The Love that is Torn

Chapter 5 pretending not to know

I still mute at the door with curiosity in my heart

I better just go in .But I'm afraid I might interfere with Danar's work .

Maybe this is very important so as late as this Danar mas is still in his study

When my feet would step my ears caught Danar's talk on the phone .

Give me some time Hani. There's no way I'm divorcing her right now.

I promise you before your womb grows, though,

I made sure I got divorced with her.

I flinched.as if struck by lightning in broad daylight, Danar's words with someone on the phone surprised me.

I still can't believe it, I covered my mouth with both hands,

to not make a sound

my tears flowed by themselves

without being able to hold it.

I decided to go back to the room.

In the room, I was just quietly glued to sit on the bed . My tears can't stop like rain spilling on the earth.

What should I do now

my cry in my heart, it's like being scratched by a dagger.

Give me some time Hani.

Danar's words revolved back in my mind

Before your womb grows up I make sure to divorce her.

khi.khi ..khi . my crying voice can't be contained anymore. "I'm sad.."

Tok..tok.tok , the sound of the door being knocked from the outside makes my eyes closed perfectly

Oh, my God, again I fell asleep.

I saw the wall clock showing seven in the morning

There's no time for me to mourn last night. Mas Danar is not in the room may still be in his study or even has left for the office.

Immediately I open the door , mang Udin greeted me to him

Sorry Non .what today neng Zahra is not school?

Mang school .Wait in front of me to get ready first.

Non klo, excuse me

I'll go to Zahra's room .I saw that Zahra had woken up, and she greeted me with a bright smile showing her neatly arranged rows of teeth.

"Mama".yelling Zahra to me

I hug and I kiss her on the forehead.

Sorry .mama bad luck while talking both my hands .

Let's take a shower ! mang Udin was waiting in front

I carried Zahra's body to the bathroom

located at the end of his room. I wear her school uniform, I comb her hair neatly, this time I let her hair down

After I sit Zahra's body on the dining table chair, I make a glass of warm milk Zahra immediately drink it to the toilet

After breakfast I take Zahra to the yard

I saw that Mang Udin was getting ready to open the car door for Zahra.

Mang Udin heart yes do not speed with his bring

"Aashiap non love". I laughed at her answer . Mang Udin is so his man.

"Huh.." I breathed out violently thank goodness I was still able to laugh

After the car driven by Mang Udin drove . I went back inside the house. I have decided what steps I will take .For Zahra and my parents.

I will not let my house be destroyed

I'm gonna pretend I don't know until I find a way to separate my husband from that woman

Like the days usually struggling with endless homework

I stepped into the room

intending to clean it up.

My eyes were fixed on a body lying on the bed

I stared intently at the body from a distance

mas Danar, my inner.

I thought Danar had left for work because I didn't see Danar's car in the garage.

I approached to make sure

suddenly someone pulled my waist

I could not help but fall and fall on his body

mas Danar's..! my screams were surprised I hit his field softly

Mas Danar looked at my face, his longing gaze made me understand what he meant

Immediately I release the decapitation . Not that I refused but Danar's word on the phone with the woman, kept ringing in my ears .

Like I need time for that.

Whyyyy.? you don't miss me

Ask Danar to me

Not so, mas. .But I'm coming months .

Forgive me for this time I have to lie to you, my mind.

I wasn't ready, I wasn't really ready

mas Danar pulled my body closer again until the tip of our noses clashed with each other. I had trouble letting go of my body because both hands of Danar grabbed me tightly

Without a direct Danar confirmation ******my lips

Akuu..

Usually every touch that Danar gave me made me forget myself. But this time it felt bland .I don't feel anything

Without me noticing there was clear water flowing in both corners of my eyes. Soon I wipe it with both my hands

I don't want Danar to see her and be suspicious of me

Still with his lust, Danar kissed my face right next to my ear, Danar whispered. " Mas kangen equals you, " while biting my little earlobe .

I am tickled at him

If only you hadn't betrayed me

maybe I am the luckiest woman in the world.

My body is writhing

Mas.". You didn't go to work ? while I was trying to escape from my husband's body.

mas Danar woke up and let go of his embrace .

huh... finally .lega it feels when mas Danar moved his body sitting leaning on the bed.

I saw his eyes like there was some concern there

no ! today I want to be home

I'm tired Love, I want to rest while smiling looking at me

OH..! alright then I stay behind first yes mas .I'll eat your favorite food, make lunch later, I'll take a quick look at the top of his head before I pass

When my feet were almost near the door of the room, I turned my head for a moment.

Mas ..tadi koq I didn't see your car outside?

OH. That was me going out for a moment replied Danar briefly. I also resumed my original intentions.

In the room . Danar pensively her hands grabbed her hair .

He was confused as to how on the other side

she still heavily releases Love but on the other hand there is a woman who almost a year of this secret relationship with her is pregnant with her seeds.

Her memories lead to last night's events

the flashback

Arriving at home . After I laid Zahra on her bed

I also want to go to my room immediately . My body feels tired .After returning from out of town, I did not have time to rest.

But when I'm gonna step in

I remember there was a proposal I brought and I haven't had a chance to check it .

I passed from my room to my office

Because I'm too focused I don't realize it's late at night

Tring. the sound of an incoming message on my mobile phone .

I open it and I read, "honey call, 'baby ,

I miss it" .

I ignored her message because

I'm already sleepy

Tring..beep once again . "Darling.call 'if I don't call "

Immediately I dialed the number on my phone,

I don't want Hani to call me

I'm afraid Love will know.Either what I will say to Love later

Tut's..Tut. not long ago Hani also picked up his phone

We spoke at length like a man in a drunken romance, until the sleepiness of the curse disappeared until it was almost dawn.

Honey I want chicken porridge, you can anterin here .I was silent for a moment

Okay answer me, you wait, I'll hang up

Before I leave, I open the door first .I see Love lying soundly in her contest .I smiled faintly and then closed the door again.

flashback off

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