The Lust of the God

Chapter 11

A few minutes later Nana was pensive while thinking about Tania's words, she began to feel soreness in both legs. Then Nana looked for a chair and she saw an empty seat in front of the bartender.

"Welcome!" the bartender smiled kindly at him. "What do you want to drink?".

Nana then looks at the list of drinks and also the price listed there.

"I want alcohol, please give me 1 glass".

"Alright" the bartender immediately made it and Nana again cool to think about Tania's words that until now he had not been able to find the right answer. After that Nana saw the man who was in front of her, with a smile expanding Nana tried to be familiar to her.

"Excuse me! May I ask you?".

The bartender nodded giving Nana a glass of alcohol in front of him. "Please".

"thank you. Do you know this guy?" Nana showed the phone screen back to the man. "You know him?" But the bartender did not show a look of surprise or anything else, his face looked ordinary. "You just shut up? Do you know him or not?".

"No! I don't know him" the man replied smiling.

"really? Are you sure you really don't know him? Or you... Hhmmsss, fine if you don't know him. Thank you for answering my question".

Nana snatched the glass of alcohol given by the man, then drank it while looking back and forth still hoping that he would see the God dancing down there. But he could not find it and it made Nana feel sorry for herself as much as God's importance to her to the point that she came to a place like this.

Nana again gulped down the alcohol until the glass was empty. Then asked the man again and drank it until the glass was completely empty and he started to feel dizzy but he asked the bartender again.

"It's now 12pm, and I'm even here enjoying this alcohol hahahhaha.. Foolish" Nana looked at the bartender while showing her wailing teeth with a small laugh. "You know why I'm here? It was all because of him and because he was the love I had buried deep down, finally resurfaced. But look what God did to me? She's instead... She's instead.. Akh, I don't know what to say! I don't know if he likes me or not. This all confused me".

Nana showed a sad facial expression, "Please give the alcohol back to me. Tonight I want to get drunk and forget everything until I really can't remember it anymore hahahaha".

Without rejecting Nana's request, the man continued to pour the alcohol in his glass to the brim.

"Thank you! Thank you for understanding my current feelings" with one more gulp Nama spent the alcohol in her glass. And now he has started to feel more dizzy, but he feels delicious, a pleasure that is second to none.

"Oh yeah, can I ask you again?" Nana raised her face with flushed cheeks and hoped that the man would answer her question.

"Please!" answer the bartender.

"You have a lover?".

The man was silent.

"Or are you married? A fiancee? Or the other one".

Again the man was silent.

"What's wrong? Why don't you answer me? Is my question unclear or... Or the.. Akh" Nana touched his head. "My head felt so dizzy" and then I saw the man coming back. "Sorry, my head suddenly feels dizzy. But don't worry, I'm fine. Now answer my question, why are you so quiet?".

"God! Is he angry with me? If he's angry with me I should apologize to him and not sit like this. Ck, but he should have told me too so I wouldn't go overboard".

He then tried to get up to stand up to chase the bartender, but the dizziness he felt at this time made him unable to move from there and even made him fall from the chair. Then Nana laughed mockingly at herself like an insane person.

"I've gone crazy, I've really gone crazy hahahaha.. Look what I'm doing right now hahahaha. Silly, but this is all because of God as well, he who has made me like this" without him noticing, he shed tears. "And now I don't know where he is? I don't know what he's doing? Is he with another woman or.. Aaarrrkkhh hiks.. I finally felt this again after a few years I locked my feelings.. Hicks...".

And the bartender came back, and he saw Nana lying on the floor with tears streaming down her cheeks.

"What are you doing here?".

Nana immediately saw him with a thin smile, then wiped her tears while asking for help from the bartender so that he could stand sitting on the chair again.

"Thank you!" Nana smiled back. "Where did you end up? Are you offended by my question? If you're offended, I'm sorry and I didn't mean to hurt you like that".

"No, I'm not angry or offended about the lady's question".

"really? But why did you just leave without a word. I'm gonna feel bad".

The bartender was silent, he seemed to be serving Nana who had no end to talk to him which made him bored.

"Hhhmc... You are silent again. All right, then I'll shut up because it's clear from your face and thanks for drinking it" Nana pulled out a few pieces of red money. "This is to pay for it, I have to go home soon".

Seeing Nana leaving just like that, the bartender just kept silent while smiling thinly accepting the money Nana gave him, until the back was no longer visible.

"Who are you looking at?" Tania suddenly appeared behind the bartender making her slightly surprised to turn her body towards Tania. "Who are you looking at?".

"No, I didn't see anybody".

"really?".

"mmm".

"But it's impossible that the direction of your eyes would always be there if not...

"What's wrong? I'm busy, don't you have another job? Please don't bother me".

Hearing that, Tania was made a little offended. "What's? You kicked me out?".

"No, I just don't want to be disturbed. Sorry".

Unwilling to repay her again, Tania resentfully left her in a fit of frustration.