The Mafia Love Journey

Worry to Much

Like being struck by lightning at night, my heart was hammering, my ears eagerly awaiting Jason's reply. How is it possible that out of the many humans I gave orders to protect Amanda, no one knows where she is. Really if you think it feels useless not to hire them and pay high but the performance is very bad.

"Try Jason's right talk, explain it in detail." I don't want to make the wrong decision if I don't know the details.

"Felix came here with Amanda's colleagues, then informed them that you asked her to take care of the group's work from her college. So they and Amanda went to work, but in the middle of the mission Felix called home asking if Amanda had gone home or not, then...."

"Can it be shorter, you're wasting too much time." I did ask Jason to explain in detail, but it doesn't need to be that way either.

"Huh, you this how was asked in detail. I've explained at your request you're even emotional, you're basically elusive." Jason's protest and I don't have to wait for Jason's information connection, I turn off the phone immediately.

I try to calm down so I can think clearly. Breathing well so that oxygen enters the brain and makes me not act wrong. I decided to call Felix for an explanation, instead of Jason's explanation being too obvious.

"Felix, what's wrong?" I got straight to the point.

"Amanda's missing the boss, no need to panic all the members are trying to find, you wait for the good news." Felix said steadily, trying to calm me down to avoid being sprayed by me.

"How come there are more people than Amanda and her friends, you lose track. If this isn't teledor anymore the name is." I am upset with my people, even though all this time their performance working in my shade is very qualified.

"Already if you keep asking me, when can I start looking, I hang up the phone first." Pinta Felix is a little brash.

"Five minutes of Felix I can tolerate finding them." I said before closing the connection.

I'm still in the middle of Dalton and Carmila, those who heard Amanda's disappearance start to flirt as if throwing questions and curiosity to be resolved.

"Amanda is missing, and is still in the process of searching." Obviously before the question came out of their mouths.

"Why did he go away without an escort?" Carmila was astonished, especially as I was the one who had sent the best guards and could still be cheated.

"Amanda's bodyguards are the best people I have and some of Daddy's." Even I was not escorted by reliable people like them.

"I think you should find Amanda with me Gerlard." Uncle Dalton with an unclear request amid the panic that was agonizing over me.

"If uncle's mood is precarious, why is there such a ridiculous request that it's hard to accept." I who out of nowhere have the power to resist Dalton's request plus the spices say it silly.

"Wow.wow.. Look at you too much, young man. How dare you say dirty like that to me." Uncle who really has high blood pressure is very easily ignited emotions.

"I'm sorry uncle, but I obviously can't think clearly when it comes to Amanda, be a little kind to me this time." Amidst the panic that whack fortunately I can still issue an apology.

"Dear, look, Gerlard is afraid not to add to his burden." Carmila is indeed an angel drip with all her good behavior, even if only occasionally.

"Honey, this is just a matter of missing girls and I'm sure this girl must not have left Denmark. After all, almost half of Denmark is under our business, so why burden yourself with worry. Doesn't worry belong only to people with low self-confidence."

"Let's see, I just need some reassurance about Amanda's whereabouts as soon as possible." Dalton's powerful spell was unable to break down the worry that was fused with my current blood flow.

"Quick call Felix back, I think it's been over the promised five minutes." Dalton reminded me, and then began to be busy replying to messages with no one.

Without saying much I immediately pressed the Felix number listed in the call history. I know I'm a little overdone, but I can't deny that worry grows with each second as if I'm racing against time.

"Felix, how's it going?" In a stable condition, I'm gonna curse Felix for being late on his promise.

"Felix, why be appointed just let Jiji with his busyness." That's Amanda's voice, like she's with Felix.

The phone was forcibly switched off from Felix's cell phone, and I believe the culprit was the owner of the voice I just heard. I'm grateful Amanda is with Felix. But I don't accept it because their existence is still unclear. From the short phone call I heard the sound of music that was so loud indicating they were in the club. And I didn't hear wrong it looks like they were partying there.

"How did Ge go, why did he end the phone call so soon, was Amanda found?" Carmila was worried about the contents of the phone.

"It looks like I need to get home soon, I can't even answer aunt's questions just now." I stood up spontaneously, and began to contact the family-owned private airline.

"Sit back, I don't like your childish nature like this Gerlard." Dalton said with emphasis in every word.

"I can't uncle, Amanda was with Felix. But Felix dares to be insolent with me, I'm afraid they're under the influence of alcohol considering now they're in a nightclub." I'm afraid Amanda docked them with the illegal goods.

"Gerlard whether falling in love makes your nerves freeze, so that it becomes very stupid. You don't just have Felix to get concrete information about the existence and truth of the matter there." Dalton persuaded me to act accordingly.

"No, no, uncle. I have to make sure with my own eyes." The decision is final.

"And leave all the burdens of your work to me?" He accused uncle, even though I had not negotiated.

"I'll be back here when the business is over." Unknowingly, I promised.

"No, I disagree. If you keep choosing to go back right now then I won't stay silent, maybe I can just turn a blind eye and kill Amanda." Uncle said without looking at me that love died to him.

"Don't uncle understand me, I'm dying without news of him. Please just this time uncle, I've never even been absent from my duties before, can you give me some leeway." It would be crazy if I got stuck here without knowing the certainty that happened there.

"You think, if five minutes ago Felix told Amanda she was safe with him, would you keep coming back? No no, anyway if according to your story Amanda is a pure girl with no personal record of bad behavior I'm sure she can choose what's right to do by herself even in a nightclub." Dalton's words are true.

"But I..."

"But what Gerlard is, you just don't believe in your woman. Congratulations then with that feeling forever your relationship will not go well. The key to success in a love relationship is trust itself, if you don't have it then it's over." Dalton's advice with spices of his life experience.

I held back the anger by biting the inner left cheek. I should have accepted all of Dalton's advice, and in fact my heart was betrayed. Even had crossed to escape from here with all the risks ahead. Love is blind, but it must be blind which way is right and not like this. Or maybe I'm too lay in loving.