The Love Of Aurora
The Part 23
"Sir Zayn?"
Ara's eyes suddenly glazed at the live scene even from a distance. The dam of tears as if he could not stand it anymore to not drip. His heart ached more than any painful thing. Is this what love feels like?
Although as much as possible he had tried not to cry, but still the tears were increasingly swift representing the feelings of his heart that was very hurt.
It is a risk for someone who loves his heart in silence, like Ara. He can only bear the pain itself, there is no right to say that he is jealous, because he knows his position is only a secret devotee.
Ara rubbed her tears that managed to wet her entire face so hard that tears flowed. He sighed heavily, trying to throw away the tightness that was not that easy to lose.
He also does not deserve to blame the reality that is not in accordance with his expectations. Nor did he ever regret ever loving Zayn even though in the end the feeling was enough he just kept it.
Again Ara sighed, exhaling her slowly. And it is better that he went from that place, so that his heart was not more hurt to see him.He also walked grubby, back into the toilet of the girl who a few minutes ago he just came out of there.
The condition of the toilet happened to be quiet, as if supporting the feeling of Ara who needed to be alone. He also chose to enter the room at the very end of his own. Closing the door hard enough, then he sat down and cried sobbing.
"Is this what it's like to fall in love with God? All I know is that falling in love is beautiful, but why is this as painful as I feel? If this is indeed karma from You for ignoring someone who sincerely loves me, I apologize God. If this is also a rebuke from You because I violated Papi's warning, I also apologize. But could you give me a little chance to love someone else but him, because this love is already deep for me to take out again."
Ara's inner voice cried out through her unceasing sobs. Until finally he was forced to stop his crying when someone knocked on the door of his toilet which he locked roughly.
Doc... doc.... doc.....
"out! Out no!" A woman's voice was so loud that Ara asked her to come out.
Chequek.
Ara opened the door slowly, after she wiped her tears first.
"Lo ain't pa-pa, is he?" The slightly tomboyish-looking girl, whom Ara did not recognize her greeted him seriously.
Ara shook her head weakly.
"Because of the boys?" ask her again while holding onto Ara's shoulder attentively.
Ara replied to that remark with just her faint smile.
"Ck!" The girl clucked mockingly at Ara who looked very crybaby through her eyes on Ara.
"Only in cheating girlfriend until nangis kejer-kejer kayak gini?" his ridicule again, because he was quite disturbed by the sound of Ara's cry a little loud.
"Not." Ara nodded while shaking her head.
The girl gaped at Ara, "Lo pregnant with your boyfriend?" guess who then covered his mouth with both hands because he accidentally raised his voice.
"No! I'm not pregnant!" Ara immediately refuted the accusations of the girl, who then stroked her chest feeling relieved.
Ara and the foreign girl both headed for the sink just washing her hands while reflecting.
Ara slightly widened her eyes when she realized that her eyes were so puffy because of her crying. So devastated, there was not the slightest makeup left on her face.
Over and over again he washed his face, trying to restore the refreshing aura on his face, despite the fact that his eyes could not lie covering up the sadness in his heart.
The foreign girl next to him again chuckled. Ara glanced at him at a glance, it was very real that the woman was not happy with her current state of disintegration.
"Gue Jessy, 5th semester law boy." He began to extend his hand to Ara with a friendly smile.
Ara replied to that hand. "Aurora, Brother."
"Call Jessy, no frills."
Ara smiled and agreed to Jessy's request.
"Oh yes, sorry if I interrupted your heartbreak event." Jessy started the chat.
"A broken up girlfriend?" Jessy's still in love with Ara.
Ara glanced at him again. "Repo!" he said then followed their crisp, fluffy laughter.
"Law... Very handsome of them. I want to pinch Keanu's cheek."
Two foreign girls suddenly break into the toilet with their very happy chat.
"Losing is as handsome as Zayn's sister."
"Okay, we bet! Who can feed his heart Keanu or brother Zayn first, then must buy lunch two months in the canteen. Agreed?"
"agree! Who's afraid?"
"Your witness, huh?" The two girls point to Ara and Jessy, as witnesses of their bet fighting over Zayn and Keanu.
Ara was just dumbstruck in disbelief watching that, she was still unable to say anything until the two girls came out and Jessy came out.
"Keanu? Zayn?"
His heart muttered to mention the two names of the man who had recently seized his mind. Keanu, a loyal person waiting for the answer of love from him. Zayn, the one who broke her heart yet still couldn't hate her.
Ara came out in a hurry from the toilet, of course, he wanted to find Keanu's whereabouts. It didn't take long, Ara finally found Keanu, but the man was having a serious discussion with Zayn.
He also set the rhythm of his breath that always burst every time he saw Zayn. His eyes still highlighted sharply on the two men who were the betting material for the two foreign girls.
"Was this what I'm doing? Is it wrong that I am greedy to have Keanu, even though this heart is so real still love Zayn?Isn't this better, than I always get hurt watching Zayn with another girl."
Ara stepped her feet without hesitation towards Keanu and Zayn's whereabouts. Yach, the girl has been determined to try a new relationship with Keanu. He no longer cared about his little inner voice whispering not to. Do not establish a relationship without feelings, do not make Keanu as an escape from his love.
Ara had completely sealed off that whisper of her heart. He just wants to be happy in his own way. Keanu's promise that will always make him happy.
"Keanu," he said as he patted Keanu's back gently.
Keanu turned around. "Hi, My Queen." The man greeted Ara with his warm smile. The girl also looked at Zayn who was also smiling at her.
"Sorry yes, Brother." Keanu feels bad for Zayn because the discussion between them is interrupted due to the arrival of Ara.
"No pa-pa" said Zayn in his casual fashion.
"What's wrong?" Keanu refocused on Ara. This girl must have wanted to tell him something. Because before this girl never took the initiative to look for him, always Keanu first who sought his existence.
"Ehm-"
Ara began to hesitate to say the intent of her arrival. Added when he found Zayn's cold gaze on her.
"Will we talk somewhere else?" Keanu offered it while holding both of Ara's shoulders. He could see that there was something serious that Ara was going to tell him.
Ara immediately shook her head. "No, just stay here."
"Okey, what's wrong? Anything to talk about?"
"Yes." Yeah." Ara nodded confidently.
Again he took the time to look at Zayn who was also staring at him without pause. I don't know why suddenly there is a curiosity again about Zayn's feelings for her. It was that look that made his heart wobble again. Zayn's eyes did not look at the others at all, except to keep looking at him expectantly.
"I expected that look to be mine. I don't even care about my own heart that I've sacrificed to get your attention. What did I do wrong? Nah! In the game of love there is nothing wrong, including me who has been blinded by your love."
"Gue wants to be your girlfriend."
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