
Chapters 164. Between Surviving or Letting Go?
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"Here I am
Staring at the living niche
I feel my life
Not what I wanted
It's so many dark colors on my side
As they know
As they know
I feel cornered by reality
Suing myself and not being able to fight
My eyes are all about beauty
Shaking fear I challenged myself
Meet love
Release the taste
Meet love
Release the taste
Here I am alone
It's like the old days were afraid
I feel like my life has receded too
Pile up please
Imaged so faintly
Just like I feel
The truth is bitter
The truth is very bitter
I feel cornered by reality
Suing myself and not being able to fight
My eyes are all about beauty
Shaking fear I challenged myself
Meet love
Release the taste
Meet love
Release the taste"
(Iwan Fals ~ Something pending)
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Dananjaya
After accompanying Shinta breakfast, he came out for a while because suddenly his office staff called him. After bumbling goodbye to Shinta, the man now darted outside.
" What's up, Jen?" danan asked over the phone shortly after being outside the room.
It was Jeniffer, the woman was a financial staffer at Danan's jewelry company. It has a stand and jewelry booth that already has many branches in various cities.
Sir, are you on holiday today. Mr. Danuarta asked to meet with the father to discuss the continuation of cooperation.
" Ah.., anu ...I again have business that I can not stay. If it is not too crucial, you are ACC. Importantly the price of precious stones offered, must be in accordance with the list in our draft!" said Danan massaging his forehead. The man had been out of the company for a few days.
Well, sir, good morning
Danan let out a short breath. The man looks confused as to what he is doing. He's waiting for someone's wife.
And when he returned to Shinta's room, he saw the woman had gone back. Looks like the sedative given by the nurse has worked. Yes, Danan asked the nun to make Shinta rest. He was powerless to see the wife of Rangga, still grieving for her comatose husband.
He momentarily looked at Shinta's pale face that looked so pitiful. A moment later, he headed towards the room where Rangga was lying.
After closing the connector door slowly, Danan stepped his feet towards Rangga's bed. He stood right in front of the unconscious Rangga.
I'd like to apologize to you, I've been sassy interested in your wife!
But looking at you like this, I don't feel like I have any face to face if I have to compete with people who can't even help themselves.
Danan only spoke in his mind. He looked at Rangga's face. The man looks to be hardening his jaw. Trying to get rid of the tightness in his chest.
Wake lo!!! elo's wife sadly elo delicious sleep like this!!!
As he said that in his heart, Danan's eyes heated up. A tear rolled. He unconsciously threw himself into the maelstrom of complexity in the household of Shinta and Rangga.
I promise I won't take Elo's wife. But you have to wake up, you have to promise to keep him going!!
Danan wiped his tears. What kind of feeling is this. His heart was tight, he knew Shinta loved Rangga so much, and he loved Shinta so much. But he can what.
If Rangga's consciousness is something that can make Shinta happy at this time, of course he must be able to make it happen. There is no definition of the highest caste of love other than to see our loved ones happy. Although he was, was not the reason behind the happiness created.
" Wake up, your wife needs you right now!" whispered Danan quietly beside Rangga's ear. Although he himself was not sure, Rangga heard him whether not.
Danan left Rangga shortly afterwards. He couldn't stand lingering there.
He put himself to sleep on the green sofa, which was near the exit. Putting himself down for a moment, to kill the drowsiness that was aggressively attacking him.
The man slept by raising his arm, on his forehead. The mood of the room is now quiet.
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Twelve o'clock in the afternoon, in Melati's room.
The sound of the door swing shocked Danan who had been sound that afternoon. He was shocked when a nurse opened the door to Shinta's room.
" I'm sorry sir, I'm not ...!" the nurse was not happy to see Danan's shock.
" It's okay, you wanna check?" ask Danan who now changed his position to sit down.
" Yes Sir..... I'd like to check and give Ms Shinta lunch!" the nurse replied friendly
" Okay, then I'm out first!" said Danan while smiling.
