
The morning was still very blind, the sun had not yet shown its light. The breeze continued to penetrate through the window of the room that was deliberately left open by Ara.
After last night Ara bought five testpacks, he was still waiting for Sisil to wake up first to try it. Last night the girl managed to fall asleep even though only a few minutes, her feelings were worried increasingly become after nightmares also came to attend her sleep.
Maybe because his mind is not calm, so that makes him experience nightmares that he is very afraid if it becomes real. The dream seemed to hint that he would part forever with Zayn.
His eyes were still staring at the message he sent to Zayn who never got a reply. His lover should have reached his destination, but why was not a single message from him read. Perhaps Zayn was still asleep, so the girl tried to clear her troubled mind.
Ara looked at the movements of Sisil who had awakened. He pretended to be asleep. His cousin spent the night at his house. Shortly after Ara saw Sisil go into the bathroom to clean his body, until Sisil was finished from his activities in the bathroom, Ara still pretended to sleep.
For a long time Sisil struggled in front of the mirror to apply his makeup, after which he approached Ara who was still sleeping wrapped in a thick blanket on his body.
"Fine." Sisil shook Ara's body.
"Hmmm...." Ara slightly squirmed her body.
"Gue go down first, help Aunt Viona cook. Wake up quickly, there will be a morning class. You know how late you feel to be punished, Mr. Benny." The chimos are no doubt birds chirping in the morning.
"Yes, Sil." Ara pretended to be lazy to wake up.
After that Sisil finally came out of Ara's room.
Ara was still sitting on the edge of her bed, looking at the five testpacks that were already in her grasp. The fear is certainly very clear from the face of Ara who never felt ever do anything intimate that made her late for the moon. Except for the events of that night that made him suspicious to date.
With a hesitant step, hoping that this was just a normal hormonal disorder, Ara went to the bathroom to test the results of the small flat object she held tightly.
Without waiting for a long time the two red lines immediately appeared when Ara entered the testpack. Until he re-arranged to the last testpack, all showed the same results.
His whole body felt trembling as soon as he found out that he was positively pregnant. His legs were instantly limp unable to support his trembling body. He sat curled up in the corner of the bathroom, hugging his own body in his tears that began to break.
Ara was crying out, lamenting her future that had been ruined by an act she did not realize when she had done it. While the gaze of his eyes continued to look in disbelief at the testpack that was scattered on the bathroom floor.
Tok tok....
"Neng Ara." The sound of a call from Bik Inah, ART who works at his home makes him have to stop his crying which he can not stop.
"Yes, Bi." Ara pulled it from inside.
"Have been waiting for the same mrs breakfast, Neng."
"In a moment, Bi, or tell them not to wait, I'm still a bit long, Bi."
"Well, Neng." Bik Inah straight out of the room of his master's son, although in fact he was a little suspicious of the condition of Ara he heard hoarse voice, like crying.
Ara looked at her face in front of the large glass that was in her bathroom. Tried to set his breathing not so obvious when he gathered with his family after this.
"Well, it could be that this testpack expires. I have to make sure I'm with Dr. Rima. No, if later Rima's doctor says the same mami papi will be fucked. I have to make sure it's the same as the other doctors." Ara spoke to herself while returning to pick up the scattered testpack.
After that Ara immediately did her activities in the bathroom as quickly as possible, The girl only did thin makeup on her face when she was already in front of her makeup mirror. Then immediately followed for breakfast with his beloved family.
"It's over, honey? here fast, we've been waiting for that." Sapa Viona's. Ara instantly shifted her seat beside Sisil.
"What time do I have to go to class?" Haris.
"Hour eight, Om." Sisil.
"Then let the papi take you." Haris greeted his daughter who was silent.
"Are you not busy?" Again Sisil who spoke.
"No. Let's have breakfast," take Haris who then Viona immediately serve the menu available at the dining table to the plate Haris.
"No, Mom, I'm still eating in the cafeteria later." Ara's lying.
"Ehm, she likes Siomay snacks, Auntie. Even the most beautiful." Sisil followed.
"His body was a bit stretched." Viona teased Ara who was indeed a little fat than before.
Indeed before this Ara's appetite was very strange. He usually eats enough food twice a day with a menu that is set to keep his body slim, lately he always wants to eat and eat.
Except for this moment which made him lose his appetite due to those two red lines.
The breakfast was over, and it was time for Haris to take his daughter and nephew to the college where they are now attending.
"Ara," said Haris in the middle of the trip to campus.
"Yes, Pi." The girl was stunned from her daydream.
"You kept on being. What was? Is there anything thought?" Haris is very suspicious of the change in the attitude of the princess only wayangnya.
"Nothing, Pi. Ara was just thinking about the assignment from the lecturer this morning." I lied again.
Sisil looked in wonder at Ara. "Yes? The feeling today is that there is no duty from Mr. Benny."
Instantly Ara pinched Sisil's thigh. "Lo forgot if Mr. Benny asked for a percentage of the final proposal task today." Ara blinked her eyes at Sisil.
The girl began to understand with that gesture from Ara. "Oh yes, good thing you ingetin, Ra." Sisil followed Ara's direction while laughing in a made-up manner.
"But I thought you were thinking about a guy's problem."
Haris' voice made Sisil instantly stop his laughter. He turned to look at Ara again who turned frantic at the moment when Haris was alluding to the guy problem.
"Student study first, Ra, Sil. Your future is in your own hands. You will regret it later if you do not arrange it from now on. Business find that guy later. If you are already established, then surely the ones who approach you later are not random people."
Haris' words are like the impact of a big rock on Ara's heart. What if she is tested positive for pregnancy? What about the wounds of both parents?
Secretly Ara again shed her tears again, lamenting the fate of her future that has been destroyed because it has been ignored by the message of her papi that strongly forbid her to date while still in school.
Sisil noticed Ara who was crying beside him. He grabbed Ara's hand, gently rubbing the back of her cousin's hand. Trying to give him peace of mind over the lies Ara has kept from her parents, that she has broken the rules and is secretly dating Zayn.
In fact, the tears were not because of it anymore, but because of something that Sisil did not know happened.
Ara immediately wiped her tears when the car stopped in front of the entrance of the campus where they had been studying there.
After kissing Haris's hand, they both got out of the car. And as soon as possible step towards their class.
"Sil." Ara prevented Sisil. "Gue's missing today, huh?"
"Where are you going?" The rest asked him in wonder.
"Gue has a careless affair," Ara replied as she directly stepped away.
Sisil could only stare in wonder at Ara, without being able to say anything more or prevent it though.
This was an opportunity for Ara to head to the hospital immediately. And it just so happened that there was a taxi that just dropped off passengers. Ara went straight into it, already impatient to get to the destination immediately.
"Hopefully this result was not true," he murmured as he looked back at the testpack he had stored in his small bag.
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