
Someone will not be able to make everyone happy, so be happy enough to the people closest to you, then ignore the judgment of others about you. If in the past I still cared about covering myself in a group of schoolmates or neighbors, by minimizing my haughty nature, fortifying myself with a mask of good and intelligent men, he said, but it turns out the response from them is only to pretend. So I got sick of it all, and now I don't have to bother doing it because I'm lucky as bad as I am, this woman is willing to accept me.
"Ji, is it done yet to slaughter your enemies?" Ask Amanda who is now leaning her head on my right arm.
I was quite relaxed enjoying tea while looking at the view from the balcony, immediately choked to hear Amanda's question, which I admitted was true. But from whom he knew it.
"What do you mean?" Ask me back.
"You will leave the villa and end the war. Are you some kind of country savior?" Said, who was still at home leaning while his fingers played the buttons of my shirt.
"On the contrary, I think I'm a state criminal." How else, honestly better. After all Amanda has a mindset that is contrary to most humans in general.
"True also why I had to bother asking, yesterday did Felix already tell you that you won from whom, emmm that's what is his name I forgot?" Amanda whose intention is to tell a story but has minimal memory capital, so need help around for the continuation of the full story.
"Yamato." My answer is to call his memory.
"Well, yes Yamato. You should have brought me so I could scold him for killing my family. Why even go without saying goodbye and let Danda get hurt. Emm.... Did you beat him up to avenge me?" A hopeful look mingled in curiosity was staring at me seriously.
"No, I'm just lazy to extend the dealings with humans unfit for competitiveness like him." I answered just then.
"really? Good thing it's your own will, not mine." Hanging words.
"Why indeed?" I'm not sure what Amanda said just now.
"Because if you do it to avenge me for the deaths of papa and mama, it will be useless because I have no grudge against Yamato." Amanda said without burden, who was still at home playing whatever she could get from me, even now her finger started playing my nose.
"Don't lie little boy, in your eyes I saw the last hateful glow you heard Yamato's name mentioned by me. So be honest, there's no need to make out to everyone, just be honest with yourself." I may have misjudged Amanda if she wasn't vengeful.
"I am not vengeful. I'm sure karma exists anyway." He said pretty sure.
"What motivates you to live without the shadow of vengeance." I'm still in disbelief, how can there be no grudge with a man who took the life of his parents, except if who took the angel of death, that's another story.
"It's easy, because I'm not a weakling. So it's unlikely to hold a grudge." Amanda's words made me think more and find no clarity from the statement.
"Only the weak can have a grudge?" Amanda's mindset is weird, I told you it's not.
"Of course, because a strong person like me must have forgiven him. And smart people ignore it, don't they?" A knot smile ended her opinion, I realized that her beautiful face was followed by her beautiful mind.
"So in conclusion, the weak will take revenge, then the strong will forgive, then the smart people will ignore. Why do you have such a thought, isn't that too conservative?" I'm against Amanda's thoughts.
"Is that too stupid? Ah, that means I'll change my motivation. Good thing I just talked to you." Obviously Amanda, which is not making me clueless but dizzy whack for a moment.
"Amanda please say something easy to understand, it feels like my head can't digest your words this time." Giving up on thinking about it for myself, I left her questions alone.
"Yes, I just want to look strong. Actually I want to be said to be smart but it seems not very suitable, so I take a forgiving attitude to be fairly strong. Oh and the other one is just a motivational word from scientist Albert Einstein, it's natural you don't understand who speaks in a scientific class while you're just a criminal. So my advice is you don't have to think about those words." It is long at length.
I regretted admiring the way he thought, but I misjudged it. I as a human always meet a dead end when faced with Amanda. Like I didn't send him to school can be stupid, but giving him the confidence to learn doesn't guarantee making him smarter. I do not understand how he can apply the word motivation when in fact he himself does not understand the meaning contained in it. Hopefully if married later my children only inherit the face and affection, lest his narrow insights decline, can be crazy I made.
"Why keep quiet Ji, you didn't listen to me from the moment I spoke. Or are you trying to understand the motivational words just now?" Amanda was upset, marked that she started pinching and hitting my chest while mumbling.
"Why are you upset, I should be upset." I nudged a piece of Amanda's temples.
"Don't flinch, the basis of domestic violence." Look at him getting upset with lips that are starting to cone.
"Please underline, indeed who would want to marry a gorilla incarnate woman like you." I meant to joke.
"Yeah, you're a bitch." Amanda screamed right in my face.
Amanda left, didn't forget to give me a parting gift, pelt me with a pillow. Stare sharply for a moment, then throw your face and snort loudly. I saw him enter the room and slam the door very hard. And congratulations, I'm locked on the balcony.
