The Mirror of Self

I love you

The next day, Rika sends Fahmi a message, the message has been read by Fahmi but he does not reply.

At first Rika felt ordinary, she thought maybe because of bad luck so she did not have time to return a message from him.

During the break Rika opens her phone hoping Fahmi replies to her message, it turns out Fahmi also does not reply to her message, and Rika still thinks maybe Fahmi is busy.

But at night Rika really felt unsettled because Fahmi had not yet returned the message.

Rika calls Fahmi but Fahmi doesn't pick him up. He repeatedly calls Fahmi but he doesn't pick up.

"what's wrong with him, is he mad at me, but what am I wrong with him?".

Rika keeps thinking about Fahmi until she remembers Fahmi's last word saying hopefully we can meet again.

Rika felt tightness in her chest. "what could she possibly be avoiding me, and why my chest hurts like it's slashed". Rika keeps contacting Fahmi to ask for an explanation from him, but the results are nil.

Fahmi who kept staring at his phone said, "Sorry ka, I have to do this, I don't want to keep hoping for you, I don't want to keep hoping for you, and Fahmi writes a message for Rika because she feels Rika will continue to contact her, maybe even meet her.

"So from now on I hope you don't have to call me again, ask me about me or find out about me".

the message was sent and after Fahmi made sure the message was read Fahmi immediately blocked no Rika.

While Rika who received the message directly called Fahmi but unfortunately no Fahmi was not able to be contacted.

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Every day Rika always thinks about Fahmi, ask what is with Fahmi, Rika asks the situation of Fahmi to Angga, but Angga tells her not to think about Fahmi anymore.

Rika wants to ask Aunt Sintia but since she came out of Fahmi's house, Aunt Sintia never came to the boutique, if there is anything important even her assistant who often comes to Sintia's residence.

Rika had wanted to meet Fahmi at her house but she expressed her intention because it was also useless that she had come there after Fahmi would not want to meet him either.

Rika tries to forget about Fahmi, the more she wants to forget about Fahmi the more difficult she is to forget about him.

"That's why I love you, but why are you now avoiding me".

Mila's mother who heard Rika crying knocked on Rika's room door, because she felt worried for Rika.

"You open the door !".

Rika opened the door, and mother immediately asked Rika. "Why are you?, did anyone hurt you ?".

"No ma'am no one's hurt Rika".

"Why are you crying, then?". asked Mom

"I'm crying because I feel stupid mom".

"what do you mean?. asked Mom

"I'm late to realize that I like it too mom".

"you mean Fahmi?". asked the mother and Rika nodded her head.

Mom hugged Rika and said "Patiently maybe she's not your soul mate".

"But why mom, I used to have a boyfriend and we loved each other but mom didn't approve, now she loves me mommy likes her too, but I'm late to realize that I love her too".

"Patience may be karma for you, because you often play tricks on men".

"My mother was sad about why she reminded me of that".

"For you are not too late in sorrow".