
After returning to the Spring Mansion, I went straight into the bathroom to clean myself up. Once I finished bathing and getting dressed, I lay on the bed eating a large cup of ice cream that I had asked the maid to deliver.
Thinking about Zea's pregnancy, will everything improve? Well if Zea's conceived is Andreas' son, because if that's true, then Jackson will free Andreas. And Peter won't be counting on Jackson anymore.
But, if that Zea was Jackson's son, what would happen? You crazy Jackson! I'm pretty sure that Zea's biological son is hers. Just like what happened to me, Jackson could touch me when he didn't love me. Similarly to Zea, she did not love Zea but she still touched her.
Zea's fate is very lucky because she is still Jackson's legitimate wife. There's no doubt that she's pregnant, and I don't know what kind of misfortune would happen if I were actually carrying Jackson's child.
If true, then I will remain a mistress forever. And the child I bear will be taken by Jackson. My son will be cared for and acknowledged by Zea, my son will never know who his real mother is, my son will suffer from being cared for by stepmothers and fathers who do not love him.
No, I don't want my son to suffer. God, please don't make me pregnant. I beg God, do not present an innocent person in this dark circle of my life. Enough of me to suffer, do not present an innocent child who will also suffer.
Kriet's!
The sound of the door someone opened, I immediately lay down and enveloped my body quickly.
Jackson came home and went into the room, I could feel his movements and his footsteps. I pretended to be asleep.
"You can go" Jackson drove to a maid who helped bring him a bag of tea.
"Good, Sir."
"Wait," intercept Jackson.
"What did Cecilia do today?" Jackson asked while looking, I can feel amused in my face when looked at by someone.
"Miss just went out for a little while with her friend, sir. But, the bodyguards are still coming to take care of Miss," the maid replied kindly.
"You may go," kicked Jackson again, and the maid went out of the room.
The POV Jackson
I feel so relieved to be back at this Mansion and to see Cecilia, the only woman I love in this world. Yes, I do love her, otherwise, why would I keep her with me to stay with me always.
Zea wants to get rid of me because she loves Andreas. While Andreas wants to get rid of me because he wants to control the entire Liandra family treasure. And Peter also wanted to get rid of me because I knew all the big secrets.
The three crafty men have always loved me with all their cunning plans. There are many dangers that beseech me, making me have to hold back all my race to Cecil. I don't want the three Devils to know that I love Cecilia. If that happens, then Cecilia will be their target to take me down.
Damn, I made a big mistake in getting Cecilia pregnant. I have to make sure that Cecilia is safe from the danger that Peter will do. Pretending not to care is a powerful way to trick the enemy. However, it seems that it will no longer work, because the three demons already know that I love Cecilia very much.
And that means, I have to take care of Cecilia even if by limiting her to roam out there, or it could be called I have to lock her up to stay safe.
Especially now that Andrew has been released from prison. I was forced to get Andreas out of prison at Peter's request. Now Zea is pregnant with Andrew's child.
Now, I take off the suit and button up the shirt. I turned my back to Cecilia who was sleeping. No, she didn't sleep at all, I accidentally saw her reflection on the glass of the closet. His sad face looked at me. No Cecilia always teases me, now, she wants to get away from me.
He wants me to let go, he wants to be free of my restraints. I realized and I knew very well that he was suffering with me. But, I was too selfish to let go let alone let go far away from me.
Hang on Cecilia, I beg you to hold on for a little while. Hold on until all the problems I have to solve are solved. When everything has returned as someone wishes, when my promise to someone has been fulfilled. And so, that's when I'll take you, embrace you, and make you the happiest woman in the world.
To achieve it, there may be many difficulties that we will pass. For that, I beg you to hold on Cecilia.
Not wanting to stare at that sad face for too long, I went straight into the bathroom to clean myself up.
I couldn't help but smile when I saw Cecilia staring at my moving shadow behind the mosaic-covered bathroom door. When I finished bathing and getting dressed, I sat down on the side of the bed.
"Where are you today?" I asked because I caught him looking at me while putting on his pajamas.
"Today I met 2 of Zea's friends," he replied in a short tone. I know Zea's two friends must have been gossiping about her.
I narrowed my eyes when I heard the sound of her stuffing being held back. He woke up with tears that had flooded both of his cheeks.
“I won't suffer if you let me go!"