The Love that is Torn

CHAPTER 3 suspicion

kring.kring..kring.

it indicates it is five o'clock at dawn

it's time I woke up from my sleep

as usual do the routine of housewives every day

because now Danar mas outside the city so my busyness a little reduced

I didn't hire someone to help me at home

so everything is me doing it alone

because I always wanted to take care of all the needs of my husband and children without anyone's help

let this be a form of my devotion as a wife and mother to my children

honestly like there is a satisfaction when we do it with adlas

here mas Danar only hires Udin mang to take Zahra to school and take me out of the house if there is an urgent need it in because I can not drive

vehicle, either car or motorcycle

mas Danar forbid me if everywhere should use a taxi .maybe according to Danar mas more comfortable and safe if using a private driver

so he's not worried about working

what else is it when it's out of town like now

long ago when my mom and dad were alive they always forbade me to learn to drive any vehicle.

yeah that's it. I'm the only child

but I understand maybe my mom and dad are afraid of what's happening to me

what else I heard, to have momongan mama and papa I have to go back and forth to the doctor, that's the reason

they have too much fear in my opinion

and finally I myself also difficult now, where should there be a nganterin .

fortunately I have a husband who can be said quite dirty otherwise I also bother.

someday, I will let Zahra learn what she likes

as long as it's the best of course

because not everyone has a beautiful destiny, I hope that someday Zahra can get a life partner like Danar who is not much demanding.

although I always pray that Zahra's life is much happier than my life right now

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finally. . My work is done as well . Zahra has also left school even though accompanied by a little drama ..

had to seduce him with a thousand reasons until finally he wanted to also go to school

the man who was delivered by the faithful Udin man waited at school until Zahra came home

mang Udin was very good so there was no reason for me to doubt him by chance he also stayed in my house because his family settled in the village

because Zahra is still a kind of kindergarten so it needs more supervision

and I can't wait for it

only occasionally if again free I had time to go to Zahra school

understandably I procreate aka unemployment many events, huch.ku exhale I rough, I think so the housewife is heavy also with a myriad of jobs that are not endless.

there is always something to do

I salute my mother in addition to being a housewife she can also still take care of her beauty salon business .who inevitably now is closed because no one continues

ach .i'm sad to remember that...

but if we are grateful and iklas then we will enjoy it especially this is my desire long before marriage with mas Danar.

mas Danar..oh yes I just remember not when today was supposed to be mas Danar home but why from yesterday he did not call me if he was busy until he forgot to call his wife.

with slight footsteps ran towards my room

the distance between the kitchen and room space is quite far even though only one floor but this house is quite large as well

I open the door of the room. I lyrics the clock attached to the wall of the room shows it has been nine past ten minutes

soon Zahra will be home to my mind

I took my phone on my dresser and pressed the number that said my husband

why didn't Danar pick up my phone

I repeat once more

tut..Tut's...

hello ...love.I'm sorry I didn't hear your call..

you why mas koq sound his breath like he just went up the mountain

oh.ini ..i ..just run up the stairs

yes ran up the stairs earlier . his life is there is an improvement .

somehow his answer seemed to be made up - there from his tone spoke like something was hidden.

dear buruan dong ....

there was clearly the sound of teasing a woman from there

I was stunned if I might have heard wrong

I should ask ya

but what if Danar gets angry

um.mas.I spoke carefully so as not to be impressed I suspected him

there was a woman there, I heard her voice

where there are women here .you ngaco.aja it was the sound of television nih just matainin .

I asked him to make sure

really, the time yes I lied.have you not believed the same mas.hah.ucap mas Danar while riding intonation.

I gasp as soon as I say my word

I don't want to impress you with being so possessive

no koq mas I believe

I'm just worried about you, koq ga nelp . not her today should be mas Danar home huh

Zahra already nanyain you continue to mas said me to mas Danar

I'll be packing in a minute

yes, I will be later on

at the airport, call again

be kind and hearty on the path of love u mas

haem.saut mas Danar.

wonder from the past until now mas Danar tuh no romantic

koq people are like dry kanebo, very stiff

I murmured in my heart .

while closing my phone

at least after hearing the sound of Danar mas my sense of kangen is slightly reduced

although still ringing in my ears the voice of the woman was not the sound of television but did Danar lie to me

and that Danar breath that sounded irregular ...

maybe he cheated..

oh my god.no .what I think

huch.

where maybe mas Danar betrayed me was not all this time our relationship is good

in addition, the presence of Zahra that binds strongly our relationship is not possible mas Danar of sorts

I shouldn't have suspected him

my husband's father is tired of work but I don't trust him

I hit my head slowly

consciously.conscious love.