
Chapter 86. Deceiving Yourself
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Until the night gets late
I'm not tired either
Pursue the path we take
Just dismissing the anxiety
Even though you smile
But the heart never stays
And often comes another feeling
About your honesty with me
How high can we climb
Love and earnestness
When the heart is separated
Give me the certainty to melt everyone
I admit my mistake
Always wanted to have
You are never open either
To prevent all prejudice
(Melly Goeslaw ~ Minutes)
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Abhimanyu threw his body on the back of his throne chair. He closed his eyes for a moment. He did not expect, if Dhira's ex-husband could come to his place. There were two supports that he got, but the photo that Indra showed him earlier, as if slapping his pride.
Do you really have no sense after what we passed by Dhir?, why do you easily accept the man's proposal. Why are you deceiving yourself?
If there is a more severe term than a poor man of love, Abhimanyu is the one. He is a man who deserves and bears that predicate.
Geck! Geck! Geck!
"Sister Abi?" rania's voice. Makes Abhimanyu open his eyes.
"Come in" said Abhimanyu from within.
Rania went into Abhimanyu's room, then she sat down on the chair at her sister's table. " Sister, you want big news!" Rania put on a lethargic face.
"What?" abhimanyu's face was flat, he seemed to justify his sitting position.
"Sister, Kok Mbak Dhira has a proposal. Look at!" Rania apparently got the picture from Bastian.
"I know!" answer Abhimanyu plate.
Rania frowned, "good sister, right?" his sister was aghast, why see big news like this, but Abhimanyu instead acted like a B.
"Indra told me!" abhimanyu.
Rania widened her eyes," Indra?"
"Indra's ex-husband is Rania?"
Abhimanyu nodded, "how many senses do we know?"
"CK, not that. But it's the same sister she is.." Rania's words hang.
Abhimanyu let out a breath," He had already realized his mistake. Asking me to be a father Raka continued. But, if it's like that. I can what?" Abhimanyu smiled bitterly.
Rania was about to cry, seeing her brother's fate that was truly ironic. When his career and work reached the peak, but not in conjunction with a slick romance story as well.
"Before the yellow janur curved, there is still a chance sis. We all support my brother. I know you love each other!" Rania grinned at her brother's muscular burly hand.
"Let's try one again!"Rania cheers.
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Isun's kitchen seems to be gloomy, they all work sometimes unfocused. Seeing the owner is like being troubled.
" Mom, it's tea first!" That afternoon, he deliberately made jasmine tea for Dhira. The girl seemed so attentive, and the familiarity between them became more and more tightly entwined.
"Thank you!" Dhira smiles. It rained that afternoon in the Silasona area. The rain fell more and more, making Dhira close the structure early.
"Mom, mother I already consider as my brother" Sekar was about to let out his tears.
"Mother don't keep this up, I'm going to get married, how come this keeps on?" Sekar seemed unwilling, if his boss was sad like this.
"No, I'm fine. Maybe it's just nervous." Dhira forced to smile.
"Also sneaky for taking care of this it" still forced to smile.
"Mom, I'm ready to hear Mom's story. I am a lucky person because I met a good person like my mother. Allow me to repay your kindness, in this way. " Suchar felt helped by the kindness of Dhira, who was willing to accept him to work in Isun's Kitchen. He becomes rediscovering, the meaning of a family.
Dhira's eyes are heating up, he really needs a backrest right now. He did not expect, if Sekar was very attentive to him.
"Where's love?" ask Dhira.
"Shinta's sister just returned home" Yes, now Shinta is like their own person.
"I want to rest first, my body doesn't feel good. Thank you for the tea" said Dhira, smiling. He just does not want Sekar also dissolved in his turmoil. He chose to keep the pain and sorrow, in his heart.
Back and forth taking care of the business for the wedding records made him exhausted, limp body and often kunang-kunang. No doubt, he became lethargic and uninspired.
Her bladder was full, she headed for the bathroom to empty her urinary contents. But when the panties sag, he breathed a sigh of relief. His worries have not been proven. There was a red spot that he believed was the beginning of his monthly period.
"Yourf!" Dhira was relieved. He quickly cleaned himself, to then replace his CD also installed a sanitary pad. He was stunned facing the mirror in his bathroom, the image of Abhimanyu peppering himself suddenly flashed, his chest still rustling when he remembered it. And indirectly, he missed that guy. I don't know why, he wanted to meet. But he didn't want it all to be in vain. He has established the heart, if making his mother's heart happy and calm, is his current option.
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Joko Pak
His mind was filled with displeasure ever since he knew the face of his son's former in-laws. Yes, as long as Dhira was his son-in-law, he had never seen who Dhira's parents were. That is natural, because Bu Kartika does not want to be related to Dhira anymore, if he is determined to marry Dhira.
Make the relationship of mother and child, totally cut off.
Dhira at that time did not know the reason why his mother kekeuh forbid him, young age and sparkling love, dominating himself to prefer Indra. For him, Indra was his world.
Mr. Joko is a good in-law, even though he knows that Dhira does not have the blessing, but as much as possible he and Ms. Novi do not offend it. One way is to visit them often, while still establishing a household with Indra.
The principle held by Mr. Joko is, happiness is ourselves who create. His job as a parent is only to give his blessing, for the choice of his child.
The night after he saw the photo on his grandson's cell phone, he became increasingly uneasy. Moreover, hearing the story if Dhira is betrothed by others, while according to him the story is developing, Dhira is establishing closeness with Abhimanyu.
There is a heart that hurts, there is a soul that imposes itself, there is a child that wails, there is anxiety sloping. All of those things, are the result of the selfishness of his former besi. Kartika Bu.
That day, he steadied his heart, to meet his former besi. He had failed to educate his son to be a good husband to Dhira. Departing from that, Joko felt he should be able to restore the happiness of Andhira. She was a good woman, unworthy of continuing to accept her mother's dictatorship.
And inevitably, he seems to have to clean up the pieces of the past, which apparently are still scattered. Even though it's been decades.
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My dear Hay Readers. Mommy's appointment today will update a lot. Sorry yes, last night at home ππ. So not up much.
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