The tall man barely overshadowed Shinta's doorstep, now aghast as two female voices called out to him at the same time.
" Mas Danan!"
" Mas Danan!"
He looked, apparently it was his two best friends with their wives. It's just so fitting he thought.
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Now Danan already knew the problem that made the four humans in front of him was confused.
" Shinta again in check, after this you can give me the phone!" said Danan lethargic.
" Shinta is conscious?" Dhira stared at Danan's face enthusiastically. Asking for Danan's answer soon.
" Here, he's in shock. And Rangga is still in a coma. Richard's missing, Rangga's got something serious going on in his brain!" terang Danan's.
And when they were busy chatting, the nurse who had been checking up had now denied her duties.
" Have you finished? can we come in now?" Dhira became the most enthusiastic in that regard.
" Please Mr. Ma'am, Ms. Shinta I just checked. Please continue to give encouragement yes, the support of the closest people can help accelerate the recovery of patients!"
" Thank you!"
" Thank you back, come on...!" the nurse left five humans there.
Dhira and Sekar immediately rushed in without caring for the husbands behind him. While Danan who looked lethargic now sat his body in the long chair of steel that was outside the room.
Wisang and Abhimanyu stared at each other, and soon they also sat themselves beside the tangled-faced Danan.
Danan looked at his two friends who were sitting flanking him. Abhimanyu on the right, and Wisang on the left.
" Don't come in?" ask Danan.
" Later, it's like this healthy guy in front of us who needs more attention than us!" wisang chuckled.
" Don't tell me you're taking a chance when he's like this!" cibir Abhimanyu gave a joke.
" What the hell, I promise. I'm not going to cross the line!" Danan. Making the two men beside her chuckle.
" Believe, believe!!" wisang said holding back his laughter.
Abhimanyu understood his friend. During this time Danan was the most cheerful person among the three of them. And during that time, Danan is a man who almost never bothers about life.
But it seems, the free-living man did look to improve himself, after suffering pain the other day.
" I didn't know why so many women in the world must be the wives of people who enter my heart!" Danan shook his head while smiling wryly.
Wisang and Abhimanyu, who were sitting on the right and left of Danan, were still diligently looking at his best friend.
If the three friends are likened to some principles of life, then Abhimanyu is Honesty and Patience. Wisanggeni is Strength and Courage, and Dananjaya is Beauty and Hospitality.
However, it seems that the three friends have their own love tests. Cannot be equated and cannot be explained in the same way. There is only one thing they hold in common. Classical doctrine, aka ancient advice.
' If the soul mate does not go where.'
" I can only talk about Dan. When you are worried, try to hear the voice from within your little heart. Because there's the truth talking!" abhimanyu patted his best friend's shoulder.
Yes, having an age whose maturity level reaches the top but does not have a companion alive, it seems to make the three of them now begin to understand what it is important to make a life plan.
However, it is a living plan. Do we not all have a Dzat that governs all?
" You look at me, look at Abhimanyu too. If it's best for you. That's exactly what happened, even though I had to let it go. The heart can only be healed with the heart Dan. And of course in a careful way!" now I speak seriously.
He wanted to ask his friend to open his heart to others. Because obviously, Shinta has a family with Rangga.
Yes, the three of them had never spoken so seriously, like this time.
Danan was stunned to study the words of his two friends, who suddenly became an accomplished motivator of daily classes.
And sure enough, the story of Abhimanyu and Wisang's love journey can be a little exemplary. If what is meant to be ours, it will always be ours. Even in any way.
And vice versa. No matter how hard we chase, even with a somersault or bloody though. If so, it is not destined for us. Then all these things will never be ours.
God has no way of making things work the way they should.
" Thanks buddy!!" said Danan smiling.
" Oh .common man!!!, your sore our sore too! (your sadness, our sadness too!)
Abhimanyu and Wisang patted Danan's sturdy shoulders. He knows it is not easy to dispel feelings, let alone involve the affairs of the heart.
But one thing they can do together. Strengthen each other in any situation.
That is the definition of a true friend.
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