
"Look at this, I've prepared an invitation. I have also chosen a beautiful date for our wedding. Aren't you curious and want to help me." Amanda chattered in a carefree tone in front of my body that was still in the subconscious.
For two months I was supported by medical devices. So far there has been no real development of my condition. All the best ways and the best doctors in the world were brought in for my recovery, but nothing came of it. I remained in a coma with my soul becoming increasingly disoriented.
I hate my unsettled condition like this. I can't even control my own body, just be a spectator of what's going on around me without being able to comment. I'm tired, I want to give up, but so far I haven't seen the angel of death. Could it be that he's afraid of horror compared to my track record for taking human lives.
"You're still here, shouldn't you be in college today?" Jason came with fresh flowers and put them in a vase near my bed.
"Today I want to stay longer with Jiji, can I?" Ever since I fell into a coma, Amanda and Jason have become intimate and relied on each other without Jason's excessive jealousy.
"Maybe, college is also not very important." Jason pulled up the chair next to Amanda, then sat down and started staring at me.
"Mommy called earlier, maybe in a week they'll be back, Uncle Dalton will be there too." Beber Amanda, for the information she just obtained.
"Faster is better, perhaps with the gathering of all the Gerlard family quickly realized." Please Jason expectantly.
Two weeks into my recovery, all the family members left to take care of the abandoned work, leaving Amanda and Jason. Even Amanda is preparing for our wedding with the help of Jason, Felix, and his girlfriend.
Hope everyone, maybe I will realize that without waiting for me they prepare the details of the wedding every day. Put my luck, if I can be conscious before the appointed day. And I wish I could wake up early, I can't see Amanda's tears every day. And it might add up if I don't wake up until the wedding day comes.
"You think Jiji would like to not yes with the invitation design I choose?" Amanda put the invitation paper near Jason.
Jason took the invitation, took a few minutes and said, "You sure enough to put the wedding date here, I pray from the bottom of my heart that God will grant you everything Manda."
"I'm sure Jiji will wake up before that." Despite saying so, Amanda smiled bitterly.
"When are the suit fittings?" Jason asked, returning the invitation card to Amanda.
"Monday ahead." Amanda answered with tears.
"Hey, did my question invite your tears? I asked for your happy day, you should be enthusiastic about Manda." Jason's advice, suddenly grown up after I stayed in a coma for a few months.
"When that time I wasn't selfish, and lied to Jiji. Maybe it's not all like this Jas, maybe I can still feel his affection every day." Break Amanda's tears for the umpteenth time today.
"Is your stock of tears so abundant? Why cry everyday." Despite the ketus, Jason took Amanda in his arms, making me jealous.
"I'm a fool, no, I know I'm the cause of all this. Jiji's in a coma because I'm Jas." Groaning painful.
"You are stupid." Jason looked right in Amanda's eyes.
"I told you, don't turn yourself on. Gerlard is unlucky, if you keep going like this, I think it's hard for Gerlard to wake up. Pray, and love Gerlard as always, I think that's more than enough for the cure." Jason who now looks a little similar to Danda when giving advice.
"You know, no, I've tried hard. I'm falling over Jas, if you knew I wouldn't even want to continue the day without being by his side every second. I'm paralyzed Jas, half my soul was taken with Jiji. I have to how." Amanda's necklaces are studded with tears.
"I lived longer with Gerlard than you, I idolized Gerlard more than you, I made him his figure first as a person who even I was willing to change his life for him. You see, no, I'm still patiently waiting, and confident he can get through his critical period. I'm his sister, I know that for sure." Jason hugged Amanda tighter and tighter, as if he was self-advising.
"Am I too greedy to feel the worst of you?" Amanda took off Jason's hug.
"No, I think it's perfectly fine that you feel that way, considering you're number one on Gerlard's day right now. If you already know like that you should also be the strongest person, and the most eager waiting for Gerlard Manda recovery." Jason smiled, then hugged my lying body and whispered in my ear that I did not hear because it was too soft.
Heartache seeing my beloved blue should be staring all over my lying body. Take some of their life spirit away from them. God, don't you feel sorry for me. Or if not, please send to those who pray on behalf of this sinner.
