The Love of the Wife

Episode 52

Rani who had just entered her boarding room came back crying over everything that had happened.

His legs felt limp while leaning behind the boarding door, slowly Rani sat down while continuing to cry while hugging her legs.

The very quiet night with the cold air seemed to add to the suffering that was in Rani's heart.

Rani thought hard about the decision she had taken, even if it was the best for now. But it seemed to open up bitter memories of the past where at that time he could not help much or did not take part in the role.

Thus, his cousin Rani named Ratih had to swallow all the burdens in his own life which eventually made him take the wrong decision.

Rani does not want it to happen again to people she knows or who she considers her own family. Although it was very painful for him, but he had promised to try to change it as long as he could to do it.

It's just that for the current problem he does not think that his decision makes him very sick, he said, because what he did was something that was very beyond reason, namely sacrificing someone he loved so much, namely his own lover Raka.

“what I have done.” Inner Rani who is still sitting while crying.

Rani is a smart and clear-minded woman. He always relied on his logic and conscience in making decisions. However, this time, he felt doubtful and wondered if he had done his best.

That night, Rani continues to ponder and feels trapped in a complicated inner conflict. Although he had made his decision with reason and a clear conscience, but feelings of doubt and regret still crept in his heart. She loves Raka, her lover, sincerely, but in order to avoid a recurrence of the suffering her cousin Ratih has experienced, Rani chooses to sacrifice her relationship with Raka.

Thinking hard, Rani realizes that life is not always about easy choices. Sometimes, we have to take difficult decisions to protect our loved ones and to create better change. Maybe at first Rani felt her decision was the best, but at the moment she felt hurt and confused.

The pain that Rani is currently experiencing is a reminder that love and sacrifice do not always go hand in hand. But Rani also realizes that in order to make a change, there comes a time when we have to take a big step, even if it hurts. However, he also needs to understand that love and sacrifice can be expressed in different ways.

While Rani continues to face this harsh reality, she needs to seek support from her closest people, her friends, or family. talking to someone he trust can help relieve the emotional burden he is facing.

Time will give an answer to Rani's decision. He has to give himself a chance to grow and learn from this experience. Perhaps in the future, she will find other ways to love and protect those she cares about without having to sacrifice her own happiness.

While Rani continues to evaluate and reflect on her decision, she must still believe in her own ability to face the trials of life.

As the saying goes,

“After rain, there will definitely be a rainbow.”

There may be a greater light of happiness waiting for Rani in the future if she stays steadfast and fights for what she believes is right.

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In the car.

Ryan, who was on his way back to Raka's house, seemed to be thinking about something until he stopped his vehicle near a roadside park with a long sigh.

“what's true it happened without me noticing.” Inner Ryan in his daydream.

He did not think about what Rani had told him about someone who had been and still loved until this moment, even though now someone was dead.

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In the room, in,

He seemed to be thinking about the decision that his lover had taken just to help a friend.

Although the decision was there and crossed his mind, but for the present circumstances in which he already has and is in a relationship with someone he loves it is unlikely that decision he should take.

But different from his lover who he trusts to make that decision. Raka could only think hard without knowing the answer.

“what are your goals..” Inner Raka while lying on her mattress while thinking about her lover's face.

Raka feels confused and upset because of the decision taken by her lover, which seems very important and affects their relationship, but Raka does not know exactly what the purpose and reason behind the decision is. She feels a dilemma because on the one hand, she loves her lover and wants to understand and support the choice, but here on the other, Raka feels the decision could have a negative impact on their relationship.

Lying on her bed, Raka's mind floated around, trying to find answers to her own questions. He ponders about how he and Rani have gone through things together and how they have built a strong bond. However, the decision taken by her lover made Raka feel that there was a distance between them, as if there was something hidden.

Raka felt the need to talk to her lover, open their hearts and minds, in order to understand each other. However, on the other hand, he does not want to be seen as a person who does not support or do not believe in the choices his lover takes.

In anxiety and dismay, Raka decides to give her lover space and time to explain his decision later, without forcing himself to know the answer now.he realizes that communication is key in the relationship, and it is important to provide support and understand each other.

With a restless heart, Raka tries to find calm and trust that things will go well. She knows that a strong relationship requires commitment and mutual support, and she hopes that the decision her lover makes is a good step for both of them.

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On the other hand, in Ratna's room.

Ratna who was currently lying next to Dian also seemed to be thinking of something.

Ratna lay down while looking at Dian who was sleeping behind her could only fall silent while thinking of something.

“why all this could happen and why he could get that far well, just to help someone” Inner Ratna who is still inexhaustible with the decision that has been taken by Rani.

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Time passed by with silence and the cold air that covered the night seemed to describe the hearts of the four who felt the same way. How hard the decision that the lovers have made.

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