The Love Story of Single Parents
Chapters 181. The Sister in Law
Chapters 181. The Sister in Law
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" Wong urip ku gur stopped by mangan karo ngombe (The living person, like just a ride to eat and drink)
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Sometimes the universe does not feel friendly to us. Often we turn on God for something that we feel is bad, and suddenly happens in the way of our lives.
The sacred nature of man is often destroyed, when great problems come upon us. Theses about patience are only the wind. For the heart knows its own pain.
The low voice of mourners who now say goodbye to Shinta, became a marker that their duty to visit the body of Rangga was completed.
Miss Nisa didn't come to the funeral. The mother of Rangga was her soul completely shaken. Dozens of footsteps had left the place. Now, leaving Shinta who shuffled to the ground by holding a tombstone inscribed with the name of her late husband.
Dhira suddenly his heart aches to see his best friend dissolve in grief. Likewise with Sekar, Wisang's wife was incessantly shrinking her nose using a handkerchief that she carried.
" Shin.kamu don't keep this up. Poor Rangga over there!" Dhira rubbed Shinta's hair, which now leaned her head beside the tombstone.
" I'm myself Dhir...!" shinta answered with withered eyes.
" I don't have anyone else!" she said back in a soft voice, staring at her husband's wet navel.
Dhira looked at Abhimanyu in despair, the man nodded to his wife with the intention to let Shinta for a moment.
Abhimanyu knew, anyone would not be easy if faced with suffering. He was also so when losing both parents, and the late husband Rania who did not even have a tomb because their bodies were not found.
" I have to go back first, my wife was just the same Dian earlier!" Ali felt he had to go home soon. He is worried that there are still many guests who visit there.
In addition, Ms. Nisa seems to need special assistance. Because his soul is not okay.
Wisang, Abhimanyu and Dian's husband there also nodded. Yes, Mr. Ali came to the tomb with his first son-in-law.
Where is Danan? did the man not attend Rangga's funeral?
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In the dark room a man was drinking a bottle of alcohol. The man had even mortgaged his health. Prohibition not to consume alcohol he brushed.
No warning from the doctor. A little dizzy he hoped could wipe his heart.
That morning, he could not go to the funeral. Unable to see the mummified Rangga, also unable to see the destroyed Shinta.
He is nobody to Shinta, his presence also seems to have no influence whatsoever for Shinta.
Danan's appearance that morning looked chaotic, cigarette butts had been strewn across the floor. Danan was in his special room. The room he used to make love with the local panda he ordered first.
" I can't do it!!"
" I can't do it!!"
Danan muttered as he rubbed the cigarette deeply. A flash of his memory returned as Shinta with high intonation spoke to him, in an angry tone. His memory also returned as he closed Rangga's coffin with a white mosquito net.
" I'm sorry I'm not. Now there you know, if I'm interested in elo's wife!"
He felt useless at that moment. He felt he had no place in Shinta's heart. Rangga's death, slapping his consciousness that Shinta and Rangga's love is immeasurable in it.
True and true.
He knew that in these hours the funeral procession was over. But he.....
He felt he had no reason to go back. Not for Rangga or Shinta. He felt useless.
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"Eat, don't torture yourself. You must learn to take care of yourself from now on!" Dian's words were impressed, but it's true.
Dian felt sorry for her sister-in-law. The woman with short hair and a firm face, actually felt so lost.
" I know all this is Shin's weight....!" Dian put a plate of food on Shinta's bedside. He also sat his body right next to his sister-in-law.
The atmosphere was silent for a few seconds.
" Rangga and I are brothers!" dian broke the silence.
"But it's like a cycle, there's no way you'll stay home together forever!" Dian started talking with a look of laughter.
" Well, so are parents and children!"
" A lot of wasted time, a wonderful childhood together can only be me and in a short life!"
" Ahead of my adulthood and he increasingly did not meet each other. I rarely talk!"
" I'm busy at Akpol, he's busy going to college to pursue his aviation career!"
Shinta was still staring at the mosquito net attached to her bedroom window. .Wiped by the breeze, which made him move a little to and fro. Ears still diligently hear the sound coming out of the lips of his sister-in-law.
"So graduating I was directly on duty out of town, I got married, she got married too. He also got a job here. We practically never met. Last time we met was at my mom's house last year!"
Shinta knows, actually Dian is spilling her regrets. His sister-in-law felt that time was wasted when humans were busy putting their egos at risk.
" Career, greatness, ego, ambition ..in fact it often took the Shin family together!" Dian smiled wryly. Now regret is useless.
" I just wanted to say, please excuse me. I've heard from papa that mama often talks bad to you!" Dian stared at Shinta's face which still presented a blank look.
" My point is, from us all you are Rangga's priority. I know you must feel crushed Shin. But please, you also care about your health!"
" Don't make Rangga there unsettled because his wife did not let her husband down per..."
" I'm not sincere Ma'am!" sergeant Shinta.
"I'm just not ready!" Shinta looked at Dian who was also looking at her. Their views meet.
Dian swallowed his saliva, the woman could see sadness, destruction, pain, lara, despair. Join the cupper on Shinta's withered face.
" I need time!" shinta lirih.
Dian swallowed his saliva back.
" Now I know why Rangga is afraid of losing you Shin!" Dian hugged her sister-in-law tightly. Make Shinta's eyes instantly warm. He should have received that treatment from his mother-in-law from the beginning. A family hug that strengthens.
" I'm just not ready yet. It all happened so fast and Rangga did not even say what I was like!" shinta's tears are growing. Flowing flooded his cheeks.
" Mama keep on beating me because I can not give children to mas Rangga, mama in fact I for bringing bad luck to life mas Rangga, mama accuse me of betraying mas Rangga, mas Rangga, mama hates me. I don't want this either!"
Shinta seemed to be pulling out all the grunts in her chest to Dian. Dian who understood, could now only fall silent. Deliberately letting his sister-in-law, make himself a backrest at this time.
" I'm a fucking carrier!" he said with a trembling voice while letting out sobs that made his voice as hiccuped.
" Hssstttt!!! Don't talk like that again!"
Dian now took off her embrace, then held onto Shinta's two arms and looked at her fixedly.
" You know, mama's a thinker. On behalf of my mother I'm sorry if 'mama's words make you sad!"
" But Shin, mama now doesn't want to talk about even eating anything. So please don't worry us, either. Help me Shin!" said Dian.
Make Shinta look up her head at Dian." Mama why Mama?"
" Mama is depressed, she's depressed Shin. Even since I came, she doesn't know me!" dian is now crying.
" That's why you please don't be like this. Help me!"
Shinta felt sorry for Dian. For a moment he felt selfish because he felt the most lost. In fact, the woman who gave birth to her husband is now also in mourning.
" Please help me..!"
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