
STILL FLASHBACK
Delia was sitting on the ground, her slow sobs of crying sounding more and more.
"Hay, Delia it's London! what you are feeling right now is commonplace here. Free dating, one night, living together without marriage is common here. If you want to confide in this is not the place. If you tell other people you have you will be laughed at. So please, do not overdo it. Enjoy your pregnancy, here are many women who have children without marriage." Alex answered casually while turning on his cigar.
Delia was silent when she heard alex. He still could not accept everything that happened in his life. His hand was holding the stomach, a sign of the baby's movement was getting real. His body was limp after the emotions that affected his psyche. Not long after his body collapsed.
He only heard Alex's voice calling him and Dark.
Still in silence Delia was just pensive in her apartment room. Not eating, not doing anything. It happened for three months. His college continues to run, only that Delia is reluctant to mingle with others. Everyone who was friendly to him including Delia's men always avoided. Her fear that if anyone knew she was pregnant grew. Moreover, he vented it through the baby.
"Basic of a cursed baby! why don't you die! Why are you here to torture me! I hate you! I hate Rian!
Aaaaaaarrr!" Delia vented it by hitting her fetus through a broom handle.
"I hate! I don't want to get pregnant! I don't want Juna to leave me because of this kid! hicks .. hiks..." Delia was angled at the corner of the bed.
"If I ever meet Rian again, I'll make his life unsettled. Not only that, his partner will feel what I am going through. Just wait for Rian!" Delia clenched her hands full of vengeance.
Delia decided to take a temporary leave of absence. He told his parents to leave on the grounds that he could work there. Mr. Shahab initially objected, but Delia convinced her father that she wanted to be independent.
"Why do you have to work, son? If you want to go home to Indonesia. Help papa on the farm." Said Mr. Shahab who was astonished by his daughter's leave decision.
"It's okay, pa. I was invited to work not in the city, but in a small area here. I want a shower, pa. If I go back to Indonesia it is not independent name. You can ask for help, Oka."
"Son.." The melodious sound from across the air comes into the air between father and son.
"Mama.." Delia replied while suppressing her feelings hearing her mother's voice.
"If mama agrees, as long as you really pursue all your activities. So that you quickly finish and formalize your relationship with Arjuna. Don't you love her very much.
Remember, a girl who can take care of herself will get the right guy."
Delia was locked in hearing her mother's words. The pain in his heart was increasingly felt because it had hurt the feelings of his mother and father. Delia tried hard not to be whiny.
"Amine, ma, pa. Thank you for that."
"We will always pray for you, son. I will never stop wishing the best for my mom. You also forget to pray, even though you are in a country of people.
Your return is a myriad of hopes for us."
It sounded like a little stuffing from her tiny lips. Her mother was surprised by the sound of the prank.
"Mama's boy crying? Did anyone hurt you?" Ask mama.
Delia shrunk her nose. A piece of tissue was dancing on his face. Clean the droplets of clear circles that fade make up thinnya.
"I was amazed to hear my mother's words. I miss my mom and dad, Oka's sister, Rayyan's sister, Hafiz and Farhan's sister. I miss my house, ma. But I'm not home right now. I'm sorry mom and dad." replied Delia.
I'm sorry mom and dad. I can't go back to Indonesia. I'm ashamed of you guys, I let you guys down. Suppose I'm still following papa's words maybe it didn't happen like this.
After several months, Delia finally gave birth to her handsome baby in a parlour. Location far from the crowd. Since giving birth, Delia has been reluctant to touch or give breast milk to her son. He added that his son resembled Rian, making him hate the innocent child.
The mother gave the baby the name Snow because her skin was white like snow and was born in the winter.
Delia finally returns to London while Snow leaves her at the Panti.
"Mom I'm putting Snow here. I'm going back to college because I took time off while pregnant with Snow. Maybe after I'm done I'll come back here to pick up Snow." Pamit Delia on mommy's parlour.
I'll never pick up that bastard. Leave it here or be adopted by someone else.
Delia finished her studies well. But news of her becoming pregnant out of wedlock is back. Delia believes the spreader is Alex, because the man knows the problem.
He doesn't even know where Alex is. The man disappeared since he was on maternity leave. Delia resigned if she was expelled from campus.
Delia was eventually expelled from college for being caught pregnant out of wedlock. Remember Alex's words that in London promiscuity is commonplace. But why did the campus even eject itself? Because the campus is a legal entity. Strict rules for campus loyalty.
"Why were you expelled!" amuk.
"I'm in defamation, pa." Delia answered in self-defense.
"Something is spreading the news that I'm pregnant out of wedlock. But that's not true, pa. I know those rules. I can't possibly hurt Juna's heart."
"Why can they slander you? Who's mastermind?" Ask Delia's mother.
"Alex! He's been chasing me all along and I refused. He almost desecrated me. Good thing I escaped and survived." Delia smoothly turned the facts around.
"And you're Delia, your S2's in bandung. Let papa take care of."
Delia accepts her papa's request for college. For over a year he went back to college in Bandung. That's how long he decided not to tell Arjuna.
Flashback Off
Still in Rian's villa. Delia came out of Rian's room, accompanying Arjuna who had fainted while at times. His hand kept holding his fiancee's fingers. His encounter with Rian reopened an old wound. The wound that had dried up was now open again.
That afternoon the air began to shift. From the scorching heat of the day changed to cool plus dew began to appear.
Delia sat in the gazebo in front of the villa. Stare at the beautiful flowers lined up near the gazebo. Inhaling the fragrance of one of the white flowers.
"Dell." Delia gasped at the sound of baritones behind her.
His body turned to face the owner of the voice. He just smiled, then tried to leave the man.
The big hand held his arm.
"You what?" Reply Delia ketus.
"Where have you been for two years?" Ask.
"Haaah! What is your business! There is no relationship between us! So two years or any number of years is none of your business!"