The Mirror of Self

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Fahmi just silently pecked in his place, I don't know what he thought.

It wasn't that Fahmi didn't want to chase after Dian, but Dian told her not to follow him.

After Dian took her bag, Dian passed Fahmi and said, "Shut up and don't follow me, if you want me to forgive".

Fahmi, awakened from his daydream, punched the wall nearby, and shouted "Damn, why I can get out of control",

fahmi's voice weakened, "When this isn't my first hug, even I do more with others and my sanity can still be maintained, but what's with Dian, just hugging her I've lost control".

Fahmi continues to grieve his actions, which almost took the honor of Dian.

Fahmi was confused what to do, asking his friend was not the same as he wanted to show how depraved he was.

Fahmipun yelled like a doormat.

Now Dian is on the sidelines of times,

Dian often comes here to calm down to see the water flowing, green trees certainly without garbage.

Dian didn't go straight to Rika's house.

I don't know what would happen if Rika's mom saw herself as messy as this, and as sad as this.

Dian really thought which step he should take. If he wanted to break up the relationship for free, he would definitely go back to Fahmi.

Dian had not cried like before, Dian's cry stopped when Dian remembered that the incident had also happened for his mistake that was willing and willingly embraced Fahmi.

Hours later Dian sat there.

finally, he mutukkan something and then took his phone and sent a message.

"Mas, I forgive you, but please don't ever meet me if you're not ready to marry me!". If you object, then go".

Fahmi who heard his phone ringing a sign of an incoming message immediately saw it, he said,

"Dear, once again I'm sorry".

Dian also went home to Rika to take her goods, all goodbye to mother.

Dian arrived at her village at night.

After finishing the bath and prayer, dian rested.

Dian continued to curse her stupidity.

"O heart please don't waver, I'm tired I'm really tired!".

Day after day Dian passed by uninspiredly.

Every day Fahmi always sent a message to Dian in every morning, afternoon, afternoon, and evening.

But Dian never one even reply to her, let alone reply to her open her message Dian never.

"Let time answer what our story will be like".

6 months on, Fahmi begins to give up on her and Dian's story.

because for 6 months Dian never lift or reply to messages from Fahmi, because Dian never open it.

Dian was afraid that if he picked up the phone or read a message from Fahmi would shake his heart again as he had already.

Dian was really afraid to meet Fahmi after the incident, Dian was afraid that Fahmi repeated his mistake again and that was the reason Dian told Fahmi not to see him again if he was not ready to marry her. Either Fahmi did not understand what Dian said at that time or there was another reason.

After a long time finally Dian replied to a message from Fahmi.

"Assalamu'alaikum, mas how are you?". Dian's good here, d'Aian's parents ask us the clarity of our relationship".

"Mas I've been waiting for you for 6 months, but why did you never come to see me, did you get my replacement there, who knows you better?'.