
"Oh yeah, did you guys get any news about Hadden?"
"No, Mister. Lastly, we only got word that Hadden went overseas. But where is the country headed? We can't track him."
"Damn! Was he involved in this incident too? What don't-don't ... Is it not she who kidnapped Cecilia?" I clenched my hands as if preparing to deliver blows to Hadden's face.
"That's what we're thinking, sir. But what about Peter, sir? What's the plan to attack him we turned into attacking Hadden?"
"No, it's pretty complicated. Send spy Mansion Peter. But, choose a spy who is really an expert, lest Peter find out" I said.
"Good, Sir."
***
"This is the file, sir."
"What else are you waiting for, go!" Blow me off to Secretary Clara.
"Sir, there are a lot of financial problems going on. You'd better focus on the company, you've had too much to drink" said Secretary Clara, looking very frightened. However, as a secretary, he had to do his duty.
"Go!" My jerk surprised him, I took another sip of wine straight from the bottle.
"But, Sir. With this Master, the matter will not be resolved. Miss Cecilia will not be found and Peter will return to take PT. The Great Ocean."
Pyaarrr!
I threw a wine bottle right past Secretary Clara's head, broken glass scraping my secretary's leg.
"Is that just an effort, sir? If it's just that, sir doesn't deserve Miss Cecilia," he said, then walked out of my room without listening to my screams calling out to him.
At that very moment, I threw all the important files on the table, including computers and so many bottles of wine.
I staggered, my feet stepping on some shards of shard. The pain I didn't feel, because losing Cecilia hurt more than the shard.
I don't blame Secretary Clara for being right. I should have fought over to get Cecilia who now knows where. I should not just give up. It's true what Secretary Clara said, from the beginning, I was indeed inappropriate for Cecilia.
Losing Cecilia made me slumped, completely slumped and resigned. I lost Cecilia forever. Although I accepted and lost her. But I still can't forget it. Torturing and punishing myself, was the way for me to penetrate all the sins of my evil deeds to him.
Before it was destroyed like this, I had accepted so much defeat against Peter. That old Bangka, is no match for me. He's got the greatest gangster, fighting me is like flicking his finger.
Several times I attacked him, and several times I almost lost my life. Not to mention my bodyguard who is now thinning from being killed against Peter. Not only that, PT. The Greater Ocean is getting more and more losses, stock prices are weakening. PT. The Ocean is almost nearing bankruptcy.
I was astonished, astonished that Peter remained strong without PT. The Great Ocean, I don't know what makes it strong? I don't know. Many of my men have died because they did not manage to find the mystery about Peter. He's still mysterious.
Hadden. Where is that guy now? My little heart always says that Cecilia went with Hadden. He'd rather have Hadden than me. Of course, Hadden was so gentle and kind to him. But me, I kept torturing him. Perhaps, the two of them had lived happily together with my Son.
To this day, I keep trying to accept the truth. The fact that Cecilia would be happier with Hadden than with me. That fact was too much, so I would rather punish myself than fix myself.
I dropped my body on the couch. Then stick out your hands, close your eyes, pull out some shards of the embedded shard. Yes, but it hurts my heart much more. Let me be a weak and stupid man for now. Feeling so tired and sleepy, I fell asleep unconsciously. As soon as I fell asleep, I felt a shadow of someone entering the room.
"Cecilia!"