The Matchmaker Competition

CHAPTERS 108

Today, lifestyle facilities and standards are increasing, so not everyone can achieve the conditions expected or achieved by others. For example, there are people who see their neighbors have a treasure, it can affect their psychic condition. Today, the social environment demands that people have and want more.

When things are not on purpose. There comes a thought that is considered as the solution of their problems. One of them was attempted suicide. It may sound silly, but some of them think it is the best. Therefore, there needs to be openness to others, especially to the family. Because whatever the case if the pendam greater the sense of decisions, then the suicide rate is higher.

Delia felt that way too. Ever since she found out that her status was an out-of-wedlock child. It felt like the world had rejected it, life felt meaningless. Somehow the bad thoughts kept spinning in his brain. It feels like the world is dark, the farther it feels from happiness. As if there was no motivation to live.

Delia sat lamenting her fate. It is believed that what happened to him is the karma of his actions to Dira and Juna. However, some of his heart refused to blame Juna. Because he felt that Juna was the one who had stirred up the flames of anger in his life. Delia's hand was shaking with her phone. His gaze glared at the ceiling.

A small pole in the room was his inspiration. Not long ago a chair had become a ladder for him. The stairs adore his new world.

Oooooeeeeee...

Delia flinched as the sound of crying stopped her action. His gaze paled towards the small figure. Long pensively allowed the crying to stop itself. Although his little heart wants to embrace the child to calm down again.

Maa....

The voice again broke his concentration. Delia's body was squeezing. But did not move from the place of the chair and rope that is ready to take him to his new world. Delia looked at the rope as if calling herself to come along. Delia even saw a woman who seemed to invite him along with her.

"I'm sorry mom, son. Mom doesn't deserve to be your parents. Mama will only make you embarrassed later, mama pray you become a better child than both of us. Mama is sure, your father can educate well. Good bye, son.

Mama dear same snow, forgive mama who used to throw you. Not mommy doesn't love snow. Mama's just not ready to be a mother." Delia hugged Roger who had been crying loudly. In the kiss of the two-year-old little angel.

Delia's feet back on the chair. How as planned he will leave all the problems that plagued him. Like there was doubt surrounding him, his gaze shifted between the rope before him to Roger watching it. His hand trembled while inserting his head into a hole made of scarves.

BRAAAKKK!

"Yes, Allah Delia..no!" screech all the ones in the room.

Delia felt that someone was holding her leg. His gaze shifted as he watched Rian climb onto the chair to release himself.

"Let me die, Rian. I'm free to live if I'm just embarrassing you." Pekik Delia's.

THE PLAAAAAAK!

That burly hand floated on Delia's smooth face. The woman was shocked. Sounds snapped from Yasmin as if it did not accept what Rian did.

"You won't understand how I feel, Rian. You never feel what I feel."

"Do everyone know your problem! no, Del! you talk like this as if you feel you are suffering the most. You see Dira, many times you hurt her feelings. Has he ever returned it? did he ever show off his sadness. No, Del! you made him suffer, but you were playing victim."

"Dian!" amuk Yasmin's.

"Sorry, mom. I spoke like this so he would be aware. Because what he's doing in front of Roger is going to have a psychological impact on my son. He should have thought, how to be more instead of adding new problems."

"Sorry," Delia's voice sounded faint.

Rian took Roger to another place. He asked Delia to reflect for a moment on what she had done just now. Delia sat by the window. He is not alone, there are Yasmin and Arumi who accompany him. That was on Rian's orders. The man was afraid that his future wife was desperate again.

Delia walked out of the house. His legs were stopped in front of a swing chair located in front of the porch of the house. The swing was not long ago bought Rian for Roger's playground. His gaze was still empty as he swung the chair Delia landed her buttocks.

"I'm sorry" said Delia, realizing that Rian was coming to her.

"Everyone must have a problem either complicated or mild. All of that is a life journey that has become a line from the above. If you feel devastated because of your papa problems, what about others. Many people are married but not in the guardian of their father. They live life as usual. Because they believe, lamenting will not make life more advanced. Because they have high optimism.

As for you, have everything, treasures, abundant affection. But your thoughts are like lonely people. You see your mama, even though she's been feeling your papa's treatment, but it doesn't make her drown in grief. Because the one that makes him strong is you, Del."

The child can be used as an reflection of how much love a mother has for her child. Mother's love throughout time can not be denied is a true thing.

Perhaps motherly affection is the only thing that is eternal throughout human life in this world. Perhaps many of us are sometimes irritated by the figure of a mother because of her figure who sometimes likes to be chatty or angry, and may rarely sound words of wisdom mother for children spoken directly.

But for mothers, nothing is more valuable than the happiness and success of their children in the future.

That was an afterthought for Delia at the moment. Many sacrifices made by her mother during this time. But he was still blind from being too spoiled by his papa. Delia realized, had disappointed her mother a lot. Including when his mother prostrated forgetting her pride in front of Arjuna. Including when his mother sacrificed herself to participate in his papa whip. That all included the sacrifice of the mother.

"I hurt my mama's feelings a lot, Rian." he poked.

"Del," Rian wiped away the tears on Delia's face. The two smiled for a moment, then dropped their gaze to the ground.

"It's worth it that Dira is defending you so much, Rian. Although I knew in the depths of his heart there was still Arjuna. Because you are not just a man. You're a good man Rian, I'm sorry I instigated Alex to set you up. In the end I set my own trap."