
"Happy?" I didn't answer him, I looked into his eyes. I want to hate this rude man. But, why is it that every time I look at him, I cannot deceive my own heart. Should I go from him? Yes, it's possible that this feeling could go away if I don't see his face anymore.
Jackson got out of my body, I shuffled and grabbed the blanket and covered my innocent body. Jackson got off the bed, then picked up his belt on the floor and walked into the living room. He hasn't worn his pants that are still hanging there. Jackson lit a cigarette.
I didn't say a word and went straight into the bathroom to clean myself up weakly.
During the struggle, Jackson was so rough that he left wounds and reddish colors and purplish all over my body that he explored.
I walked slowly while holding on to the wall of the room. It was very difficult for me to step up, because the pain would appear every time I stepped up. Full of struggle I finally managed to arrive in the bathroom.
I turned on the hot water faucet and regular water at the same time. I sat on the closet waiting for the buthub to fill up. There I sobbed slowly, very slowly because I didn't want Jackson to hear it. Before long, I felt warm water touching my toes. I saw the water in the bathtub was overflowing. I walked slowly, then turned off the faucet.
I filled a bottle of liquid soap into the buthub, so that the bushes were abundant because most. After that I went straight into the buthub and started soaking. The pain earlier, slightly reduced after soaking. Even so, my mind is still glaring far away, I want to get away from Jackson, but how. I don't want to accept Zea's offer, I'm really tired of this mission. I want to end it soon, but I don't want to be tied to Zea, Hadden, Andreas, and Jackson. I gotta go.
Should I end my life. But ... But I'm afraid, what if I go to hell? Wouldn't it be better to live in this cruel world.
What should I do now, how can I escape from the bondage of this steel rope. I have to go, go far away, where no one can find me.
"Jackson, I love you, but I can't live with you, hiks .. hiks ...." I shed all my tears while soaking in the buthub. For a long time I soaked to make my fingers become wrinkled, even my face and lips are so pale.
Because of the cold, I immediately stopped bathing. With a towel coiled around my body, I immediately came out of the bathroom. I walked over to the closet, picked up my sleeping pajamas, and then immediately put them on my body. Such a dry drip forced me to go to the kitchen to get a drink.
As soon as I got out I passed Jackson who was still not gone, the whole room was filled with thick cigarette smoke.
After taking the drinking water, I sat on the sofa in front of Jackson, because he asked me to accompany him there.
Jackson said: “There are some men who can't be touched.”
Right now I'm like a fallen flower, “ I have absolutely nothing to do with Hadden.”
“Still sick?” I just kept quiet and didn't answer, how it might not hurt, did he forget how rude he was to me.
"Master what do you want?" I was panicking when Jackson came back to me.
"Don't move! I'm not going to do it anymore" Jackson replied to calm me down.
"Open your clothes,"
"Sir, please don't, I'm still sick" I said weakly.
I just kept quiet and let Jackson apply the ointment all over my body which had reddish marks as well as purplishness.
"There, do you need my help?"
"No, that's enough, sir. Just let me be alone there." I replied quickly, then immediately snatched the ointment from Jeckson's hands.
The next day, I didn't go to the office, didn't ask for time off or call Jackson. A few days later I met a new client at the cafe, this client was a good friend of Erika, his client. I came late and apologized to that new client, “Mrs Tina, sorry I was late.”
"It's okay Miss Cecilia. I didn't wait long either" he replied kindly.
Because of Jackson, I've become famous all over the city and can't accept local requests. While Mrs Tina is an out-of-town client and her husband, Erwin is the Technician director of a large company there.
I had planned well that I would save up for myself and go abroad to avoid Jackson.
"So, how can I help you, Mrs Tina?"
“I just want a house to shelter after divorce later.” Reply Madam Tina firmly.
"Is that all?"
"Yes, I just want to get away from that bastard. But, I don't have the money to pay DP for Miss Cecil." Speak weakly.
"It's okay, Madam. Relax, trust me all. Madam Tina could pay me voluntarily," I replied making her smile happily.
"Thank you very much, Miss Cecil, thank you" he said sincerely.
"Together, Mrs Tina." I received a request from Mrs Tina without having to pay DP, and the payment was voluntary once the business was over.
I want to act fast. That same afternoon I went out of town and went to the hotel Fulerton and arrived there at night. I headed to the restaurant after opening the hotel room and found Erwin's presence in the seafood area inside the restaurant.
Erwin and I were bounded by a glass board. I polished the sexy red lipstick and put my bra strap on my shoulder.
Erwin received a call, then walked towards the elevator. Right now I twisted and purposely stumbled forward.
“Aduh..”.