The Mirror of Self

Reason

"Why hurt Fahmi tan?" tanya Rika was astonished

"Yes aunty hurt Fahmi because after you go Fahmi often daydream he is not as happy as it used to be now the day he passed just work and work he never intended to find your replacement ka, ka, she's worse off in your stay than in staying married by Dian?".

"My aunt didn't leave him but he stayed away from me" said Rika, who did not want to be blamed.

"Well, auntie knows that, do you know why she stayed away from you?".

"No tan".

"He's staying away from you because he's already given up on getting you because you keep rejecting him, he doesn't want to be a selfish man imposing his will, he's not, since then the aunt feels guilty to her and you ka, the aunt never met you because the aunt felt ashamed you were embarrassed because it was this old still lying to you".

Sintia paused her speech to make room for Risk to talk but Rika just kept quiet and Sintia continued her remark again "do you want to forgive auntie?".

Rika who from now just quietly spoke up "Tante Rica forgives all aunt's mistakes, free the aunt's mind from guilt so that the aunt can return to health because according to Rika auntie pain due to aunt's guilt".

"Thank you for forgiving your aunt, you're really sick because you feel guilty for you".

"Tante seems like the aunt wants to be realized" said Rika

"What do you mean?" ask Sintia who does not understand Rika's words.

"Didn't my aunt want me to love Fahmi too because I'm used to living with him, and that aunt's wish came true I love Fahmi tan".

Degs.. Fahmi who had been listening to them talk felt like there was a flower blooming in her heart when Rika said that Rika loved her.

"Aren't you lying?". asked Sintia

"I'm not lying auntie?".

Rika took a deep breath before she told me "when you asked me to marry Fahmi I didn't realize yet that the feeling was present in my heart, I realized it after Fahmi stayed away from me aunty, I tried to contact Fahmi many times and use various ways but could not, and I thought if he did not love me so I did not try to see him again".

After listening to Rika Sintia's explanation saying "Well you still love Fahmi".

Rika just smiled and nodded her head she felt embarrassed as she confessed her heart.

"Jeez Rika" said Sintia in a loud voice and then patted her forehead and it succeeded in surprising Rika and Fahmi who were eavesdropping.

"What's the aunt?" ask Rica

"Your appearance changed from the time you were here and only now do you realize that your appearance has changed?".

"i guess what's going on tan, yes tan, I changed it because now I work as a secretary for the Angga".

"Oh it's appropriate that if you look like this, you're getting more beautiful and look more mature".

"Thank you aunt for the compliment. Rika feels like flying tan if praised like that".

Sintia smiled and said "Oh yes if you are a secretary Angga means you often meet Fahmi ".

"No aunt, just this morning Rika met Fahmi after nine months".

"Why can it be like that instead of the secretary often invited by his boss when there is a cooperation meeting".

"Well that he tan pak Fahmi do not want if I accompany ka Angga so yes Rika just met Fahmi because ka Angga accompanied Dian who just gave birth.