The Light of Love Salma

Loving Without Being Loved

A beautiful morning came to welcome a new hope that maybe yesterday could not be achieved, this time Tari was not with Salma, he said, I don't know why his heart was back upset to remember the love he had saved and try to forget never to disappear, the strands of do'a she has spoken every time hoping that she will soon forget about Ghozi who never loved her, but Tari can't just turn her heart around, because that's not her power.

"Yes rob, omnipresent, I beg you to turn back your heart so that you can forget him who does not hold my taste, I do not want to continue to be burdened with this unrequited taste," lirih Tari while looking at the blue sky that looks bright.

Dari sits with a bent leg position and hugs his knee while enjoying a heart incision that feels more torturous, and even more painful, how can his heart still choose Ghozi when Dari know and realize that at this time Ghozi loves his best friend, Salma, although Tari knows for sure that Salma does not love Ghozi and Ghozi knows that it is still the heart of the person he loves not for him.

Loving without being loved is far more painful and torturous than being loved without loving, a heart that beats at the sight of it, a heart that always hopes for a reply but in the end must feel sad and disappointed when it knows he who we love loves loves others, especially if the one he loves is a friend who is always with us every day, what the most complete suffering for those who feel it.

"Pasrah does not mean giving up, praying without an effort will also be free, and patience is the key to all the problems that exist," a voice that is very well known by Tari again sounded.

"Ghozi!" lirih Tari that can still be heard by both.

"Hay Dance, still upset?" greet Ghozi.

"Why are you here?" tanya Dari with an astonished expression that was clearly drawn on her face.

"What are you doing here yourself?" instead of answering Ghozi, he asked back.

"I asked first, you should answer first and then ask again!" tari said.

"I've been in that hut ever since, and I saw you walking alone and pensively here, I've guessed that you're upset and daydreaming, and I know that I'm right, since I was standing behind you but you didn't notice it," Ghozi answered Dance's question completely and clearly.

"really?" Dance asked again as if she could not believe what she heard.

"True, and you have to trust me because I never lie" Ghozi said with a sweet smile towards Dari.

"What are you doing here yourself?" continued Ghozi who felt he had not received an answer to his question.

"I am enjoying the pain in my heart while enjoying the beauty of God's creation" replied Tari who now remembered her troubled and sick heart.

'When you always come when I want to forget you? how can this sense be lost if you just keep coming?' batin Tari stared fixedly at Ghozi.

"Hey, don't look at me like that! if I keep you staring so I can get big and fall in love with you later," said Ghozi who felt a little misbehavior in the face by Dance with a very attached gaze.

'That's what I expected Ghozi, if you knew who made me like this, the person I love is you Ghozi and the person I want to forget is also you, if I can say it,' The dance is back in shape with a gaze that is still straight towards Ghozi.

"Dance!" Ghozi tried to resuscitate the still-dreaming Dance even though he had tried to resuscitate her.

"Don't keep daydreaming! daydreaming is not good for the health of the heart and soul" said Ghozi.

"I'm sorry, I couldn't help but daydream" said Tari.

"Don't apologize to me, because you didn't have anything wrong." said Ghozi.

"Try sharing your grief with others so you can feel better, you can also tell me if you want" Ghozi said.

"Ghozi, do you know how painful it is to love someone without being loved, to see him pursue his love and to hear him praise others, my heart feels sliced but not bloody or scarred, the pain is much more painful than the visible wound." Dance tried to express all the pain she was feeling.

"I know because right now I feel it too, but by the way who is the man who can't love you, he's a man who will lose because I'm sure you're not an ordinary girl," Ghozi began to be curious about the male figure who could not love a girl as well as Dance.

"And you should know I'm not a wonder woman Ghozi, I'm an ordinary girl just like everyone else" elak Tari said, not an ordinary girl.

"You are not a wonder woman Dance, but your heart and physique exceed wonder woman, I know you are a strong girl with all the trials and trials that you have gone through, and your physique I know for certain that you are not a weak girl who will complain with circumstances that do not support you" Ghozi explained the intent of his words.

'If you know how much I'm such an amazing girl, why can't you love me Ghozi, I love you, the man you said lost was you Ghozi yourself, you're no one else,' inner Dance.

Without tears, Dari drips out into her cheeks, and her heart aches even more to hear the words of Ghozi who praises her but loves Salma.

"Hey why are you crying?" ghozi asked as he looked in wonder at Tari who was now crying with tears that had flooded her cheeks.

"I'm just surprised that there are still people who think of me as a good girl as you say." Dance finds an excuse for Ghozi not to know what he is really feeling.

"I think you're why Dance" said Ghozi who had worried that Tati was crying because of her hurtful or offensive words.

"I'm fine, it's just that my tears are defiant, coming out on their own without excuse." Answer Dance.

"Do you have any tips on how to quickly get rid of love in someone? or how to quickly forget people?" keep asking Tari tips to Ghozi the owner of the heart but never reciprocate the feelings of Dance.

"There's an easy way to forget someone and this way is the most telling way I've ever known" Ghozi replied.

"What are Ghozi's ways?" tanya Tari looked curiously at Ghozi.