Seven days to go by the deadline I have. Because next Monday Amanda has to fit our wedding dress. But I'm still lying down, and I don't know when I'm gonna wake up.
Walking footsteps led me around the hospital corridor, and ended up on the bench of this hospital park. Suddenly came an old man in a nursing shirt and an infusion pole he was carrying sitting on the same bench as me.
"You're too young to be frustrated and die, willing to exchange lives with me?" The grandfather seemed to be able to see my spirit and speak looking into my eyes, suddenly I was bounced from shock instead of clutter.
"I don't make conditions, just say yes and come to my grave once in a while." Grandpa's words made me rush to answer yes and smile widely.
Relieved at the heart with that simple sentence, although it might be able to exchange lives, happy to hear it too. I embrace the grandfather even though I cannot touch his skin, I know he feels my deep gratitude.
"Well, why go for a walk without asking for the company of the master?" A nurse suddenly came in the middle of our conversation.
"Why did I find me so quickly, I'm running away by the way." Said the grandfather with a horse's grin at the end of the word.
"Why run away again?" Ask the nurse who has now grown to two. Maybe they split up to find this grandpa.
"You keep forcing me to take drugs, you think by taking medicine all the members of my family who died could come back to life?" The old man suddenly got angry.
"If you don't want to take medicine, just tell me, I'll take a walk. Is not the walk alone very unpleasant." Tukas the nurse.
"You're a lot of good sense, where would I talk to you, surely you're mixing that medicine into my food and drink later." The grandfather began to stand up, and tried to escape from the two nurses.
"Not anymore, let's go back to the room together." Persuade male nurse.
"I can be alone, you swindlers quickly leave me." Although said in a soft word, in fact it cannot melt the heart of this one grandfather.
The great joy that I had just felt, now disappeared along with the departure of the grandfather. Yes, the grandfather was forced to be injected calmly because it continued to rebel. Dupus, I think he can really see me in spirit form. In fact, the grandfather is in a psychic disorder, which may be due to the abandonment of all his family.
The departure of the grandfather made me instantly moody. I decided to go back to the ward. Just before I took the elevator, I met my grandfather, who was in a wheelchair and was pushed by two nurses.
"It's a pity that this grandfather, his family, died simultaneously from poisoning and he's the only survivor." Nurse of the woman.
"Don't you think it's some kind of murder, where it might get poisoned in unison and only their servants survive other than the grandfather." Suspicious nurse guy.
"You watch too much drama, said the grandfather he survived by not drinking orange juice and only drinking water." Shall nurse woman.
"Means the poison is in the orange juice." Nurse male knot.
"Could it be, unfortunately there has been no conclusion from the investigation of their awkward death." Obviously a female nurse.
"You know where it is." Wonder nurse guy.
"Where ever you go, the news is on all tv channels." The female nurse.
I don't know why I feel sorry for Grandpa's life story. This sense of compassion that arises, is my second compassion after the first for Amanda. Does my heart soften because it is near the saccharat of death.
I followed the grandfather all the way to his ward. He was treated in a VVIP room, showing his high social status. It is unfortunate with the luxury of the facilities he has, no one lives with him.
Seeing the condition of the grandfather steadied my heart, if I realized later at least I will visit this ward and accompany him to chat occasionally.
"Sir, wait for me to visit you in full condition. Conditions where I can hug you that might be crumbling about your family. I promise, I'll definitely come back here again. Just be sure, that I'll make you happy, and I'll introduce you to all of my family who might be your family, too." I said near the grandfather's bed, before finally deciding to actually go to my own room.
Upon arrival in the room I was shocked by Amanda who was stuck through my body. I haven't had a chance to look at my ward, I immediately ran after Amanda.
"Sus, please patient room 302, she's having a seizure." Amanda cried while explaining my condition.
"Okay, please wait in the room." The nurse immediately contacted the doctor and brought medical equipment to my room with a run.
Like being struck by lightning it felt, when I saw my body convulsing and spewing out white liquid like pus. Plus when the doctor tried to restore my heart rate always failed, then added high-pressure electric shock to the return of my heart rhythm. But stop my heart as if it doesn't care about the work of this tool.
I cried out of fear, I was ready to die at any moment, but I wasn't ready to see Amanda wailing staring at my weakly drooping body.