
Many people do not act out of fear of failure, but inaction is a failure that has clearly occurred.
~Ay Alvi~
"I don't want you to be close to a man" Juan added, saying what was a condition of their relationship.
Hara widened her eyes, she could not believe the condition that Juan had proposed. After all, only Jodi had been close to him, so why would Juan have to apply for such a condition.
Seeing that the silent Hara did not answer made Juan impatient, the young man immediately grabbed Hara's chin and kissed the girl's still dumbstruck lips as if unconscious.
The surprised Hara did not respond to Juan's kiss, even the girl pushed the young man's body in front of her, causing Juan to fall on the floor.
"Hey, why are you pushing me!" juan's protest was upset that the young man had fallen on the floor.
"You're wrong why you kissed me!" Hara also protested against Juan's sudden kiss. The young man did not even think about Hara's feelings.
"You're a natural lover if I kiss you" said Juan not to lose, he still continues to use the status of lover as an excuse for his actions on the girl.
Hara rolled her eyes lazily, the girl did not understand Juan's way of thinking. They were just pretended lovers, so for what reason Juan used to kiss her and it was enough to make Hara rise in blood and feel annoyed to the young man.
Maybe if Juan did have the same feelings as her, Hara would definitely feel happy the young man kissed her, she said, but they were just pretended lovers so it was not included in the agreement and Hara also did not want to be taken advantage of by the young man.
"Did you forget that we were just pretended lovers, Mr. Juan Dinhara Pratama," said Hara, the girl deliberately emphasized the pronunciation of the word pretend to the sentence she said to Juan.
Juan could only scratch his head that did not itch to hear Hara's words. The girl is telling the truth, they are just a pretend couple so for what Juan feels jealous of Hara's closeness to doctor William so that the young man is reckless to kiss Hara which eventually makes the girl angry.
"I think we need to clarify the rules to be this pretend couple," said Hara made Juan link his eyebrows because he was surprised by the girl's speech in front of him.
"And it must be written on paper there must also be a punishment if one of us violates," added Hara, the girl did not want to be cheated like that. He must also protect his heart so as not to dissolve in the game of love Juan who has been exposed good at conquering the heart of women.
Juan seemed to think for a while, the young man also felt that they needed restrictions as a feigned lover. He himself does not want to drift in feelings that may be wrong. Juan doesn't like Hara, he just needs the girl to make Via his mother feel happy, that's what Juan has in mind.
Even if possible he intends to get married at a young age, if only Nikki would be his lover. But unfortunately, until now he has not been fully informed about Nikki. The girl seemed to be a calamity that came never to be guessed.
It was a disaster for Juan because the little girl was able to defeat him. Juan who had never been defeated felt he had to avenge his defeat at that time and if possible he wanted to get the girl as his lover.
"Well, I agree, you write down what your terms and regulations are and I will also write down what my terms and rules are" Juan said in response to Hara's wishes.
"OK," Hara replied in agreement, the girl thought it was good if they could figure out each other's limits so that none of the two would feel harmed.
"Tomorrow I will prepare everything, tonight I am tired and want to rest." Juan said as he laid his body on the sofa. The young man was very exhausted from having to go back and forth to the island as well as the hospital.
Hara nodded, she also no longer wanted to argue with Juan. What is in the girl's mind right now is how to get out of the hospital as soon as possible because the race time is only a few days away.
Hara has not yet tested on her vehicle which she will use for later races. Although actually he could have asked Jodi to do this, but for the girl it would be more convincing if he could do a trial for his own vehicle.
Meanwhile Juan had entered into his dreamland, it did not take long for the young man to fall asleep. Maybe because his body was tired so quickly Juan had been lulled in dreamland.
Hara could only shake her head at Juan who was sound asleep on the sofa. The young man's tall body could not be fully accommodated on the sofa. Hara came down from her bed and brought the chair that was sat by Juan and moved the young man's legs to the chair. The girl also covered the pretended lover's body with a spare blanket available in the room.
Seeing Juan sleeping makes Hara have to confess the greatness of God. The young man was created so perfectly, there was not a single part of Juan's body that was not well looked at by the eyes, even though Hara herself had not seen the entire body of the young man, but the girl could imagine it.
Hara knocks herself on her head trying to drive out the daydreams that Juan was involved in. The girl did not want to get caught up in her feelings that should never have existed. Hara had to keep reminding herself that they were just a pretend couple.
He did not want to experience heartache, so far Hara had never felt in love with someone, so he did not know what he really felt for Juan. Is it a feeling of love? Or just the love and admiration for the handsome young man.
Hara herself was unable to answer what was the question in her heart.
The girl sighed then Hara put herself back on the bed. He tried to close his eyes and think about what rules he would make for Juan. Hara does not want her to be involved further in Juan's personal life because she also does not want Juan to get involved with his personal problems that might make Juan know Hara's true identity.