
Chapter 209. Liver Relief
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" Only love can reconcile hate"
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In the same situation, Danan tries to uncover a reality version of himself.
" Rangga must have another reason why he didn't show it!"
Shinta stares at the end of her flatshoes, as she hears Danan speaking seriously. I don't know if he's still trying to accept all the sudden confusion.
" I'm confused, everything is so..." Shinta sighed unable to continue the distress in her heart.
Danan looked at Shinta's sad face. Swallowed his saliva for refraining from rushing into showing an attitude.
" Rangga is afraid of losing you Shin!"Makes Shinta look at Danan.
" That's why it happened!"
" That's what your father-in-law said the other day!" danan had to say that.
" As a man I can understand Rangga's side. Unbelief, fear, anxiety!" Danan sniffed his shoulders while occasionally shaking with a wry smile.
Danan looked up, recalling the time when Pak Ali spilled all the distress in his heart some time ago.
"For us men, the man is not a matter of a sturdy body and a beautiful face or the duration of play while in bed!. But the ability to give offspring!"
Danan gulped his saliva back after saying that. I don't know why he felt sorry for Rangga.
" It feels the same when you don't know it Shin!"
" The feeling you think you will not be able to have offspring. There are burdens, demands, not to mention the judgment of others!"
" And it's all so heavy!" The man whose daily life seemed never serious about anything, now looks so straightforward.
" Why don't you know who didn't tell me all this?" with his forehead still shriveled he kekeuh (muscled) feel abandoned or in let not know.
" Why are you..."
" Since I'm not yet a person to you Shin, I have no right to talk about it!" Jakun Danan was even seen riding after saying the word full of restrained emotions.
The clear tears from Shinta's two beads slid without her permission.
" What would happen if I told you that?"
" You'd think that if I was just jealous of your ex-husband, you'd think that I was a petty person!"
Shinta shook her head in disbelief as she cried. Because everything Danan said was true.
" I liked you even when your husband was around, I know all the problems you always bear, I even felt angry when I knew Rangga kept that big secret alone !!"
The atmosphere is suddenly quiet. Danan regulated his breathing. Occasionally circulate his gaze for fear of being noticed by others.
A sudden sense of awkwardness slipped in Shinta's heart. Although he had been kissed by the man with a piercing in his ear, but he still felt awkward. Where did the courage go when they did not know each other like that?
" Why?" Danan seemed to be able to read the uneasiness that appeared on Shinta's face.
" It's okay, I want to go home!"
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Everything that Danan said four days ago seemed to silence his shock, harassing him to seek answers from the other party, his in-laws.
And the question is, why Pak Ali hid all this can only be completed by the answer from his mouth.
The anxiety that continues to haunt makes Shinta head to Rangga's parents' house alone. He wanted to finish the puzzle pieces that were scattered so that his heart would get some relief.
" Today has finally come!" said pak Ali.
Shinta still silently looked at her father-in-law's shady face. Resisting emotional upset by pressing on the throat to force the saliva to enter.
"I know not too long!" pak Ali's glaring gaze made Shinta stunned.
Yes, that night they chatted in the gazebo located behind her in-laws' house, accompanied by a yellow light. A place that has been used by Mr. Ali to calm down.
" When Rangga told me all that, I just kept quiet and couldn't answer. As a papa I also feel sad!"
" I pondered and thought, what mistake in the past did I make that my son should experience such a thing!"
" Rangga forbade me to tell your Mama because she was afraid that your Mama would be shaken by her soul!"
Shinta surprised.
Yes, the unstable emotions of Bu Nisa every knowing the heavy things, is actually a manifestation of her overflow suffering from mental disorders.
Mental disorders are conditions that cause thought and behavior disorders that result in an inability to cope with the demands and routines of life. Mental disorders can also be associated with excessive stress due to a specific situation or series of events.
" Your mother has a psychiatric disorder!"
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Shinta felt guilty for a decade with Rangga but she did not know anything important like this.
It's only fitting that all this time every Nisa Bu was angry Pak Ali only reprimanded him at a glance. He had just seen Mr. Ali angry when he was in the hospital.
" Rangga is just afraid of losing you Shin!"
The same word Danan said four days ago. Should she be happy because her husband is lying?
" Believe me, I'm just trying to protect you as a parent. But if my way is wrong. Please forgive papa!" Mr. Ali with teary eyes looked at Shinta who was also about to launch her tears.
" Rangga is also afraid of losing her mother!"
" You are equally important and equally valuable to Rangga!"
" That's why Rangga didn't tell you all this stuff!"
Ali smiled wryly.
Now Shinta knows. If at that time Rangga told Bu Nisa then what happened was for sure Bu Nisa his soul would be shaken, because the woman could not be given a heavy mind burden.
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Now Shinta meets Miss Nisa who sits empty-eyed on her bedroom bed. The woman was seen being waited on by a nurse.
" O Mom, please ..I'm sorry!" the nurse retreated when she saw Shinta approaching.
Bu Nisa's face withered and her gaze was blank. The woman was seen holding a photo of Rangga tightly.
It had been more than forty days of her son's departure, yet the woman still looked unwilling. For a moment Shinta felt pity.
Shinta rubbed her in-laws arm slowly.
" I'd rather you get mad at me than like this ma!" he said slowly with a trembling voice.
The woman was still silent with a blank look, her body also looked thin.
" I'm here, miss mama's temper!"
Shinta launched tears from both her neutrals. Her mother-in-law looked really bad.
As a parent, no matter how old the child is, the loss of flesh and blood is certainly a disaster that sometimes makes them protest to God.
" Mama!!" Shinta wiped her tears using the back of her hand.
Mr. Ali who was on the doorstep approached his son-in-law who was now sobbing. The man rubbed his trembling daughter-in-law's back.
" Papa will take your mama to U town on Dian's recommendation!" said Mr. Ali. Making Shinta look up at the man with the silky gray.
" Don't you mean papa?"
Mr. Ali sighed.
" We are old!"
" Me and Dian decided to take your mom to move in and live with Dian there, your sister has got SK must have settled there!"
" Pope, papa's two grandchildren there can make your mama healthy again and forget her sadness!"
Shinta stunned. That means there will be nothing left of Rangga in her life if the family of her late husband moved. Moreover, Shinta has no children with Rangga.
"Papa mama bless you if someday you want to continue your life again with the right people!
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My reader I miss you guys. Sorry the author was busy all day in the real world.
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