The Mirror of Self

fahmi's Confession

Angga pulls Fahmi's collar he gets angry because Fahmi says if he scolds Rika at night.

At once Angga remembered the story of Rika who often told about the online novel that often read, that there was a story about a woman who was whipped by honor by men who were not aware of the influence of alcohol.

"Are you drunk?" ask Angga.

Fahmi shook his head, "you know I don't drink alcohol".

"So you're doing it consciously?".

Fahmi nodded his head.

Suddenly Angga shed his tears, Fahmi who realized if Angga cried asked and said "why are you crying".

" Why, you said why?" said Angga with a loud voice fortunately the room uses silencers if not sure their debate will be heard from outside.

"why do you have the heart to grieve Rika's honor, you're really outrageous, you can vent your anger on me instead of her innocent".

Fahmi who echoed Angga's speech felt astonished and said "Who's grumbling Rika's honor?"

"you" angrily Angga "didn't you say you're crucifying Rica at night".

"Oh come on, come on, like me, I've never done anything like that, have you forgotten my principle" Fahmi said, but Fahmi said in his heart "I'm sorry I wasn't honest about doing it to Dian at the time, because I was really shiny".

"I think you did it, because you were mad at me for her too".

"It's true that your brain has changed after marriage, I was wondering why you cried it turns out because your brain is dirty".

Angga also let go of his grip, "you should speak clearly so that I don't misunderstand".

"heh, I haven't finished talking you've grabbed me, blamed your dirty brain".

Fahmu breathed heavily.

" What I meant to hurt her was to make her cry and shiver in fear as I snapped at her and also kicked the bench that was in the hallway of Rika's House".

Angga apologized for the misunderstanding, Fahmipun forgave him and Fahmi said that he felt very guilty for his actions and wanted to get an apology from Rika.

For some reason Fahmi really felt guilty to Rika, every night his sleep was not calm because it was always imagined, the shadow of Rika who was crying and shivering, she said, whereas in the past when he saw Dian in the same state as Rika, Fahmi was not this golden.

Fahmi thinks it may be because Rika has saved her life and she instead makes Rika scared and cry, thus making her heart and mind keep remembering Rika.

"It looks like there will be a new rhythm in your life, my friend.

"What do you mean?". asked Fahmi

"You don't want Rika to forgive you?".

Fahmi.

"It will take a very long struggle, because if he already hates someone he will have a hard time forgiving that person's mistakes".

"What's? so I won't feel the calm again every night" Fahmi said.

"Excite, if you need help come to me I'm ready to help you this good one". Let's say he's out because it's time he works.

"Fahmi did the same with Angga as she kept thinking about how she could get Rika's apology.

"Ah shit why should I get into trouble with that stubborn one'.