The Love that is Torn

The Love that is Torn
Chapter 4 the arrival of the Danar



I shouldn't have suspected him


my husband's father is tired of work but I don't trust him


I was hitting my head slowly


Consciously..Consciously..Consciously..Love's.


The scorching sun is getting higher giving its bright rays to the earth


I saw that Zahra was asleep drowning her face on the study table


I smiled as I looked at her face .. Like he was tired, maybe he was playing too much


Zahra is very active she is just like her papa.


From school, Zahra was very happy to know her papa was at the airport


He could not wait to meet Danar


Even she refused when I told her to take a nap break, she said she did not want her papa to come home to see her asleep .ha.ha.ha.


funny once my son.


I lifted his little body and lay it on the bed, I gently stroked his hair I gave a brief kiss on his cheek.


After making sure Zahra slept, I intend to go to the kitchen to continue the cooking that I had just stayed for a while to see Zahra.


I want to cook Danar's favorite food


Because Mang Udin is now heading to Soekarno Hatta airport to pick up Danar mas


mang Udin tau mas Danar most do not like to wait


So he was already at the airport.


When I'm going to move. Zahra clasped my hands stopping my feet from stepping, forcing me to lie next to her so she would fall back asleep


I gasped at the noise in front of my room


I saw that Zahra was no longer in the room


That feeling wasn't Zahra sleeping in my mind.


Gosh darn. I fell asleep where Zahra . I got out of bed and ran to open the door


my footsteps stopped in the family room


I saw Zahra playing and joking around with Danar.


I closed my mouth with both hands


god, it seems Danar is home


"Mama."..yelling Zahra called me and ran towards me, "Papa came home ma "I just returned with a smile.


I held her small hand and led her to meet Danar mas, who was staring at me earlier


Sorry I didn't welcome you home


Last time I nemenin Zahra sleep eh even I overslept , said I was embarrassed


No matter what koq, mas knows you are tired while hugging and kissing my forehead


Must not have eaten yet? I'm gonna go for a minute


No need. mas Danar pulled my body that would pass . We've been eating out a long time since we've been out, right Zahra?


Asik.sudah we have eaten the road yes pa


I saw Zahra's smile expanding


like her, she's very happy


mas to the room first yes change clothes out that we walk .I nodded with a smile


We also spend time with fun, eating, walking and playing in the park in the middle of the city .Zahra enjoyed it so much, a faint smile was painted on the corner of my lips I wish I could always see a laugh on Zahra's face


After playing, we decided to go home . With caution mas Danar drove his car .karna day was already dark somehow had spent time outside


I am glad to see her she is so adorable


mas Danar clasped my fingers


Sorry, yes, he told me


I frowned at me. Sorry why?


mas Danar glanced at me a glance


I saw him take a deep breath and exhale. Not only do you feel guilty because you both often leave.


I looked at Danar's face and he averted his eyes .I knew something was hidden by Danar


I force my lips to smile


Let me find out later what the problem is with Mas Danar


I don't know why I feel like Danar's homecoming this time feels different


All this time I just realized it . There's something strange about Danar's mas late. He was kind of clumsy when we were talking


Not infrequently he likes to shift his gaze what if he accidentally meets the eye with me


Not felt the car driven by Danar mas was parked neatly in the front yard of the house.


The house that was occupied by Danar mas from before marriage with me . iyah.this is the house of the parents of Danar mas., precisely this is a heritage house .Because mas Danar his one-on-one son is also the same as me, so all the relics of his parents. mas Danar who inherited .


Arriving inside the Danar mas house put Zahra to sleep in his room


I rushed into our room next to Zahra's


Immediately I step foot into the bathroom .


Clean, change clothes and then I immediately lay down on a soft mattress


ahh.lt's so tired I'm so tired.


My eyes cannot compromise


just closed


Where's my wedding ring ? I put it on the dresser. Why there isn't


kang. mas Danar can be angry if he knows.


As my eyes swept towards the floor I saw my wedding ring already split in two


I gasp ..


I looked at my left hand. Still coiled with my sweet wedding ring with Danar mas


Oh, my God, this is a dream


I saw the clock already showing at half-twelve p.m


Where mas Danar, I lyrics empty space next to me. The bed sheet still looks neat .Hasn't Danar dari mas Danar realized earlier had not entered the room did Danar mas not-don't fall asleep in Zahra's room


I put my feet out of the room.


I walked with a body that was still a little shaky while my hands rubbed into two eyes to open perfectly .


I'm just gonna hold Zahra's bedroom door handle.


There was a sound of mas Danar's voice was talking like his direction his voice came from the middle room . The Danar mas workspace where Danar likes to spend some of his time in the room if he is at home.


I walked closer to the door that was not closed perfectly


there is still a small gap I can use to see Danar mas from the outside


I wonder who Danar's talking to this late .


what might be Mang Udin . I was standing right behind the door of Danar's study room listening to her talk


Like his mas Danar was talking on the phone .But who's on the phone at midnight like this


I'm more curious.it's impossible that Danar called his coworkers this late, there's no time tomorrow.