"Well, shouldn't he be laughing. This is just a funny joke, or at least he returned my jokes, instead of getting angry and locking me on the balcony. Ah please, it's nighttime, and of course the temperature drops by a few degrees. Does he not think long, though a criminal but my skin and body are not numb, you woman." I nagged at not getting cold alone, oh come on I just got home from the hospital, yeah even if I'm not the one who's sick.
Before it froze against the cold of the night, I decided to ask Jason for a rock. Because of course Amanda could not want to open the door if in sulking mode.
"Hello Jas, can you get me a ladder and put it under my balcony?" Ask me after the ringtone sounds.
"You think I'm a circus troupe that's gonna perform, it's good to call me an attraction." My charge won't take.
"What is the ladder of the night like this." Jason with his many-toned nature that makes me sick.
"Not much to ask, just do it." My orders later.
"Just do it yourself, I'm not your errand boy." Jason is right .
"If you don't want to." I turned off the phone one-sidedly.
I tried knocking on the door and persuading Amanda to open the door, but it was definitely nothing. I finally decided to jump. Yeah, jump on Amanda's balcony, where I might jump down, because this isn't an action movie scene. I know where my skills are. Actually it could be the same I jumped straight down. But where would I be the months of daddy knowing Amanda sulking at me.
As I was about to make it to Amanda's balcony, just needing to put my right foot in, I was startled by a scream from under the balcony.
"Who's there!" Shouted someone from below.
Okay, should I answer. It was a shame to get caught by the servant himself was acting like a thief in his own villa. I positioned my body safely first, looked up at the waiter and said, "It's me."
"Ah, sorry my master sassy." The answer is still heard from here.
"What's wrong, continue your guard duty, just ignore me." My orders.
As soon as the waiter, I shifted Amanda's balcony door and thank God it wasn't locked. As I rushed to the door to get out of this room, I saw Amanda crying so hard under the blanket. For some reason seeing Amanda crying, my heart hurt. I ran to her, trying to calm her down.
"Hey... Sorry, I didn't mean to hurt your feelings. L'm.. I'm just kidding." There was no reply from him.
"Dear please don't be like this, open the blanket first, I want to see your face." Amanda opened the blanket, showing her puffy face.
"Sorry." I said while wiping away her tears.
"Hiks...Jiji..." His voice then hugged me tightly.
I felt his body tremble. Why am I so stupid, why did I forget that Amanda might be sensitive to family stuff. Why don't I think long of my words. My hand stroked her back gently, channeling my sorry feelings to her. Slowly her crying began to stop, leaving only her breath still stinging.
I let go of her embrace, grabbed her tiny face with both palms of mine. I've never felt this way about humans." Forgive me for jokingly wounding you, beating me, being angry with me, but please don't torture me with your tears."
"Why are your words like in a drama, is this a romantic scene?" I almost bit Amanda so worried. I was confused to describe my feelings, annoyed, annoyed, anxious, and funny combined.
"And rest assured I have forgiven you, everything has been breakeven since I locked you on the balcony. And, how did you get here." Ask Amanda who just realized if I managed to escape her trap.
"You're pretty chatty for a human who just finished crying." I shifted the topic so that he forgot his sense of regret to me.
"Really, is this one of my pent-up talents?" My mind was at war maybe Amanda would still be upset and not accept I switched the topic, but it was all in vain.
"And it looks like you're talented to be a comedian." I'm original.
"Wow, I didn't expect to hold many talents at once. You should be proud to know me before I became famous, and you motivated me to take part in the casting the day after." Please, whoever please stop this madness.
"Stop joking, and can you not cry anymore when I offend you." My love for Amanda, seeing her cry made me feel like I was sliced.
"Are I ever offended by your thug-like attitude?" Amanda asked the question, but from her crying attitude like this shows that she was offended by my words.
"Of course, the evidence is that you're crying that hard." My tudding with good reason.
"You.hahaha... I guess I should be honest." Amanda spoke while laughing cheerfully.
"Actually after I got annoyed with you, I locked the door and tried to pull the key child away for me to hide, but it seemed like he was rusty so it was very difficult to remove. It made my emotions increase I finally kicked the door with all my might, and you know now my legs are in pain because of my own actions. They were swollen, I was embarrassed to ask for help to be treated, finally I could only cry." Obviously what makes me sorry is already worrying too much.
"So, so you're not crying because you're offended by what I said?" I made sure again.
"Of course not, so confident are you." Ketus.
Okay, I can't comment on any of this. If you think this is embarrassing enough, but somehow it ends with the laughter of the two of us who filled the room.