stuffing that he had eaten this morning, but the clear liquid that was just plain water that he had drunk earlier.

Nodding slowly, Dusk immediately broke down again. The mother directly issued a pregnancy detector. He was on guard to check it because it was exactly the same as he felt the first pregnancy, how many decades ago.

"I'm sorry, Son of the Twilight. Not that I mean brash or disrespectful. But, considering the incident you are experiencing now is exactly the same when you were pregnant with your first child, everything is the same as you feel today.” Mother Kos paused her words. Looking at the face of the twilight.

“Don't like the smell of salted fish, quickly feel tired, often dizzy. Not to mention when someone is cooking, the smell of the aroma immediately pierces the nose and wants to immediately cover the nose with whatever is near it." Back mommy kos talk.

Dusk was forced to accept the test. She was also sure she was pregnant. Hadn't he tried using the testpek before leaving the house.

"Can you try now, ma'am?" tanya Dusk is immediately ready to go to the bathroom. In the bathroom there is a small plastic glass used as a bar soap used to clean the back when finished defecating.

The mother of the cost owner nodded, wishing the best for her new boarding house. Waiting until tens of minutes Dusk is still not out, boarding mothers only hope if this woman is strong to face reality.

The boarding mother does not blame anyone because the deed must have been done with her loved ones. The boarding mother will behave as if Dusk is her daughter who needs the attention and affection of her parents, not the judgment of her deeds.

Dusk came out of his bathroom. The nervous and anxious look that the mother felt became one. Dusk also showed the test pack to the boarding mother. Dusk was still hoping that everything he had was a nightmare and that the first result was wrong. But everything is the same. The result remains the same.

There, there are two red lines that mean there is life in the stomach of Dusk. Mother Kos immediately hugged Dusk tightly. "Congratulations, Son of the Twilight. Soon she'll be a mother." His words were full of haru, making the heart of Dusk warm. Remembering the figure of his mother.

Dusk is determined to raise the baby in the womb even without the father of the child. Will not want to repeat the mistake by aborting the content.

"Honey, even if your father does not know where you are, but I promise to raise you lovingly. I won't let you feel a lack of affection" whispered Dusk to himself as he held onto his stomach.

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